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The Last of Us - Emotional Moments
I really need your help
I hate to come back and start being active on my blog again like that but here I am left with little to no choice.
After years of struggle, I finally decided to seek professional help and started seeing therapist and psychiatrist for my OCD, depression and anxiety. Everything started to get better, I was taking my medication, seeing my therapist regularly and I even managed to find a job. Unfortunately, everything changed two months ago when my place of work ‘temporarily’ closed and I was once again left with no money on my own. I asked my grandparents a few times to be able to buy my meds and see a therapist but eventually, I was no longer able to afford it so no I’m going off my meds for a month and a half. I’m in the process of searching for a job but without professional support, it’s hard to even think about a job interview.
I hate to ask, but if any of you could help me out I would really appreciate it right now. If you’re not the type to just donate, you can visit my writing blog @lumifuer and send in a request for me to write.
And if you’re willing to help me out here’s my paypal: [email protected]
and ko-fi: buy me a coffee
I’m really sorry to be asking this but I’m in a pretty bad home situation and I need to get away as fast as possible and this could help me get back on my own feet again.
Thank you
Thanks to your help I was already able to pay for the upcoming month of therapy and one visit to my psychiatrist. I was also able to buy my medications for this month! Words cannot express how much it meants to me that this many people decided to help and reblog and even donate. I’ll be forever grateful. If you’re still interested in spreading the info around, I could hopefully pay off my mother and fianlly gain true independance, both finantial and emotioanl.
And please, if you have a minute, take your time to send some kind words to @thefasstasticvoyage because she’s been a real friend and thanks to her I waqs able to see my therapist four times already despite me being a shit person.
I had not yet made art of my second favorite apostate :-O
this’ll also be available as a print in my society6 store :)))
Polish Gothic: Łódź Edition
There is a boat in the coat of arms. There is no sea nor large river anywhere near. Ex navicula navis. You wonder where would that boat go if it weren’t land-locked.
In winters air turns to pure poison. You breathe in, air feels fresh. Woman next to you wears a gasmask.
Derby is coming, so you don’t leave your home. From the window you observe police cars pass by, you stop counting at eight. The monsters are out, bloodthirsty. They hunger. You double check the locks.
There is now a tunnel under the city. You peek inside. You wonder if those that enter, come out the same. When you drive through, you try to not look. Lights slide against your eyelids.
Old ruins is where hipsters run, or at least they look like it. What crawls under their skin, you don’t know. Soon their colourful nest will be gone, it is on attractive grounds and some see a skyscraper here. You wonder where will creatures resembling hipster go.
Trams and buses pass you by. The older the vehicle is, the further away it will take you. Away from the city, into the unknown. Sometimes you see the tram that could just as well be functional during nazi occupation. Where is it going to take you, if you were to enter?
Magenta, Cyan and Yellow flood your senses. Everything bleeds in primary colours.
An old railway station got rebuilt. It’s now always empty. There is an empty bus that circles between this station and the airport. The airport is empty as well. Ghosts need to leave this city, but this privilege is not for you.
There is art on walls. You don’t understand, but such were always things with art. Somehow it doesn’t surprise you. The colourful splashes help hide the rot.
Everything was a factory once. You walk the city. You wonder if you were part of a factory at some point in the past. Sound of tram passing by resemble sound of old machinery and you feel calm.
There is man standing at the Freedom Square . His stare is judgmental. You can’t escape it. You were never free anyway.
Old woman at the bus stop shows you photos. Black and white, of bad quality, you barely recognize your own city, and yet you know. This is it. The Past, such strange concept, as how can the past exist if you live in it?
Cranes are rising above the rot. They must feel so proud, trying to raise above all the crumbling buildings, reducing them to dust.
There is no Old Town. What people call Old Town is barely seen, doesn’t compare at all to glorious Old Towns of Kraków or Wrocław or Gdańsk. This city is not old at all. Towns surrounding it are much older. There used to be more, but anything younger got devoured by metropolis. Only old ones still stand, borders pressing against each other painfully.
Once upon a time you could go into the market and buy anything. Now the witches that traded their fares here are caged in glass and steel. You miss old times, when you passed by an old woman selling things you never saw before. You dreamed of those things for weeks, but now all of this is gone.
You sometimes ask yourself what would happen if Nazis stayed a little longer. You fear the answer. When new tram tracks were set, workers found bodies of Jews from occupation times.
On cold autumn evening, lights flash across buildings. The Museum of Archeology and Ethnography crumbles in front of your very eyes. It rises again. People grin in the darkness and leave. There are lifeless lights hiding in the park on this very day. You are not sure if it’s safe to look.
Unicorn Stable, they call it. You never saw any unicorn, and yet rainbow falls on your irises. Here, many just pass by, it’s a mere tram station. Maybe if one were to wait a little longer, one could see something otherwordly. More people get in and out of trams, cars around you move slowly. Nobody stops to look for unicorns. Maybe that’s why they are gone.
You walk in the park, between your feet goes the line that once separated world of living and dying. Litzmannstadt Ghetto Border. You are straddling a thin line between world of living and the dead, as you know no one survived life on the side your right foot stands on, dying in gas chambers or out of overwork. You glance to the right and shopping mall greets your eyes, another old factory remade.
The city is dying and you can feel it. Years earlier it has been second largest city in Poland. Now you don’t even want to check. The rot is everywhere, but you’re not sure if it will ever truly die. “Promised Land” will live, even when all the citizens will be dead.
@useless-polandfacts
Warrior, he said, look for the mighty warrior with a broken spear. I added the godly bit.
I am just a traveler. And there’s more than one broken spear in this world.
Emilia Clarke, Dolce & Gabanna 2018
Thanks for trusting me.
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“Stay afraid, but do it anyway. What’s important is the action. You don’t have to wait to be confident. Just do it and eventually the confidence will follow.”
Happy birthday Princess! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Carrie Fisher, October 21, 1956 – December 27, 2016.
‘Mom, why is my cousin named Autumn?’
‘Because your aunt loved fall.’
‘What about me?’
‘Enough questions Kassandra’s Muscles.’
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