Drag Path

forever my lil safe space

[thoughtkick]

“She’s never where she is. She’s only inside her head.”

— Janet Fitch, White Oleander

[quoteastic]

I loved you so much that even when you hurt me, I tried to understand you.

[n0-angelss]

a drag path but it’s all the versions of myself over the years trying to manage my mental health

[paper-wounds]

[melancholie4]

Became this person

[n0-angelss]

I want to die and I fucking can’t, and god that’s exhausting

[a-mind-in-ruins]

I stayed when I felt unloved and that basically sums up how bad I wanted it to be you.

[n0-angelss]

maybe this is all my punishment. one that I not only deserve but created for myself

[a-mind-in-ruins]

Sometimes we reduce communication with the people we love, not because we hate them, but because they make us feel like we mean nothing to them.

[a-mind-in-ruins]

unfortunately i don't crave the feeling of love anymore. which is weird, because that's all i ever wanted.

[n0-angelss]

I knew we wouldn’t be in each others lives forever, but sometimes I’ll have a dream about you, and then wake up confused because you felt like a friend I haven’t seen in a while. I’m glad you got your happy ending brett

[a-mind-in-ruins]

"You handled it so well'

No, I didn't. I went insane, lost my spark, bled in silence, shattered in private, and wore a smile that lied better than any mask could.

[ruhaniya]

I miss you in quiet ways, in skipped songs, in sunsets that don’t feel right, in jokes I can't tell anyone else.

[n0-angelss]

it is so embarrassing to see where you are in life and how happy you are and i’m still drowning in depression. and it makes me wonder if it’s because im just not meant to live

[petaltexturedskies]

Ingeborg Bachmann, from "Eyes to Wonder" in Three Paths to the Lake

[weltenwellen]

Joy Sullivan, from “These Days People Are Really Selling Me On California”, Instructions for Traveling West

[n0-angelss]

i wouldn’t do it, but i still think about it almost every day. and I don’t know what’s worse. lying to everyone or forcing myself to stay for other people

[disgustinggf]

this blog is brought to u by someone unmedicated