PRETTY BOY

god's only mistake was making me too beautiful SELECTIVE+INDEPENDENT ROLEPLAY BLOG FOR > ZEN < FROM MYSTICMESSENGER.

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i lived bitch

[deceptivelips]

“She was laughing even as we kissed and kissed again. There is no better taste than someone else’s laughter in your mouth.”

kiss me again (via deceptivelips)

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→ IT’S A SPECIAL DAY FOR A SPECIAL BOY what kind of lovely birthday greetings and messages awaits...!!!?!??!!?  💕 💕 💕

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great, this is just how i wanted to start my birthday

fuckin salty

closes the GODDAMN APP AND THROWS IT PHONE ONTO THE TABLE

{ thanks @ionlygetchecks lmfao }

[cheritzteam]

This is Mystic Messenger’s new OP movie. I hope you guys like it

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{ → forwarded to @naesarang }:

He knew that today would was going to be hectic.

With the release of his new prime-time television drama series alongside a fellow rising actress, came an obligatory congratulatory party concerning its premiere. It was understandable, after months of strenuous rehearsal and countless of cuts and takes, late nights spent memorizing lines, and far too many hours spent away from loved ones. It’s times like these he can’t help but feel genuinely blessed to have someone like her in his life. 

Ever since she came into his life, it felt as if his pursuit of fame brightened, the light at the end of the tunnel not only seemed to be much more attainable-- he felt stronger, he felt reassured, because she was here with him. Hyori became his rock and his foundation, she was there at every step of his journey, and he aspires to be able to confidently take her hand into his, and to stride forward towards their future.

In all honesty, as positive the reviews and expectations were for this upcoming series, Zen had held doubts. He understands that the actress has just debuted, coming across many obstacles who holds many questions that yearns for answers. He is more than happy to offer his help, when he first started back in musical theater there was no way that he was immediately perfect. Much work and effort had been put, and continues to be put into his career every day to steadily build towards his goal. But not everyone saw them in that way.

At every little contact the two actors make, media had noticed, and extravagantly blown up out of proportion. Oh how did he not expect that seeing his face constantly on the television would be so tiring, especially when they continue to spew nothing but lies. There are times that he momentarily worries, worries that these rumors will spread their darkness into her soul, and lead her away from him. Yet when he casts a glance her way, her eyes meet his, firm and unwavering, giving him a smile and a reassuring nod. 

Oh how he is blessed to have her in his life. 

She is more than he could ever want and need. He knows that it must.. it must be upsetting to see your love be pined with pathetic slander and false rumors. It must be upsetting to be unable to contact your love, through the long rehearsals barely gave time for quick phone calls, bidding soft i love yous, good nights filled with longing, and lonely i miss yous. He wants to make up for the time lost, now that filming is wrapping up to a close, starting with this party. How many times must he remind the public of the one who is in his heart? Not that he particularly minds, he loves her so much that flaunting her shall do them both good.

Or so he thought.

Rather, the night hasn’t been going according to plan. Immediately upon arriving at the venue, was he swarmed with reporters and news outlets, separating him from her-- irking him to no end. He had lost her in the crowd, and before he could make the effort to bristle through the crowd he had been pulled aside by the crew of the show, who had started giving congratulatory speeches and such. Unfortunately for them, Zen had been progressively more upset. Where had she gone? How pathetic of he to have lost her so fast, so quickly! She couldn’t have gone far--!!

He wears a smile and a gentle expression, dismissing the rumors the reporters are so eager to shove at him, offering them passive yet aggressive statements that cause them to turn. The party lulls, gradually dispersing as the attendees mingle amongst themselves, attention having shifted away from him, does he resume his chase of his beloved.

She is always full of surprises, which he loves and would never want otherwise, as Zen rounds the counter of the rented out bar-- does she grab him by the wrist and tug him to an abandoned corner of the shop. It’s farther away from the bustle of the party, bass of the music humming softly through the walls, the lighting dimmed, casting soft darkness over them. Through this dark, he can see her eyes-- they burn bright, a sort of apology lost upon the tip of his tongue as he can feel the intensity of her gaze. “Babe, I’m sorry about that. I should’ve found you but I got pulled away... Are you alright? Have you eaten some of their appeti-” 

“take me away tonight, just me with you.”

Ah. 

Zen swallows, feeling a different sort of appetite start to rumble from within him. He closes his eyes and sighs shakily, interweaving his fingers at the small of her back and pulling her closer to his form, gently leaning his forehead onto her own. He was terrible, for so many things. For leaving her, for having neglected her. How awful is he, but she remains. It’s unfair, he knows, but he’s selfish. Red eyes open to meet her emerald, as he melts. Guilt rises within him, but he knows better to leave his beloved like this any further. He leans forward, to press a firm kiss at the corner of her mouth. 

“My love, I’m sorry for all the times we haven’t had. And when I do make time for you, I still managed to leave you. How terrible am I...” His heart swells, with ache and need, with passion and pure love. He knows he has wronged, but there is nothing that he knows more at this very moment, deeply rooted within his core. “Will you forgive me?” A plea disguised as a whisper, as his lips brush over her cheek, pressing ever so gently. He’s losing words, but he must convey. He doesn’t care if the crew and news reporters realize he’s gone. He’s missed her far more, and she deserves every bit of him which he will lovingly serve.

He will make known that it is she that completes him, that it is she that holds his heart within the palm of her hand. Willingly, he surrenders himself to her. She is all that matters to him. It should not only be tonight that he shows her this uncomprehensible affection, his love cannot be measured in such a short period-- and she deserves much more than that. Much more than he, much more than he can offer, but he is willing to go above and beyond to even give her the stars, if he can-- and he will. His hands brush up her sides, to entangle within her hair as he holds her in a tighter lock, breathing a bit more steadily. 

“I am yours.” It’s not enough,  Zen whispers yet again, but this time, it is a firm promise woven upon his lips which he shares with her in an intimate kiss.

“Tonight, forever, and always.”

[neonmay]

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long time no see dash (half a year...)

i’m gonna try and see if zen is here to stay and try to get some writing done (and by that i mean see if there are any prompts in my inbox worth replying to)

if anyone else is still around feel free to hmu as well ahaha

[sayuyuv]

A Mellow Dream

This was my full artwork for the amazing @mmfoodzine !!! I can only stress again that I’m very blessed to have participated in this art zine. I learnt through this piece because it was so challenging to draw and I also got to meet so many new friends! 

You can now get the full A3 print in my art store  ✿ here ✿  , If you want to support me and my art, thank you! ❤

[trichosirius]

call him a good boy

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hello long time no post!

i’m very sorry about my inactivity, i’ve been (and still am, unfortunately) extremely swamped and preoccupied with college assignments/exams! but i occasionally drop by and !!!! 

thank you so much for 500+ followers!!!!!!!! 

hopefully i will come back after life calms down; thank you to everyone i have a thread with for being patient and understanding. hopefully i can find some time to at least queue some things ...

anyways thank you again and happy halloween!

[trichosirius]

(part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4)

[shizzzou]

Can i ask if you take request if you do can you make a sexy zen if not it's okay (//^^\\)

After the rehearsal

I tried  _(:3」∠)_

[kinlkeyl]

Chempoi ơi em thấy ròi nha

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for an expression meme on twitter lmao the lovely faces of the lovelier zen lololol

[rfahostess]

                                    RULES || MUSE || ASK 

[yafictionquotes]

Tahereh Mafi, Shatter Me

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‘Trick or Treat! 🎃’

nyaha sorry for the long way o/i quickly doodled this so sorry for the quality  but i hope you still like it :”))))))

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✌, 👊

Send ✌ for random fact about mun!

mysme and otoge aside, my all time favourite series are akatsuki no yona and daiya no ace!!! i also roleplay yona from akayona (albeit.. very inactive… lmao @ myself), and i just love daiya with all my heart… if you like these series too hmu and lets ramble together closes my eyes and clenches my fists i can go on forever…

Send 👊 for random fact about muse!

i’d like to believe zen likes his fair share of sports! it’s a good competitive way of working out– and socializing with others!! on days where he feels like his daily run is not enough, zen would visit the local basketball court and challenge local high schoolers and college students to a friendly game! he’s pretty good at it, as he’s been doing it ever since he’s moved in!