[n444rdi]

@n444rdi on tiktok

@n444rdi on instagram

if u wanna ttm those are my socials ^

(if you see @n444rdi on anywhere its probablyyy me)

ive been on here since about 2019 or 2020 - most of my old blogs are deactivated now though

[fandom-trash-goblin]

we've got a life to love living.

[teaboot]

advice that has literally saved and improved my life

[n444rdi]

i come on here and stalk myself all the time 💔 i miss the tumblr era of my life a lot

[valtsv]

ever since i learned about ghost buildings i haven't been able to stop thinking about them

[valtsv]

this is body horror

[filmgifs]

BEFORE SUNRISE 1995 — dir. Richard Linklater

[worldsworstfemale]

undiagnosing myself with everything. im free and happy

[moldavite]

romo (relief of missing out)

[loveletters2myself]

[she2real]

step 1: get sexy

step 2: let no one hit

[svdaily]

step 3: be disgustingly well-educated

[visas7]

[dailyflicks]

So, it is a monster. Hey, just a little one. LILO & STITCH (2002), dir. by Chris Sanders & Dean Deblois

[mournfulroses]

Simone de Beauvoir, from "Inseraparable: A Never Before Published Novel,"

[dailyflicks]

CORALINE (2009) + The Other Mother trivia

[metamorphesque]

the unbearable lightness of being, philip kaufman 1988 / henri de toulouse-lautrec/ peter wever / egon schiele

[expensiveity]

heal. your mom may never apologize to you, because she has conditioned herself to believe that she did right by you. she hasn't healed. heal anyway. your father may never apologize to you, because he can only see what he's done right. he hasn't healed. your family members may never apologize to you, because toxicity is what they were raised on. they haven't healed. heal anyway. that "friend" may never apologize to you, because he/she isn't sorry. he/she hasn't healed. if/when they reach their healing, they may seek your forgiveness. be so healed that it won't even matter. heal for you. you owe yourself that much.

[bitchys]

WINONA RYDER as VERONICA SAWYER HEATHERS (1988)

[steppingonshatteredglass]

i log onto tumblr for my obligatory once a month, i reblog ten posts and refresh my feed twice, i check my notfications and read heartbreaking fanfiction before searching up my new niche fandom, i get two asks asking me how i am, probably in shock that i am still alive, i respond happily, i miss them, my mutuals reblog my cat posts, i promise to come back soon, the ache in my heart quells, i log off, i am loved.