Today I’m 2years and 8 months clean from weed, coke, meth, adderall, alcohol and my biggest struggles xanax and heroin. I couldn’t go 3 hrs without putting a needle in my arm nothing in my life mattered to me not my family nor my friends even my life was not important enough. I didn’t care if I lived or died honestly. Drugs where worth dying for. I had no plans for my future because I didn’t see one; I pictured me dead by 30. This year it’s been difficult not just for addicts but everyone I still struggle but life is hard it always will have downs it’s just how you handle those down times and who you surround yourself with and letting your pride go and asking the people who love you unconditionally to be strong when you aren’t. I won’t ever say addiction is easy to overcome because I’m still learning but it will never be as difficult as the life I lived in active addiction. If I can do this and thousands of others across the world you can too if you don’t believe you can that’s ok I didn’t either but try, try, and try again it’s worth it because to me and everyone who loves you thinks you’re worth it too! One step at a time.....
