secondsonofblack:
It was the initial day of the journey, the first day back at the hell and the refuge called Hogwarts, School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. A welcome escape from the claustrophobic constraints of Grimmauld Place that was called his home, and a hell of its own nature. This year would be different. Every year had been hard, painful, disappointing, but this year would be even more drastically terrible. Regulus could feel it in his bones.
He tried to put the thoughts from his head. Not because he was deluded enough to believe they’d stay away if he ignored them, but because he was meeting Cissa today for the first time in weeks and he’d let nothing ruin that. Not his pessimism, not his black sense of foreboding, not the pain he carried in him ever since—Don’t think of his name!
(Ever since the boy who used to be his brother ran away.)
Regulus found an empty compartment in the place Cissa had directed him towards via missive. It was only a few seconds before she showed up, prompt as ever.
"Finally!" she said, as if she’d been looking for a very long time. He realized that she had; he’d picked a compartment emphatically away from the other bundles of people, not wanting to deal with them. "I was starting to think you stood me up."
Regulus smiled sheepishly. “Sorry, Cissa. I just wanted a compartment where no one could bother us.”
Ever the gentleman, he got up and handled her luggage. Unlike her sisters, Cissa didn’t mind this chivalry. She knew also that he did out of a genuine love for her, not just because it was a cursory mannerism.
"You’ll see it’s for the best. Tell me, how have you been?" He settled next to his cousin, his best friend. The only sister he had. He took her hand. "Missed me?".
"Missed you?" She raised an eyebrow playfully. "What, when I'm constantly surrounded by the most delightful company the wizarding world can provide? And by delightful i mean boring. Mother keeps dragging me along everywhere she goes, and most of her acquaintances are so old and stuffy they might as well be dead already. She wants to show me off, I suppose - her thropy daughter. I'm the only one out of the three that she can count on not to cause a scandal in some way."
She sighed, resting her head against Regulus' shoulder. "Of course I've missed you."
And as she said it she realised just how true it was. Even his physical presence was enough to make her feel calmer, less wound-up. It had always been that way. Regulus was an anchor she could cling to, one of the few constants in her life. Those two months without him had been too long. There was a part of her that wished it could just be the two of them together, always, for the rest of their lives, undaunted by the wars their parents were fighting -
"But the real question is," she continued, smiling, pushing those thoughts aside for the moment - "How have you survived the summer without me? Your hair looks like a mess. Do you even bother to use a comb when I'm not around?"












