Nall & Void

A chronicle of my struggles with ADHD, Anxiety, and Depression

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I’ve had a lot of stomach issues lately.

Basically i think all my cool personality traits are getting pissed out my asshole.

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Potential is a funny thing. I’ve always been told I have so much, but without drive it remains unrealized.

My starter is broken, and my alternator. I wish somebody had caught it when I was younger so I could feel farther along in fixing myself.

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I’m not doing ok today.

The mess of stress and shame that comes from having undiagnosed ADHD for most of my life has been taking its toll these days. Its becoming truly hard to see how i have value after letting myself down countless times.

As the years tick past the light of hope that used to keep me afloat is becoming smaller and smaller. Im worried soon it will burn out.

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Do you ever drag your sullen ass out of bed and try to go out shopping to ‘treat yourself’ but can’t find the motivation to get out of the car so you just drive back home and go to sleep because everything is pointless anyway?

I suggest you try it sometime, idling while crying in a mall parking lot is great for the environment.