MZXE

Exist.

[mzxe]

Are you ready?

Are you alive to all that moves in me?

Are you steady?

Are you alarmed that I am incomplete?

Are you ready for my soul?

What if I'm broken from the start?

And what if I never heal?

Are you ready for my soul?

What if I open up my heart?

And somehow we stumble into something real?

[mzxe]

Classic.

[mzxe]

. .A U F S T A N D. .

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. .GESAFFELSTEIN. .

[mzxe]

C H I O D O S

We said what we feel then we stop ourselves and just walk away, never looking back.

Loving every second of it, we just walk away.

Ignoring what we've felt, overlooking what we've done, no awkward silences, no hiding any truths.

What do you say?

This is probably the best and not to mention the worst idea that I have ever had.

[mzxe]

Let's watch the rain as it's falling down

Sunlight on your skin when I'm not around

Shit don't feel the same when you're out of town

Rain keeps falling, tears keep falling

Darling, your love is like walking a bed of nails

And I just can't keep on fighting

His name will live, brother

Bro, I got, I feel hella shitty because it's like, yo

Like, if I would have known he was so cool

And it's like, yo, if I would have watched interviews sooner, bro, we were so alike

It's unfortunate because it's like, yo, when people die, that's when you're there, you know?

'Cause your remorse kinda makes you check 'em out

[mzxe]

[mzxe]

I R R E P R E S S I B L E S

When you open me

All the power in me moves

How you want to see

All the depths of me real

I feel real..

When I look into your eyes

There's a danger inside

When I see the edge

I can never hide

See me running..

To you, from you.

[mzxe]

To recreate science within us would be religious.

[mzxe]

Then with water in my eyes

The words began to rise from their place

They were beautiful and dread

I reached for them and fed on each phrase

They were honey on my lips

Then a bitter twist in my side

I knew they'd lay me in my grave

"Is there no one who could save me?" I cried

Sinking down deep through cold water and heavy silence

Shadows stirring in the gloom

What things lay sleeping down deep in the darkness?

Woke then to find me in my tomb

[mzxe]

Feel like I'm damaged

Feelin' like you fuckin' planned it

All alone, call my phone, make me feel right

Girl you know when you call, make me feel right

Spotlight. Moonlight.

Why you trippin'? Get your mood right.

[mzxe]

I’d like to continue to flirt the idea of having you pull me down.

- MOXXOX

[mzxe]

I been living without limits

As far as my business

I'm the only one that's in control

They wish I would go ahead and fuck my life up

Can't let them get to me

And even though I always fuck my life up

Only I can mention me

See, before I let you go

One last thing I need to let you know

You ain't never seen nothing crazier

[mzxe]

I saw you again, it felt like we had never met

It's like the sun set in your eyes and never wanted to rise

And what have you done with the one I love?

When I look into your eyes, I see no surprise

We make believe, I've never seen your face, you neither mine

And catch my eye, don't register a smile

You were more than just a friend, but the feeling

It never came to an end, I can't bear to see you

I always thought it was a shame

That we have to play these games

It felt like you really knew me

Now it feels like you see through me

When I see you again

I'll know not to expect

Stay one step away

We will have to wait

When I see you again

And I'm greeted as a friend

It is understood

That we did all we could

I always thought it was sad

The way we act like strangers

After all that we had

We act like we had never met

[mzxe]

Taking a foreign flight

Looking for signs of life

When you flashed upon my screen

Testing the atmosphere

Your silhouette appears

And I know I'm not alone

But empty haze

Is all that remains

I'm lost on the sidewalk

Just calling your name

I'm lost on the sidewalk calling your name

I can't stand to see you walking away

I sleep on the concrete everything's changed

You walked off with someone new anyway

Live via satellite

Checking my vital signs

Because it all feels so unreal

Everything good must end

But we can live again

In the glass simulacra

I can't replace

Your ethereal waves

I sleep on the concrete

And dream of days

[mzxe]

And now, the end is near

And so I face the final curtain

My friend, I'll say it clear

I'll state my case, of which I'm certain

I've lived a life that's full

I've traveled each and every highway

But more, much more than this

I did it my way

Regrets, I've had a few

But then again, too few to mention

I did what I had to do

And saw it through without exemption

I planned each charted course

Each careful step along the byway

And more, much more than this

I did it my way

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew

When I bit off more than I could chew

But through it all, when there was doubt

I ate it up and spit it out

I faced it all and I stood tall

And did it my way

I've loved, I've laughed and cried

I've had my fill my share of losing

And now, as tears subside

I find it all so amusing

To think I did all that

And may I say - not in a shy way

Oh no, oh no, not me

I did it my way

For what is a man, what has he got

If not himself, then he has naught

To say the things he truly feels

And not the words of one who kneels

The record shows I took the blows

And did it my way

Yes, it was my way

[mzxe]

I'm giving you a night call to tell you how I feel

I want to drive you through the night, down the hills

I'm gonna tell you something you don't want to hear

I'm gonna show you where it's dark, but have no fear