Fck It, We Ball

Active vent blog circa December 2025 Pro recovery (ENG|PL) Dms open, love making mutuals This is a safe space for everyone

[n3r0ly-th3re]

READ BEFORE INTERACTING:

this blog is my safe space for anyone struggling with ed/sh/mental illness etc. potential trigger warnings for: ED, SH, su1c1d3, m3nt4l illn3ss (of all kinds), vents, rants, intrus1ve th0ughts, su1c1d4l th0ughts, diss0ciati0n, d3realization, etc.

THIS IS NOT A PR0 4N4 BLOG

if you’re looking for one, you’re in the wrong place - I am pr0 rec0v3ry

I also have a vent blog if anyones interested in that: @alr3ady-th3re

DNI IF:

under 16, pr0 4n4/pr0 m14/pr0 any other ED, fatph0bic, homoph0bic, transph0bic, r4cist, s3xist, easily triggered or an arsehole.

we’re all just trying to have some fun and laugh at our misery - if you don’t like it, kindly take the stick out of up your ass and leave <3

about me:

my name is nero

i’m genderfluid

i use he/they pronouns

i am fat (not in a self-deprecating way, my BMI is 30)

i’m a goth! with some punk traits to it (nooo, wdym no sense of identity? :0 /sar)

to any and every person who is in need of a mother figure - congrats, I’m your mom now!

i struggle with borderline personality disorder (diagnosed 2 years ago), ADHD (diagnosed 4 years ago) and a yet to be diagnosed eating disorder. i fully support recovery!!

dms are always open if anyone needs to vent/talk. i’m open to making mutuals, but I text back slowly so pls be patient <33

Sending love to everyone <3

~ Nero

[wordfather]

cant wait to go home so i can go be horizontal. all this vertical stuff sucks

[alonewildbird]

they should invent a me that can do things

[vervaincircle-deactivated202411]

slapping this badge on my blog

[esotericdaydreams]

why socialize when i can rot in my room and shitpost on my girlblog??

[silverglohhhs]

WHY IS IT SO REAL?!

[todaysbird]

DIRECT ACTION

[deactivated-355224788-deactivat]

Vandalism doesnt change the system, it just slows it down and costs money. And no costing money won't change things either. It just goes on the national debt.

[todaysbird]

are you...talking to the cockatoo

[todaysbird]

[fluffiest-fox-kira]

The bird killed him. Good

[perfect-trash]

WHO IS GOING TO TRICK OR TREAT ON TUMBLR THIS YEAR (via asks)

YES ME 10000% IM HYPE

I'd like to, but don't know how (read below!!)

no fuck off

idk maybe

Voting ended onOct 8, 2023

Last year or the year before, idk, a beautiful fellow girlblog suggested we trick or treat on Tumblr!! I love this idea and want to get everyone involved.

It's easy, whatever day you trick or treat the 30th, the 31st, heck we can start on the 29th idc, ANYWAY, just send people asks that say trick or treat!!! They will send you back a delicious virtual treat! Send anyone who asks some Halloween treats, or send them a trick!!! Maybe a joke, a funny gif, be creative!

You can wear a costume by changing your icon to whoever you're going as (like me!!).

I hope you guys want to trick or treat!!!!

WE WILL BE USING THE TAG #takeatreat to share pics of Halloween candy and goodies!! Shout out to @toothsheeran for starting the trend!!

[bling-ting-bitch2-deactivated20]

✨Ana girlies when fall motivation finally hits ✨

[n3r0ly-th3re]

Guys, my bsf moved across the country for uni. She is now like 600km away

I’m actively trying to not sob

Life is great :’)

[n3r0ly-th3re]

I FINALLY get to go to the gym!! Aaaahhh I’m so excited!!

Kinda anxious, cause I forgot/lost some shit that I gained before quarantine

Baby steps

[trans-guy-trying-to-be-skinny]

[lakevida]

interesting post but it fails to mention any of my favorite colors, biomes, or chemicals so i will not be liking or reblogging it at this time. looking forward to the revised edition

[n3r0ly-th3re]

I want to kill myself.

But she’ll hate me if I do.

[n3r0ly-th3re]

I can’t be the only one kinda in denial of how bad my diet is nutrition-wise, right? I know a shittion about nutrition and dieting, metabolism and how our bodies function in general, and I just ignore it when it comes to my own body. If any of my professors saw how I eat they would have a heart attack on the spot

Me: I ate 500 calories in total today!

My ed: Yes, but in the form of ice cream, you pig

Me: I still ate 500 calories

My body: Yea but you know we got like no nutrients from tha-

Me: 500 CALORIES

Literally any being with common sense: Only eating a cup of low-cal blueberry ice cream throughout the entire day and nothing else, only to fill yourself up with water until you feel physically sick won’t help you lose weight

Me: 5 0 0 c a l o r i e s

My own fucking brain: yeah no that’s a bad idea. We won’t lose weight like that. Yea I guess it was only 500 calories but ffs your BMR is 1800, that’s such a shitty idea

Me: so what, same thing tomorrow?

My brain: …yes.

Quite possibly every single person with at least one functioning brain cell: how tf is dieting and weight loss your hyper fixation and yet you still make the worst possible choices? YOUR BODY NEEDS NUTRIENTS

Me: That’s okay, I have a solution *takes a bunch of mineral and vitamin supplements, downs it with like 800 ml of water* See? Healthy as can be.

Why would I eat food when I have colorful tablets and an ~eating disorder~

[g3r4rd5-bl00d]

Getting compliments when you're genuinely ugly asf is always so weird bc like, ty! I can tell you're lying just to be nice and that you don't mean anything you're saying but this is nice to hear!!

[taxidermychrist-deactivated2025]

date night! i’m bleeding out in your bathtub