This is my personal blog, it will consist mainly of my OTP from Dragon Age Nathaniel Howe and Anders. I also take submissions of these two for Nanders Monday.
If you run an rp blog and post opens, then bitch that they're only for mutuals that's kind of well dumb? Open RP means EVERYONE if you want only certain people to respond that negates the purpose of having Opens. I'm sorry but this annoys me.
Gahh I have so many of these favorite characters to draw from that meme back a while ago. I’ll try to do them all but I go through them slowly and some of them are fandoms I’m not too sure of so I’ll have to do research!
Anywho I LOVE MALIK !!! I also love Altair but I didn’t draw him because I find it so hard to draw his hood U_U;!! I was really upset with AC Revelations because Malik wasn’t in it and Altair’s face model and voice actor changed GAHHHH!!!! WHY! T__T I liked the Altair in the first game okay!
So I've had this brewing inside me and I need to get it out, because I think I need to.
So a few days ago an anon on my rp blog basically told me that I nearly force people and manipulate them to RP with me because I post about my feelings. Which I think is total bullshit, It's my blog and I'll post whatever the fuck I want, posting how I'm feeling is not forcing anyone to RP with me or manipulating them. I see people do it ALL THE TIME, some a ton more than me and unlike myself it's actually focused at their RP partners.
But it seems if you aren't part of that little clique you are SHIT and posting your feelings automatically means that you are forcing people and manipulating them. It hurts because I have a feeling of who sent it and it hurts,I thought they were my friend. Seems to me instead of coming to me and asking me what's the matter a nasty anon message was sent to me saying the above, yeah way to make me feel even fucking worse! Go you whoever it was, I hope you're happy about it.
I admit I feel like shit almost 90% of the time, that's because I toss my feelings aside almost constantly for other people. I do feel like I'm tossed aside a ton but that has nothing to do with my partners, it has to do with a ton of things that define who I am. I suffer from anxiety, depression and probably other things. I do tend to get clingy to people I care for, I can't help it, I don't mean anything by it. I do feel used by a few people in my main RP fandom, but I'm not going to get into that, because it caused problems the last time.
The reasons I feel tossed aside has a ton to do with my upbringing, my mom had me while my father was drinking at a damn bar. All of my family are alcoholics, I spent most of my time in my room because of the fighting that went on in my home. I was told I was worthless constantly, I wasn't even allowed to go to dances or have friends over. I was alone almost constantly, so when someone shows me just a tiny bit of attention it means a ton to me.
All my RP partners mean so much to me, especially the ones I RP with constantly, they know who they are and I think god for them everyday because they've kept me from doing some very stupid things. Especially the last few months which have pretty much broken me, with my aunt and dad having health problems. They're also not just RP partners they are my friends and I love them dearly, so much it makes my heart want to burst, my partners are the bright spot in my day, along with my roomie and my girlfriend. These people are the reasons I have the strength to even get up in the morning and I hope they know who they are because they have a very special place in my heart.
I feel like shit a lot because there is nothing I can fucking do, I feel helpless and my faith is wavering so damn much. Then there was my financial issues and nearly losing my HOME, but yeah I'm not supposed to feel bad or post my fucking feelings because its MANIPULATIVE and I'm FORCING people to feel bad, bull shit, are you them? Don't put words into my friends mouths and assume you know how they feel. So to whoever sent that, you could have said something or even asked why I was posting my feelings so much, I'm am so SORRY for being human, you could have spoke to me and you know found out why, what a concept. But no, you chose to hurt me even more and make things worse.
On another note I'm tired of being manipulated myself by some people, but like I said I'm not getting into it and I'm not bringing it up. If you have a problem with me or am wondering why I'm posting that I feel like shit, ASK ME instead of fucking assuming SHIT.
Great Barrier Reef authorities have just said YES to coal port companies dumping dredge waste inside this World Heritage Area — all to make way a coal ship superhighway through our Reef. Reblog if this outrageous decision does not represent you. This is a massive disappointment, but we cannot give up hope. Sign up here to make our movement bigger than ever and keep up the fight to #SaveTheReef: http://www.SaveTheReef.org.au
Please Sign the petition guys. So many creatures will be decreased dramatically or even become endangered if we don’t stop it. Also watch the video. It really gave an insight into what would happen if this went ahead.
Hey, so GetUp! is deciding to take legal action against this travesty, and you can donate to their kick starter here
The Great Barrier Reef Marine Park Authority has caved to the pressure of the mining industry and the Federal Government. The agency charged with "the protection, wise use, understanding and enjoyment of the Great Barrier Reef in perpetuity" has allowed it to be sold out for short-term profits.
Late yesterday, they granted a permit to dump five million tonnes of dredge spoil inside the Great Barrier Reef World Heritage Area.
This destructive project is now allowed to go-ahead - unless we make a last ditch effort to challenge it in court. Click here to learn more, and help fund the legal challenge to save our Reef:
http://www.getup.org.au/reef-fighting-fund
another legal action kick starter can be found here:
When other people make mods, they fix bugs. When I make mods, I um…
Wiggle butts.
dropbox link. Changes the walk/run/idle animations of the characters above. Entirely reversable (if you remove it, your saves will still load), goes into the “My Documents\BioWare\Dragon Age 2\packages\core\override” folder. Will conflict with other mods that changes apr_base.gda.
So here is what’s been going on with me in a nutshell, I’ve been on unemployment and that’s been paying my half of the rent and such with a little left over for personal items. But now I’ve used that up and have moved onto the next tier which is emergency unemployment and now that has stopped. I’ve not had any income in about 2 weeks because they haven’t made a decision yet to continue it, so I basically have no money coming in at all. So I am now in danger of not having a home because of all this, I’m way beyond stressed out at this point. I need about $100.00 to pay for rent for February, so if anyone could donate anything it would help me out a ton. Here is the paypal for you guys anything would help really..
Hey guys, Yura-mun here. You see this? This affects me too because she’s my roommate. We don’t have enough money for the rent come February thanks to the government pussyfooting around about renewing extended unemployment benefits. The job market where we live is…not good. Just recently, yet another store (K-Mart) has closed down, to add to the many businesses in this city that have gone in the past decade or so. Only a few years ago did KFC and the Birds Eye Foods plant close as well.
Like she said, we need about $100 to pay for the rent, but if you can help with more, that would be life-saving. As it is, we don’t have money to do laundry, buy things like soap and shampoo, cat food and litter, job searches in the nearest cities cost us from $4 to $8 each when an online application is not available. Our land line phone? Doesn’t hold a charge, but we can’t buy a new battery for it.
Even if you can’t help, please take two seconds to signal boost this. We are trying to do everything we can, but the government isn’t giving us many options. We don’t have the money to move to a city with a more stable economy either…much as we’d like to.
Evidence that this show was not a family show. I mean, really, look at that last cap - and that was his sister! The things they got away with; half the time Guy’s expressions were downright…well, you know…dang!
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