My Silent Undoing

Trigger warning: 20 year old girls personal blog. Recently diagnosed with BPD. Bisexual. Pagan. Disordered eating and self mutilation habits reoccurring. Self proclaimed stoner. Ask me whatever idgaf.

[owlmylove]

i’d like to stress that there is a difference between me, a bisexual person, saying “i’m so gay” and social media referring to bisexual people as “they’re gay”

[georgiecrosswell-deactivated202]

At 23, JK Rowling was broke. Tina Fey was working at the Y.M.C.A. Oprah had just gotten fired from her first job as a TV reporter and Walt Disney had declared bankruptcy.

Read This If You’re 23 And Lost by Heidi Priebe (via twentysomethingstate)

[myxsilentxundoing]

me: i haven't been doing well lately and i want to talk to someone

someone: oh what's wrong??

me: *literally forgets everything that is wrong and is left seeming attention-seeking and dramatic*

me: :')

[astarhot]

[myxsilentxundoing]

me: *has an actual serious health problem*

me: maybe if I ignore it then it'll go away

[morgan98nicole]

[myxsilentxundoing]

me: i must be The Most Ill ™ or i am not valid

me: i must be The Most NT ™ or everyone will leave me

[myxsilentxundoing]

me: *impulsively tells someone a fucked up thing about myself*

them: that doesn't sound healthy

me: yeah lol

me: *thinks about what i told them for 5 hours*

me: why the fuck

[loggednightmares]

I’ve been mentally ill for so long now that sometimes I don’t even realise how bad it is anymore

Like I sit here with my anxiety bubbling away for no reason and I’m like ‘this is fine’

And I’m considering suicide like ‘this is normal’

I isolate myself constantly like ‘how am I going to avoid everyone today’

And I walk around in a dissociated state, not remember what I’ve done each day thinking ‘it must be Halloween soon’ even though its April

This is my ‘norm’ and that’s why I feel like I’m never going to recover

[myxsilentxundoing]

me @ myself: please stop

[fosterthor]

what do you call it when batman skips church?

[fosterthor]

christian bale

[ofartemis-blog]

did you just

[cheeso]

shower gel label:  immerse your self in this new   “Me Time” luxury   fruity tooty.    abandon all sense of identity and dissolve  Your memories into this   soothing chemical broth    One billion melons are in this tube… use them wisely

[beetnelson]

i gasped

[goddess-scarlette]

same tbh

[orlandobloomers]

wanna know how punk i am??????

*punches a wall*

drive me to the hospital

[genonsoku]

HAVE WE BEEN KINKING THE KINKS ALL THIS TIME?

[magicalgirlmindcrank]

NO END IN SIGHT TO THE MADNESS

[gwylock-one-deactivated20170205]

How do you kinkshame someone whose kink is shame without having to kinkshame yourself for shaming someone who gets off on shame?

[celebrity-pharmacist]

HOW MUCH KINK COULD A KINKSHAME SHAME IF A KINKSHAME COULD SHAME KINK?

[everybidenjusthavegoodtime]

very sad to hear about donald trump. nothing happened to him i’m just sad to hear about him

[sunnyborderlinebunny]

“am i angry at him for a legitimate reason or because i’m a fucking crazy bitch”

aka the novel of my life

(ok to reblog)