לֹ֣א נָכַר

I SHUT MY EYES AND ALL THE WORLD DROPS DEAD

[mouthbrood]

surgery is like if sex was awesome

[narcoticvenus]

[force-dyad]

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)

dir. Michel Gondry

[haverst]

Felt this to my core

[its-been-nice-existing]

Visit Original Link

[karina-padilla]

I’m pretty sure this couple saw me filming their hands but they were so in love they probably didn’t mind me at all lol

[sasstronauuut-deactivated201906]

people who say shit like “oh i hate these days’ music!!! all it is about is sex and drugs that’s why i listen to bands like led zeppelin!!!” like honey i dont know what kind of led zeppelin they distribute where you live but i can think of only like 2 loop zoop songs that are not about sex or drugs and theyre probably about lord of the rings

[sasstronauuut-deactivated201906]

guys i’m on my own dash

[jetsetbf]

[melisica]

[humble-suggestion]

[narcoticvenus]

my sister said i remind her of Claude AI's personality lmfao

[narcoticvenus]

another poem for my mother, written when i was 20 Exile

My Sunday rises like an accusation;

Its false sun hanging, heavy with blood

And blood-light, scented of bitter cherries.

That morning, God pitied me 

and left me his heart shining on the table.

I grew luminous, I outdid him

and his light-grown meat, blackening

in the death market.

My mother lies mute on the bed, curled 

like an aborted thing in the womb of earth

She dreams of a god that will flood her with love

And drown with her

She wakes with acid bright lightclots in her legs

And asks for a coffee.

[narcoticvenus]

found a poem i have written at 14 to my mom lol. i'll post it here in honor to my little self.

Warm Wishes to my Mother

Every night

I wish you a sound sound sleep,

as you travel to worlds so far

you can’t seem to leave.

I wish you great dinners in Vienna,

an expired two way ticket,

liquor, fish and blood wine,

although in your case,

they should not combine.

I wish you neverending jasmine and lavender baths,

The kinds where you sink and fall

into deep deep rest

so soft and kind, you can’t ever wake.

I wish you long days at the sea,

Where the sun burns like the underground worlds,

And with waters as holy as the skies

and as unforgiving,

despite your cries.

I wish you a happy trip

To roads beyond the human eye

And an eternity out of my sight.

[generalmeeting]

[noteverythingispretty]

listening to my english love affair

[narcoticvenus]

on god i have never found a more accurate pseudoscientific description of me. i am definitely a sx5. and it's so funny that they're only supposed to match with other sx5. i've always thought that beyond this categorization.

"i am far more scared of you disappointing me than you are"

my biggest fear isn't being hurt. it is the disillusionment that the person i think is special and chosen by me isn't special at all. that i made them up.

[free-my-mindd]

-Anaïs Nin, 1939

[peef]

-Sam Jumex, 2023