Hello, I saw that you were asking for requests so I hope you don't mind me leaving one. For either Smiley or Hanma which is an enemies to lovers(not necessarily s/o in a gang);where at some point in their friendship fase they kiss the male s/o bit neither think much of it till later. Both s/o and they have a panic moment cause both realize their feelings and think they're a bad guys and s/o is to good for them and eventually they confess. Sorry if it's too long or demanding.
warnings: ooc hanma idk, horrible writing
a/n: sorry for the late reply I was busy with school
you and hanma knew each other for quite some time, since you were both little to be exact, you met at a park not too far from your house, hanma wanted to play on the swings but you were taking too much time on there he decided to push you off, which escalated to the both of you kicking and punching each other until an adult finally stepped In
and that wasn't the only time you both fought, every time you went to that park he would be there ready to annoy you somehow, you sometimes wondered if he lived at that park
but you've kinda gotten used to how annoying he Is, which ended up with the both of you becoming friends, friends that liked annoying each other for fun, it was surprising because of how different the both of you are
hanma was an asshole but you enjoyed having him around, you would never admit it but you loved it when he waited for you outside your classroom, or how he always checked up on you whenever he had the chance to, or when he drove you back home after a long day of school, he was always with you, which made you happy
after a few years of your friendship, you and hanma started hanging around less and less, it wasn't much of a surprise considering hanma started getting involved with gangs and other dangerous stuff
every time hanma was at your door he'd be covered in bruises and sometimes blood, either his or someone else's, not to mentjon he started hanging out with this "Kisaki" person, which made you a jealous
or at least that was what you convinced yourself
you tried ignoring your feelings being afraid that they'd only bring you into awkward situations, but you knew that one day you'd need to actually deal with them instead of running away
you lay comfortably on your bed ready to go sleep until your phone started ringing, it was hanma calling you
he hasn't called you in a while so it was a bit surprising, you sat back and thought for a bit before picking up your phone from the nightstand answering the call
"hey, [name]." you heard hanma say
"hanma,, hello? why are you calling at this time" you didn't mind him calling you at this time but you were curious about the reason
perhaps he wants to see you
"I'm outside your door open up," he said knocking on your door forcefully
you were thankful your parents weren't home at that time or you would've gotten in trouble
"why are you- uh never mind, I'll open it wait a minute" you stopped yourself from asking not wanting to make hanma wait, it was raining outside, knowing him he probably didn't have a jacket on, neither an umbrella
you went downstairs and open your door only to find hanma soaking wet with a couple of bruises on his face and a bleeding nose, nothing out of the ordinary
after he got in you closed the door and went to get him some towels and a first aid kit
he sat on a chair in the kitchen while you patched him up
"there, all done, next time you come to me at this time I won't be opening the door though " you said joking (maybe)
"you're so mean to me for no reason" he said jokingly rolling his eyes at you
"get out of my house hanma"
you wouldn't actually kick me out right.."
you just looked at him not saying anything, and he did the same not wanting to actually get kicked out by you
then the silence suddenly got interrupted by hanma's sneezing
"I'll go get you some spare clothing, yours are still wet," you said hoping to get out of whatever situation that was
you ran upstairs almost tripping and falling face-first, which made hanma chuckle
so you threw your shoe at him (which he dogged) but you just got in your room and got a pair of sweatpants and a large t-shirt, you weren't sure if it would fit him but it's better than having wet clothing on right?
you got back downstairs and gave him his clothes (and got your shoe back)
hanma went ahead and changed in the bathroom, when he came out he sat on your couch and patted the seat next to him
"we should watch a movie, we haven't had fun together in a while" hanma proposed grinning
"It's late and I'm tired, I was about to sleep before you came"
"sleep can wait, plus you don't have any school tomorrow"
"fine, I'll watch a movie with you" you walked over the couch and sat next to him
hanma chose a random movie and put it on, not even halfway through your eyelids started to get heavy so you just decided to close your eyes for a bit, hanma didn't notice though, he just kept watching the movie until he got thirsty and went to the kitchen to grab a cup of water, when coming back to the living room he saw you laying down and thought you were asleep
he first thought about waking you up but decided not to, he turned off the TV and kneeled next to you
he looked at you for a moment admiring every one of your features
after a couple of minutes he realised how creepy that was, he didn't stop though, he got closer and starter stroking your cheek
you were aware hanma was next to you, what you didn't know was that he was extremely close to you
deciding he should probably go sleep as well he reached over to you wanting to peck your cheek
but he didn't expect you to move in the process and his lips reaching your lips
both of your eyes widen as you stared at each other in shock
"look I-" hanma tried explaining but got interrupted by you as you suddenly got up
"it's late I'll go sleep in my room, you can take the couch,"
not sparing him a glance you got up and went to your room again hoping Hanma wouldn't stop you
hanma sat on the floor hand on his chest feeling his heartbeat, a bunch of thoughts entering his mind at once but he didn't move nor make a sound
he wanted to apologise to you thinking he made you uncomfortable in some way, he thought he messed up, that you probably hate him right now
he didn't know why his heart was beating so fast or why his face felt warm
why was he feeling this way towards you
he sat back and thought for a bit
maybe he was feeling this way because you're both close friends?
bros kiss each other on the lips right?
hanma liked you, a lot, but he never actually took time to think about his feelings, he knew you liked men as well but why would you of all people like him?
he kept thinking about it all night, not knowing that you were worrying about the same thing
maybe you were too good for him, maybe he needed to move on
there's no way you'd like him, you ran away after he accidentally kissed you
hanma couldn't sleep all night, he kept overthinking about everything, it really made him sad though, he never thought someone could make him feel this way
you got up a bit later then usual since you didn't sleep that well last night
after doing your usual routine you decided to go downstairs, checking on the living room you saw hanma was still asleep, you didn't want to wake up though
you just went to the kitchen and made breakfast for you and hanma, you weren't going to wait for him to wake so you started eating
"morning [name]" hanma yawned walking in with messy bed hair and dark eyebags under his eyes
he took a seat next to you and started eating his food
"morning, I'm guessing you didn't sleep well last night"
there was silence for a few seconds, before hanma decided to open his mouth
"soooo are we just gonna ignore what happened last night and pretend it never happened" he took a sip of his orange juice
"I didn't mean to kiss you on the lips by the way ahahaha" he awkwardly laughted
you really wanted to smack him for bringing that up
"I wouldn't mind if you kissed me though"
hanma didn't know what he was doing, yesterday he was doubting himself and now he's being so blunt as if this was the last time he was going to see you
"actually, I'd love it if you kissed me right now, no I'd love it if you kissed me every day" he added
"if you're joking right know just know you're not funny" feeling your face warming up you didn't make any eye contact with hanma
"I'm not, I'm being 100% serious right know, you don't have to agree though, I know I'm too hot and all-"
"I'm simply saying I like you [name], isn't it obvious?" hanma felt like his heart was about to burst through his chest
".. so you're telling me I was overthinking last night for nothing" you sighed feeling embarrassed "I like you too hanma"
"ofcourse you like me I'm litterly so amazing-"
"I take back what i said I don't like you anymore" you interrupted him joking (maybe)
"would you fall for me again if I took you on a bike ride"
"I would fall for you again if you took me on a bike ride AND bought me my favourite food"