myung

Starving

/she rolls her eyes at his threat, not feeling the least bit scared/ It did go fast, didn’t it? Ah, maybe once every ten days or so? Ya, you think I keep track of my Hongdae incognito schedule? I go when I feel like it but it just turns out that since he’s busy and lives with eleven other guys I chose him over getting drunk whenever I get the chance to /she snorted/ Curious much?

/she gives him a smile and clears her throat, nodding with a roll of her eyes/ Sure sure, I’ll change my mind one day. But for now I don’t want to think about that, alright?

Ah, yeah, maybe. It guess it’s just one of those grey zones. /she scrunches her nose at his question, giving a bitter look from the way her lips squeeze together for a moment/ I broke up when he told me he cheated, months ago. But then we tried to get back together and I found out who he cheated with. It took me a while to realize that not matter what he would say or do, I’d never be able to trust him again. But hey, /she grinned/ everything is always my fault.

You should keep track of them, shouldn't you? This way you can be sure of when they totally stop then I can sort of celebrate it, without alcohol or you might relapse. ['he lets out a soft chuckle] I'm glad you've stopped for a bit though, I was also getting worried about that.

['he can't help but snort at her inquiry, noticing a few details that probably slipped from her without knowledge or control over it] Curious, maybe, but I won't push on the matter if you want to keep it private, although, you're really bad at it right now.

You tried it twice? You loved him that much? I'd assume the rules that goes, once a cheater always a cheater also worked for you. ['he gives her a rather sceptical look, quickly arching and dropping an eyebrow as he leaned in closer to her, elbows resting against the table] Everything's your fault? The man cheats with your friend and it's your fault? Doesn't make sense.

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Ah, this wasn’t really her day, was it? Things just kept on not going her way and Hee hated that. She loathed people who defied her, even herself, that shit inside her mind and she was tired, wanted a seat without greasy people clinging to her side and pushing against her and fuck, idol or not, she wouldn’t hesitate hurting the damn guy if he refused to give her what she wanted.

#w;hee #s;p #t;pause #[i deserve an ovation so yes record it and send it to me]

He should probably put an end to this, Myungsoo thought, feeling amused despite himself. He was sure it wasn't arranging matters for him that it clearly showed on his face that he wasn't feeling annoyed or even rebuked at how the other seemed so intently displeased.

"A gentleman? Why should I be one?" He asked, remembering that he still was unsure of the gender of the person standing in front of him.

The answer might not change much of what he wanted to do about the seat, but it might at least make it a bit more interesting at the end of it all, either way he was willing to see just how this person was planning on fighting for a seat and he would love to go all the way to how it would turn out.

Except he still had an image to keep, and fans were everywhere he reminded himself, keeping the urge to slap himself on the back of his head for acting this way, he quickly looked around and sure enough cameras, of course, he forgot about them for a minute there, it might have led to something bigger.

Scandals were things that always started as small then grew until the size of it was enough to make one crumble to his feet and watch his career fade away slowly if they didn't admit to their faults, no matter how febrile it was.

"But on another note, this might be your lucky day," He mumbled, dropping down to the seat next to the one they'd been fighting over.

Starving

I’m not repeating. You heard it. Aish. /she rolled her eyes, grumbling a little until he started listing things; her eyes narrowed at him/ Hm, maybe a year or so? Have we really know each other that long? /she frowns/ Ya, what are you talking about? I didn’t fully quit partying, I only slap if I’m pushed too far and I’m keeping my secret someone a secret because he’s an idol too. Ah! Like I’m marriage material. Not going to happen, Myungsoo-ya. Though I don’t think you ever thought of getting married or engaged before your girl, right? /she winks, a sly smile on her lips/

It’s true though. Girls and guys don’t handle problems the same way. I’m not sure why it’s like that though. /she scratches her head then leans her elbow on the table and rests her chin into the palm of her hand as she looks at him/ Well Bang cheated on me with her. /she shrugs/

I'll make you repeat it, some day, somehow, trust my words. ['arches an eyebrow, dropping his gaze] A year went by so fast too, I feel like I haven't had time to enjoy it fully. Oh? Well, you said you slowed down and he's been toning it, what did you mean by that then, once a week or twice a week? ['looks back up tilting his head to the side questioning her with both his eyes and tone, though looking amused too.] An idol huh, in which group?

Hm, ['clears his throat] So? People can change their minds, yeah that's why we're human and right yeah, Noona, which is why marriage material or not, don't just assume you'll never get into one, you should trust my words, since I've been through this path.

Maybe because gender difference? ['he doesn't look too sure though so he shakes his head] Or maybe not, not sure either. For real? ['he looks a bit taken back by that, leaning over with a hand stretched enough to poke her elbow with his finger] that's nasty, it must have been hard, how did you find out?

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“Please tell me I can get that seat because if you don’t, I’ll fucking fight you to hell and back for it.” Not the most polite but she did say the p word and wasn’t that enough?

#w;hee #s;p #t;pause #[i dunno man i just write there have a small one stop whining now will you]

Living in itself meant that Myungsoo met a lot of different personalities in his life, living as an idol meant he met a ton more than other people might have met and while, some were considerably uncomfortable to deal with, like the way the girl or boy, he wasn't even sure at that point, was talking to him should have made him uncomfortable.

But instead if sort just had him grinning, not that he meant to mock her or anything like that, it was just a reaction that instantly popped in his mind and he was already holding his hands up, as if he'd touched her or him, which he hadn't, but it felt like she or he would be the type to slap it away considering the way they talked back to him.

He looked at the seat and frowned, his first reaction being to let them have it, but then again why should he? It didn't look like any other seats good enough for him to be close to his manager would be available, besides it was the only one left that wouldn't leave him squished between a stranger and quite possibly this rude one talking to him and probably hoping Myungsoo would just step away and let him or her have the throne.

It felt like it anyways and as childish as it was to not give it in, he frowned down at the other person, "What if I say no?" He asked, wondering the minute he let that out what happened to him that he actually really went through such a childish reaction without shrinking away from embarrassment, well at least no one who knew him was here to witness this, or then he might actually have to even change his identity, that wouldn't be nice.

Starving

Aish. Maybe I should get those yoga classes. Or just stop taking my car all the time and start jogging to places. /she makes an annoyed face at him, blindly picking some meat from her plate to chew on/

Tsk. /she rolls her eyes/ I’ve been rather good on that lately. Apart from the night I met my guy and that other night, I’ve been toning it down. Hell, I don’t think I’ve been to a single show since All Force One. Talk about improvement, hm? /she grinned at him, amused by his own annoyed look he seemed to give out/ But you are cute. Just deal with it. Embrace the cute.

/she nods, looking at him as she listens with attention, finishing the content of her plate before she places a hand over her mouth, swallowing her last bite/ Yeah I get you. That’s good then. If you guys haven’t gotten on each others’ nerves yet, you should be good to end the tour without scratches. /she puts the chopsticks down on the table and makes a bitter smile/ Let’s just say I don’t get along much with Jieun now. I’m dreading the next trip or tour.

Oh woah there, ['he holds up a hand to pause her, a mocking grin on his face] you're agreeing that I was right, are you because I might need to note it down somewhere.

How long has it been since we last talked to each other again? Because suddenly you have a secret someone, you don't kick but slap, and now you've quit partying too, is that what you're saying? I'm impressed Noona, go on like this and next year you might also be married and a housewife with children running everywhere.

Will you quit it, ['he frowns, sticking his tongue against the inside of his cheek]

Don't get me wrong, we've gotten on each other's nerves a lot of times, just not to the point of not talking to each others the next day and you could say guys and girls handle problems like that in a different way too. ['he puts his plate away, with a bit of left overs he's not sure he's too keen on finishing right now] Oh, what happened between you two?

chaelion

Oh! Well. Not really. I mean. I just mix some stuff and throw it in an oven for a few minutes. It’s not like I harvest the wheat to make the flour myself. Now that would be tiring. -she laughs with a small nod- I dunno. Cooking in general is like a stress relief for me. Plus, it’s like umma-training. You know what I mean? I’ll be prepared to cook for my children— when I eventually get to that point.

['he starts chuckling before laughing and covering his mouth with his hand] Still, sounds tiring, can you actually do that in this city though, harvest wheat, I mean ['shakes his head] I see, so did you learn by yourself or did you take classes? Sounds like your children will have a great mom then.

#ovnoc #xchaelin

Starving

Are you looking for another kick? /she sticks her tongue out at him before eating a mouthful of noodles, looking up as she thinks of what he’s saying; her eyes move back to him and she nods/ I guess so. I need to change a lot of things in my life before I can take care of a child you know. I need to lay off the evenings in Hongdae if you know what I mean. /she laughs then rolls her eyes/ You’re cute when you threaten me, Myungsoo-ya. But ah, yes. You learn so much. You guys don’t get on each others’ nerves too much while on tour? Because I know that as much as I love the girls-/she pauses, making a cringing face at the thought of Jieun/ we still get a lot of tension when we’re away sometimes.

Noona, now, you said you don't kick anymore, why not keep to your own words hm? ['he asks but cautiously gathers his legs closer to himself, going as far as lifting them up and crossing them indian style on the bench he's occupying]

Yeah, now that you mention that, I think if you go on like this you're going to end up in a rehab some day, yeah that wouldn't be a good image for your future child. ['he shakes his head, frowning down at his plate, though just making fun of her more than insulting her at the moment] I'm sorry? ['he looks up, his eyes narrowing a bit] Don't call me cute, it's scary.

And well, ['shrugs a little] It happens even when we're not on tour, but I guess it would happen more on tour since we have to see our faces even more often? I don't know, we cope, I don't think anyone's losing it just yet so it's a good sign. ['he frowns a bit at the face she makes, getting a piece of vegetable sitting in his plate and chewing on it absentmindedly] Really? Did something happen?

#acridxhee #w;hee #s;p #t;pause

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A break now and then wasn't something he would say no to, Myungsoo knew better than to not take advantage of those small minutes were nothing could bother him, no one would bother telling him to hurry up to get to the next schedule, or where no one would wake him up if he decided to take a nap----

The airport's waiting rooms were made for situations like this. Touring wasn't always easy, even though during the concerts, all that really mattered was the rush and the excitation of being there and knowing all these seats were filed with people who came just to meet them, see them on stage and it was exciting enough to make him forget exhaustion or anything else but what he had to give of himself on stage.

In a way it was good that he created a sort of persona for this, because if he had to be honest, as himself, he wouldn't be able to handle it. It was also great that he wasn't alone in this, having six other people who were stronger or in the same state as you was a support he needed more than anything in times when he didn't know if he was sure he wanted to go through it for another day, week, month or year.

"Can I take a break?" Myungsoo asked, leaning close enough that his manager could hear him and waited for a nod of approval, because if not, he wouldn't have anything to do but just follow orders, but the trip might end up being quite uncomfortable if he didn't get to rest right now.

He got a pat on his back and a sigh of relief left him as his manager nodded towards him, Myungsoo pointed to where he could spot the nearest chairs in the room, "I'll be over there." He informed him, making his way there with a slump in his shoulders at the idea of getting a few minutes to himself, to relax mostly and maybe catch on sleep.

He was bringing his headphones up to, ready to clasp it around his ears as he got close enough to sit, though he didn't manage to do so because soon as he went for the seat he'd set his eyes on someone else almost beat him to it, causing him to wince slightly as he felt pushed to the side, not roughly but just enough to have him stop and drop his headphones back around his neck.

Myungsoo turned to let out a soft, "Sorry," reaching without grasping anything to make sure the other person wasn't falling because while he was sure he wasn't walking fast enough to make anyone fall if he bumped into them, he still would rather make sure of it, "I didn't see you coming, are you okay?"

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Stepping in cautiously, she leaves a plate of brownies with a note that reads: Welcome to chrome! I hope you like it here. I know I do! I hope to see your face around often, at events etc. I love making new friends, we should hang out soon! Have a nice day. Chaelin ~

Myungsoo frowns a little when he spots a note he’s sure wasn’t there when he left, crouching he picks it up and as he reads the words a slow lazy smile stretches his lips thin.

Standing back up, he picks a brownie up, scrunching his nose a little because sugar’s something he’s not really fond of, but taking a bite because one won’t kill him and it would be quite impolite to not at least taste them, maybe they were homemade too.

Either way, he might make sure to let her know that they were good, somehow, satisfying even.

#srewsna #xchaelin

Welcome, kiddo.

I'm not a kiddo hyung ['scrunches his nose] but thank you.

#srewsna #gyuup

/she eats some noodles and points her chopsticks back at him/ How do you know I’d make a good mother? I need to have a stable long-term relationship first. In the future, maybe. Right now, I am just enjoying my life too much to tie myself down with a child. /she makes a strangling motion with her hand and goes back to eating some more as she thinks; swallows and smiles/ 6 years? You wouldn’t hit me. You know I’d hit you back. And I got enough as it is. tsk. /rolls her eyes/ Tell me about the tour. How’s everything going?

The way you keep nagging and nagging, that's how I know you'll make a good mom ['looks back up with a grin around a mouthful of noodles] So, it's not that you don't want children, it's just that you're not ready then. ['he nods mostly to himself, arching an eyebrow at her following words] You think I wouldn't? You don't wanna try me. Ah that, it's going well, I've always liked going to different places and it's always fun to sing in front of different crowd than a Korean one, teaches you a lot really.

Welcome to Chrome! It's great to have you here. Big Bang's Seungri at your service. -smiles, waving a little then making a v sign with his fingers- I look forward to talking to you at some point!

Thank you, ['bows] I know that, ['chuckles] I really liked your new album by the way and yeah, looking forward to that too.

#srewsna #lilxseunghyun

myxl: might be a good day.

#mxl2day #chrome2day:txt

/she thanks the waitress and picks up the chopsticks to dig into the food as soon as they are alone again/ if I ever have children, Myungsoo. /she takes a bite and eats it, sighing in a content manner as she swallows/ also, hitting you once in a while is a pleasure in life as much as it is for you to look at me while I look dumb talking about my boyfriend. /she nods firmly, moving the noodles Into the plate/ Ani, not Korean. He speaks it very well though. He's lived here for a while though. /smirks/ he should teach you manners. Though he only calls me 'noona' to tease me. /narrows her eyes, mumbling something / only call

['myungsoo does the same, picking up his chopsticks and starting to eat, chewing and swallowing a small portion before replying] You never know, you might get children without knowing how you even ended up changing your mind. Also, why don't you want children? ['points his chopstick at her] You'd be a good mother. ['looks back down at his pate] For how long has he been here? I have good manners though, if I didn't, you'd be bruising as much as me right now.