[Butler's Wedding - Lamli Bennett] Under the Starry Sky
※Important Notes Before Reading the Butler Story. This story contains spoilers for the "Butler's Wedding" event storyline.
It is recommended to read the event story up to Chapter 11 before proceeding with this story.
Masters who wish to avoid spoilers, please click the button in the upper left corner to return.
Chapter 1
Several days after the butlers began preparing for the photo shoot.
I learned something heartening—
I heard everyone is looking forward to taking pictures with me.
Also, I heard...
they seem to be making some rather grand preparations.
To be honest, I originally thought... going to such lengths was a bit over the top...
But regardless...
I'm truly happy that the butlers are looking forward to taking photos with me...
So I want to do whatever I can to help with the photo shoot too.
【Demon Mansion: My Own Room】
One afternoon...
Tock tock
Lamli: Master, may I come in?
You: Come in.
Sure thing.
Creak
Lamli: Excuse me!
Lamli: Hello, Master!
You: Lamli, that outfit is...
Lamli: That's right!
This is the outfit I'll wear for the photo shoot.
You: Why are you wearing it now?
Lamli: Though it's not quite time for photos yet...
Lamli: Ribbon-kun is helping me adjust my outfit right now!
You: So that's how it is.
Lamli: Yeah!
Lamli: I've already put it on...
Lamli: I just wanted to see how you'd react if I came to see you like this.
You: It really suits you.
You look incredibly handsome.
Lamli: Yay⁓♪
Got praised by my Master!
Lamli: Hearing you say that makes me incredibly happy!
Lamli: Oh, right!
I came here to tell you something important.
You: Something important?
Lamli: This is a bit sudden, but could you come with me?
【The Backyard of the Devil's Mansion】
Lamli: All right, Master.
We're here!
You: Is this the photography venue...?
Lamli: Yes!
Looking around the venue,
the decorations were even more lavish than when I first saw them.
More flowers adorned the surroundings,
making the entire venue appear even more splendid.
Lamli: I never imagined you'd be my partner, taking wedding photos wit you...
Lamli: Hehe...
It feels like a dream♪
Lamli: Standing here like this now...
Lamli: It feels like we're really getting married!
Lamli: Um, seeing this venue,
what are your thoughts?
You: Awesome!
It's decorated so nicely!
Lamli: Right⁓?
I'd be thrilled if you like it⁓♪
Lamli: As you can see, the venue preparations are mostly complete.
Lamli: However,
there are still two important preparations left.
You: Two preparations...?
Lamli: Yes♪
These two preparations are...
Lamli: Hehe...
They're to make us look like real lovers!
You: Huh? True lovers?
Lamli: Though it's just meant to capture the romantic vibe between lovers.
Lamli: After everyone discussed it together,
we all agreed that once these two preparations are complete, we should be able to shoot...
Lamli: A photo shoot just as moving as one featuring a real couple about to get married!
You: I see...
Lamli: The first thing I'm preparing is—
Lalmli: Living with you!
You: L-living together?!
Lamli: Hehe♪
Got you there?
Lamli: This is just wonderful⁓♪
Getting to spend time alone with you like this♪
Lamli: But, even though it's called "living together"...
Lamli: It's really just pretending to be lovers for a few hours.
You: Y-you scared the hell out of me...
Lamli: And the second one is—
Lamli: To "declare my vows of love to you" here!
You: V-vow of love?!
Lamli: These are the last two preparations.
Lamli: We butlers made this decision without consulting you— my apologies.
Lamli: Have we... put you in a difficult position?
Lamli: You may decline outright if you wish.
Lamli: In matters like this, your perspective is greatly important.
You: ...
(What should I do...)
The news came so suddenly that I fell silent, somewhat stunned.
But after hearing Lamli's words,
I was deeply touched by everyone's support...
And I too am determined to make this photo shoot a success.
You: (I want to help everyone too...)
Lamli: ...
You: Let me help too.
Then I'll give it a try.
Lamli: Oh, really?
You: After all, I want to take good photos too.
Lamli: Awesome⁓♪
Thank you, Master!
Lamli: Hmm⁓
Then let's not delay—
Lamli: I'll take you to the place where we'll experience living together!
You: So we're moving in together starting today?
R-right now? That's so sudden.
Lamli: Yes!
It's all about seizing the moment!
You: By the way, where is the experience site...?
Lamli: The owner said they'd lend us a residential-style photography studio.
Lamli: They also mentioned it has a kitchen, bathroom, and everything, you can live there normally!
You: Wow, that's amazing...
That's so generous!
Lamli: The shop owner seems super motivated too⁓
Lamli: Ah, but...
It's already afternoon.
Lamli: If we starts preparing now,
the sun might have set by the time we reach the studio.
Lamli: Hmm... Should we wait until tomorrow morning...?
But I really want to be alone with you sooner...
Lamli: Ah, right!
Lamli: Since we have this rare chance...!
Why not just stay at the studio?
You: Huh? Stay?!
Lamli: Right!
Lamli: The shop owner was really welcoming,
said we could borrow it for however many hours we needed!
Lamli: Of course, that's assuming you don't mind...
You: N-no problem!
If you're okay with it...
Lamli: Great♪
Then we'll be staying together today!
Lamli: You should be mentally prepared too.
You: Good.
Lamli: Alright then.
Let's get started!
Lamli: Hehe
I can't wait, Master!
Chapter 2
【Photography-Ready Residence】
A few hours later,
Lamli and I arrived at the house used for filming.
The sky outside the window had already turned red.
Lamli: Master.
All the luggage has been put away.
Lamli: I look forward to your continued support.
You: I should be the one saying that.
I look forward to working with you.
Lamli: Hehe,
Let's go buy groceries before it gets dark!
Lamli: I could go alone, no problem...
Lamli: But I really can't leave you here by yourself.
You: Thank you for considering me.
Lamli: There's no need to thank me.
Lamli: Of course, my main concern is you...
Lamli: But since it's rare to have time alone with you,
I also wanted to stay with you a little longer...
You: That's true.
I feel the same way.
Lamli: Oh, right!
There's something I forgot to mention.
Lamli: As I told you before,
the purpose of this experience is to create the atmosphere of two people about to get married.
Lamli: So I'll be calling you [Name] sama, okay?
Lamli: After all, calling your marriage partner "Master" would be a bit strange.
You: Isn't it also weird to add "sama" at the end?
Lamli: Huh?
Now that you mention it, it does seem like...
Lamli: Uh...
So, during this time...
Lamli: May I call you [Name]?
You: Feels so fresh...
Lamli: Hehe,
I think I'm getting a little nervous!
Lamli: Alright, alright...[Name]
Lamli: Let's get started.
Thus began my life living with Lamli.
After buying groceries...
We ate dinner, took baths, and leisurely enjoyed some time alone together.
We chatted happily that night,
talking until we grew drowsy.
-The next mornin-
I woke up and went to the living room,
but Lamli was nowhere to be seen.
You: (Huh? Lamli isn't here.)
Then a noise came from the direction of the bathroom.
Creak.
Lamli: Ahh⁓ The water feels so nice.
Lamli: Ah!
You're already up.
You: Did you take a shower?
Lamli: Yeah.
I got up first and washed up.
Lamli: My hair was a total mess when I woke up this morning.
Maybe because I switched pillows?
Lamli: So I took a shower to smooth it back out!
Lamli: Because I wanted you to see me looking handsome...
Lamli: Hehe...
Ah, [Name].
You: What's wrong?
Lamli: Your hair's all messed up from sleeping, you know♪
You: Oh, really?!
Lamli: Ahaha♪
Would you like me to go to the bathroom and brush your hair too?
Lamli: Ah, why not take a bath while you're at it?
Lamli: Hehe, taking a bath in the morning is especially, especially relaxing♪
You: Then I'll soak for a while.
Lamli: I'll go prepare it for you!
You: It's okay, I'll prepare it myself.
I'll go prepare it. You sit down.
Lamli: Heh, let me handle this!
You: Thank you, Lamli.
I'll leave it to you then.
Lamli: Got it!
Following Lamli's suggestion, I took a bath.
When I emerged,
Lamli had already prepared breakfast.
Having Lamli do everything for me made me feel quite ashamed...
So I agreed with Lamli that I would wash the dishes.
A little while later...
I changed into fresh clothes,
And as Lamli and I ate breakfast, we discussed our plans for the day.
Lamli: What arre you planning to do today?
You: Lamli, is there anything you'd like to do?
Lamli: What I most want to do...
Lamli: Then how about this, [Name].
Lamli: I want to sit by the campfire with you and watch the stars.
You: Is that all?
Lamli: Yes!
That's what I want to do most right now.
Lamli: Not as your butler,
I want to watch the stars beside you as your lover.
You: Hmm, sure.
O-okay.
Lamli: Really?!
That's awesome⁓♪
Lamli: (Hehe,
This is perfect)
Lamli: (At least until tonight...
I get to have [Name] all to myself...)
After tidying up the table...
Lamli and I did chores together and prepared the bonfire,
having a wonderful time.
【On the Hill】
Night fell.
Lamli: Come on over, [Name]!
It's nice and warm near the fire!
Lamli: I'll lay out something for us to sit on here...
There! Come sit down, come sit down♪
You: Thank you.
Lamli: Hehe.
The night sky tonight is completely cloudless—it's so beautiful.
You: It really is pretty.
Lamli: Yes.
It's especially beautiful.
Lamli: No, this...
It feels a bit cold...
You: Really?
Lamli: A little.
Lamli, sitting beside me, turned to look at me...
and leaning closer.
You: La-Lamli?
Lamli: Heh,
This is nice and warm.
Lamli: We're "lovers" now, right?...
It's okay to stay just like this, isn't it?...
After saying this, Lamli remained leaning forward, silent. The only sound was the crackling of the bonfire; it was dead quiet.
I even began to think I could hear Lamli's breathing and heartbeat. He probably hadn't noticed my own racing heartbeat yet...
Lamli: [Name]...
Did you notice?
You: Wh-what?
Lamli My heart's beating really fast right now...
You: You too...?
Lamli: This might be the first time I've felt this nervous since I was born...
Lamli: Though chatting with you all day like yesterday was also enjoyable...
Lamli: But just being by your side like this now,
makes me happy too.
Lamli: Haah...
if only I could stay like this forever.
Lamli: But,
I need to return to being the butler I once was.
Lamli: If this relationship continues,
it will be painful when I revert to normal...
Lamli: Huh.
Alright, [Name].
Lamli: Let's go back while it's still not too late.
You: Hum...
-A few hours later-
After finishing our cohabitation trial,
Lamli and I returned to the mansion.
Lamli: Sigh...
So this is where our cohabitation trial ends.
Lamli: It ended up taking too much longer than planned. Sorry about that.
Lamli: Um...
How was living with me?
You: So happy.
So blessed.
Lamli: Hehe♪
Oh, that's wonderful♪
Lamli: Being alone with you makes me incredibly happy too!
Lamli: Um...
Though the first preparation took quite a while...
Lamli: Let's move on to the second preparation now.
Lamli: Hehe♪
Next up⁓
Lamli: It's "My Vow of Love to You"!
Lamli: All right, Master.
Lamli: I'll be right back after changing into my formal dress.
You: Huh? Do we really need to change clothes?
Lamli: Yes!
Of course.
Lamli: Even if it's just for the atmosphere, I take it seriously!
Lamli: Please wait a little while.
Lamli: I'll be right back.
-After a while-
Lamli: Sorry to keep you waiting!
Lamli: This way, please.
Lamli: There we are!
Lamli led me to the back garden.
But the atmosphere here felt different from daytime.
All the candles were lit,
casting a romantic glow over the place.
You: It's so beautiful...
This is amazing...
Lamli: This is for the vow.
Lamli: Do you like it?
Lamli: Then, [Name] sama.
Lamli: Hear my vow of love.
You: Hmm...
O-okay...
Lamli: [Name] sama...
Lamli: Perhaps you already know—
Lamli: From the day we met, I have always, always...
...felt such affection for you.
Lamli: Even now...
Lamli: You are the first person who has ever made me wish to be with you every moment.
Lamli: I want to keep accompanying you.
Lamli: But not as your butler anymore...
Lamli: As your lifelong partner.
Lamli: I'll protect you forever.
Lamli: No matter how painful or sorrowful the circumstances...
Lamli: In the end, I will always make you smile again.
Lamli: I believe,
we can definitely build a happy family together.
Lamli: [Name] sama... I like you.
Lamli: I especially like you.
I love you.
Lamli: Please marry me.
Lamli: W-what do you say?
You: I'm so happy.
Thank you, Lamli.
Lamli: Hehe♪
Hearing you say that makes me incredibly happy.
Lamli: But...
Lamli: I said it was to set the mood, but did I get a little too into it?
You: But it was wonderful.
Lamli: Thank you.
Lamli: Getting this chance to be alone with you was truly wonderful.
Lamli: It feels like the distance between us is getting closer!
Lamli: ...
Lamli: Right now, us...
Lamli: To the people around us,
do we look like a real couple...?
Lamli: Hehe,
I wish we were⁓
Lamli: I feel incredibly happy right now.
Lamli: ...Alright.
That wraps up both preparations.
Lamli: Thank you for staying with me this long!
You: No, thank you.
Lamli: Our wedding photos are definetely going to turn out amazing.
So exciting♪
You: Absolutely.
Yeah!
END
Thanks for reading this! I apologize if there were any mistakes here and there, japanese and english are not my first language (*^▽^*)
With less than half of November remaining... Teddy's birthday was approaching. This year, I decided to celebrate every birthday with a floral theme. I wanted to give the butlers flowers that bloom at this time of year and match them perfectly. So, remembering my feelings for Teddy, I chose to give him a "gentian" flower. Rumor has it that there is a meadow where gentians bloom somewhere in these mountains. I made the decision to take him on a "birthday date" in this meadow of flowers. But I don't think it's sufficient if the gift is just a date. I intended to give him a necklace with a gentian motif at the conclusion of the date. I began getting ready for my date with Teddy, hoping that the weather would be nice on his birthday.
{Devil's Palace, private room}
– On Teddy's birthday –
I informed Teddy in advance that I intended to give him a "birthday date." I waited for Teddy in my room early in the morning, after putting together a lunchbox with the other butlers' assistance.
*Knock- knock...*
You: Enter.
You: It's open.
*creak*
Teddy: Good morning, Master!
You: You have a beautiful outfit.
You: The festive costume suits you well.
Teddy: Heh heh... Thank you very much.
Teddy: I'm really happy that you say that, Master. Today is definitely going to be a good day!
Teddy: Well... Since I get to spend the day alone with Master, of course it'll be a good day.
Teddy: Spending your birthday with someone special... There's nothing better than that.
Teddy: Master. Thank you so much for such a wonderful birthday present.
You: Let's enjoy this day together.
Teddy: Heh heh... Yes!
Teddy: By the way, Master. About our walk today....
Teddy: Have you decided where we're going yet?
You: How about going on a hike?
Teddy: Hiking! Great idea.
Teddy: It'll be wonderful—spending some quiet time with Master in nature.
Teddy: Then first we need to prepare the lunch boxes.
You: I've already prepared them for the two of us.
Teddy: Oh? Could it be...
Teddy: Is this your cooking, Master?...
You: Yes, let's eat it together.
Teddy: Thank you very much! I'm really looking forward to your home cooking, Master.
Following that, we immediately began planning the vacation. Teddy's expression remained cheerful during the preparations... He was clearly looking forward to this walk. Caught up in his mood, I smiled as well... And the date was wonderful even before it started.
{Mountain meadow}
– Some time later –
Climbing the mountain's gentle slope. We emerged onto an expansive grassland. Gentians blossomed in a variety of colors, including blue, white, and pink. This was the site I wanted to take Teddy.
Teddy: Wow... How beautiful!
Teddy: I thought the mountains were quiet and peaceful in late fall...
Teddy: But this place is so bright and lively!
You: Do you like it?
Teddy: Yes, of course! I didn't think you could see such beautiful scenery at this time of year...
Teddy: Thank you for bringing me here. Thanks to you, Master, I was able to make a wonderful discovery!
Teddy's smile as he stated that was quite bright... His joy was contagious.
Teddy: Then... Let's spread out the blanket over there and take a break.
Teddy: Master. Are you hungry yet?
You: Yes, let's have lunch.
Teddy: Got it! Please wait a moment.
Teddy spread a blanket in a spot with a beautiful view... And quickly prepared lunch. Then, after waiting for me to sit down, he knelt down... And looked expectantly at the lunch box.
You: Help yourself.
You: Enjoy the meal.
Although the contents weren't all that fancy... Teddy opened the lid, his eyes shining even brighter.
Teddy: Wow! All the dishes look delicious!
Teddy: Heh heh... Even just having lunch with Master is wonderful...
Teddy: And on top of that, homemade food from Master... Today really is the best birthday ever!
You: Then let's eat quickly.
Teddy: Yes! Thanks for the meal!
We began eating lunch while surrounded by lovely views. Happy, Teddy sat across from me. A large number of gentians sprouted behind him. When I saw such a beautiful scenery, my stomach and heart filled up.
Chapter 2:
– Some time later –
After lunch, we... leisurely enjoyed the view of the mountains.
Teddy: Master. Would you like some coffee after your meal?
Teddy: It's a balanced blend, with a slight tartness...
You: Thank you, I'll try some.
Teddy: Got it.
With that, Teddy poured coffee into a mug. Watching him closely... I noticed that his movements were flawless and seemed even more refined than before.
Teddy: Um... Master, is something wrong?
You: I think your movements have become more elegant.
When I said that... Teddy was surprised, then smiled happily.
Teddy: Heh heh... Thank you very much!
Teddy: Maybe... What I learned as a butler is paying off.
Teddy: If I could become a butler worthy of Master... I would be very happy.
Having said that, Teddy handed me a mug. Every simple movement exuded elegance... as if he were a skilled butler. The fact that he was able to perfect such manners in so few years was certainly a reflection of how much effort he had put into training. I knew Teddy worked very hard... But what drove his passion? As I sipped the coffee he had offered me, I decided to speak myself aloud.
You: How do you manage to work so much?
Teddy seemed a little surprised by my question... But soon replied with a smile.
Teddy: Heh heh, that's...
Teddy: So that I can help Master wherever you are... like this.
You: Wherever I am?
Teddy: Yes, exactly. If I hone my butler skills...
Teddy: Then I'll be able to take on more and more work.
Teddy: For example, when Master is invited to a high-profile party... Maybe one day I'll be chosen as the accompanying butler.
Teddy: That's why I keep training... And I'll become a butler who is just as good as my senior colleagues...
Teddy: I want to be able to help the Master anytime, anywhere.
You: So that's what you were thinking about...
Teddy: Yes!
Teddy: I want to spend more time with Master... To do that, I need to grow as a butler...
Teddy: In other words... My motivation is Master!
You: Teddy....
Teddy smiled brightly as he said this... Simply staring at him was enough to charge your batteries. Spending a long time with someone like that... I thought that was extremely cool.
You: I want to be with you too, Teddy.
Teddy: Huh?....
You: I want to spend more time with you.
Teddy smiled brightly when I answered that way.
You: I support you, Teddy.
Teddy: Master...
Teddy: ...Got it! I'll try harder!
Teddy straightened himself again and turned to face me. As he moved, the blanket slipped slightly, and his empty mug dropped.
Teddy: Oh! My mug...
You: It's good that it was empty.
Teddy: Y-yeah... If coffee spilled, it would be difficult to remove the stains afterward.
Teddy: I just got praised... And I was so happy that I stopped noticing my surroundings...
Teddy: It seems like I still have a long way to go before I can become a worthy butler.
Teddy dropped his brows and smiled bitterly, embarrassed. His dazzling smile vanished in an instant... Like the weather in the highlands. But now I longed to see his bright smile. Thinking about this, I... I decided to give him a birthday present right now.
You: Hey, Teddy
I quietly handed him the necklace with the gentian.
You: Happy birthday
Teddy: Uh...
You: This is a birthday present.
Teddy: Ah!...
Teddy hesitantly received the present. It appeared that astonishment outnumbered joy... He still didn't smile. I truly wanted to see him grin... Explained the reason for selecting this gift. I chose to present him a necklace with gentian flowers. Because gentian blossoms represent "a sense of justice" and "victory." It was ideal for Teddy, who had always been open and optimistic. When I stated that, Teddy grinned slightly.
Teddy: That's it... This gift has such a beautiful meaning.
Teddy: ...Thank you very much, Master.
Teddy: If you, Master, see me as such a person... Then I am very happy.
Seeing Teddy's smile, I calmed down... And decided to tell him another meaning of the flower that I hadn't mentioned yet.
You: You know, Teddy...
Teddy: Yes... What is it?
The gentian flower symbolizes "a sense of justice" and "victory"... But that's not all. This flower also means... "Being there in times of sorrow." I knew that Teddy, even though he always has a bright smile... Once had a difficult past. I want to heal Teddy's sadness. And I want Teddy to live with a smile. And if possible... I want to be someone he can be himself with, despite the many breakups he has experienced. I... told Teddy these thoughts directly.
Teddy: M-master...
I smiled at Teddy, who was visibly troubled.
You: I'll always be there.
Teddy: ...Ah!
Teddy: H-heh heh!...
You: Teddy?...
When I said his name, Teddy smiled gently.
Teddy: Sorry, Master... I'm just too happy...
Teddy: ...For me... The place where I could be myself was always the one I created myself.
Teddy: At one point, taking the place of my late brother... Then, passing the trials to become a soldier...
Teddy: In the past, I desperately tried to secure my place with my own hands.
Teddy: And now you, Master... You say that you "want me to always be by your side"...
Teddy: That made me so happy...
Teddy: If this keeps up... I think I'll be getting too spoiled by your kindness, Master...
Having said that, Teddy narrowed his eyes sadly.
You: It's okay to be spoiled.
Teddy: What?...
You: You can be even more spoiled.
Teddy: M-Master... But I...
When I said that, he didn't respond right away... Perhaps it was a sign of his seriousness and kindness. Nevertheless, I decided to continue expressing my feelings.
You: Be always with me, Teddy
Teddy: Master...
Just as Teddy was about to answer... A cold wind blew.
You: Wow!...
Teddy: !...
Teddy: ...Master. Please wait a moment.
Teddy took a large blanket out of his bag...and threw it over my shoulders.
Teddy: Master... Thank you very much for your kind words.
Teddy: But I... As your butler, Master, I can no longer take advantage of your kindness...
You: But...
If he keeps his distance from me simply because he is a butler, then my feelings will not reach him. While I was thinking about this, Teddy softly took my hand and wrapped his palms over it.
You: Huh?...
Teddy: Master... Please don't make that face...
Teddy: I also, in fact, Master...
Teddy: ......
You: ...Teddy?
When I called his name...Teddy spoke, as if he had made a decision.
Teddy: Master, just now... You said that to me.
Teddy: The words that you want to be with me forever.
Teddy: Did you say that to me as your butler?
Teddy: Or... Did you say that to me as a man?
You: That's...
Teddy: ...No. Please don't answer.
Teddy: If I hear it, then... I won't be able to be your butler anymore, Master.
Teddy: And anyway, a butler... shouldn't treat his master like that...
Teddy smiled bitterly, still holding my hand.
Teddy: But please... Let me stay like this a little longer.
Teddy: I know that as a butler, I shouldn't say this... But please, just this once...
Teddy: ...Let me be the only one you think about, Master...
Having said that, Teddy... gently squeezed my hands. However, the squeeze was so gentle... that I could feel his hesitation. I squeezed Teddy's hand tightly in response. When he held my hand with both of his, his warmth transferred through my skin. If only I could always take care of him like this... How wonderful that would be. I quietly closed my eyes... And thought about the only one who was right in front of me now.
Thank you for reading this, I apologize if there's something that doesn't make sense, I'll try to do my better in the upcoming cards (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
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