vega | 21 | fae/faer | fire emblem and inazuma eleven | writer and artist when I feel like it | i take fic and drawing requests | i love Tenma and Seliph theyre my kids | CEO of transfem Tsurugi nation | pfp by @luvendrawingonthemoon
i write fics and draw art. sometimes i also rant or express my love for my blorbos. my main fandoms are ina11, uma musume and fire emblem, but i may occasionally post about other interests.
please do not tag Tsurugi's canon name when reblogging from me. i headcanon her as transfem and cannot call her anything other than Kyouka. if you can't respect this, i won't hesitate to block you.
you can find my art on #vega art
my fics on #vega fic
and other stuff is tagged with #vega rant
also never hesitate to use my ask box or even dm me. i'm open to discussion or requests!
i LOVE your trans hc post!!!! your explanations are on point and i was very happy to notice i actually share some of your headcanons myself! i love how trans+ inclusive this fandom is <3
is it okay if i make a post similar to yours to share my own ina11 trans hcs? i can credit you for the idea if you'd like!
omg thank you! im so glad you enjoyed them <3
yeah ofc its okay! i dont own the idea of making a trans headcanon post lmao, no need to credit me. tho you can tag me just so i can see it, im curious to see your ideas!
i figured i might as well make a whole post for future reference so...
it's trans headcanons time babe
putting all my delusions trans headcanons under the cut
Matsukaze Tenma: transmasc/demi-boy (he/they)
he already has to fight his way in to be accepted in Raimon, now imagine if he's technically not even allowed on the team in the first place bc girls sexism yada yada. also that explains why he never joined any teams in the past, they just didnt want him in (you cannot convince me this boy has been obsessed with football since he was 3yo and still cant pass the ball properly by the time he gets into Raimon, especially when his relatives are Aki, Kogure and Tsunami)
Tsurugi Kyouka: transfem (she/her)
i mean... do i even need to repeat myself at this point? i made a whole post about her, go read it for further explanation
Shindou Takemi: non-binary (they/them)
credits to @takemi-believer for giving me the idea on this one. there's just something very wrong with Shindou, child of a rich family and captain of the most famous team in the country, being cisgender when everyone around them is pushing them into a "typically" masculine role. they deserve to find their own path and explore themself beyond what others see in them. also gryphon trio each being a different flavour of gender yay
Kirino Ranmaru: genderfluid (fae/faer)
tbh im not really big on any Kirino headcanon for the simple reason that, whatever people headcanon faer as, we can all agree that Kirino is very gender. i feel like genderfluid suits faer, and it could add to faer insecurities of struggling to find faer identity, whether on the team or about faerself
Kariya Masaki: genderfluid (xe/xem)
credits to @luvendrawingonthemoon for this one. chaos gremlin confuses everyone by changing gender every other day. also the idea of Kirino and Kariya being a power genderfluid couple is very appealing to me
Yamana Akamune: transmasc (he/him)
i made a post about him a while ago but it's a bit outdated regarding what i want to do with him so i'll quickly summarise it: Akamune's obsession for Shindou was actually gender envy. he convinced himself he had to be the sterotype of the kind and shy girl because he was scared of other's gazes. but when Shindou actually came out as non-binary, Akamune felt completely lost about his own identity. it's only when he's told that he doesn't have to rely on someone else to exist that he dares to come out in front of Raimon, and to allow himself to express his true identity
Kurama Norihito: transmasc (he/him)
he's the incarnation of transmasc rage. yes that's my only explanation
Kageyama Hikaru: agender (any prn)
okay i'll admit this one is pure vibes but i swear it makes sense. Hikaru just wants to be seen as themself and not put into the box of "Kageyama's niephew"
Mitsuyoshi Yozakura: transfem (she/her)
chaotic gremlin who is tired of following Fifth Sector's orders and just wants to have her own fun. yeah this one is also pure vibes and i dont care
Yukimura Hyouga: non-binary (they/them)
vibe as well. i also headcanon them as aromantic, they just arent doing any of that shit
Kurosaki Makoto: genderqueer (fae/faer)
someone whose role model is Gouenji cannot be cisgender. yes that's my argument
Senguuji Yamato: transmasc (he/him)
credits to @ryuusei-boi for this one. imagine the tragedy of his father accepting him only because it's convenient, since girls aren't allowed in the holy road. i hate Senguuji Daigo and i need him to be an even worse dad than he is in canon
Hakuryuu: intersex (he/they)
this one is very recent. the idea is that he was forced into the afab role (i'll leave it up to reader's discretion to imagine what he could have gone through as a child to fit the female criteria). when he grows into a teenager, he decides to transition into a boy out of pure contradiction. it's still better than being a girl, but he traps himself into toxic masculine ideals in the process (that align with his desire to be the strongest on god eden). it's only after he's defeated by Raimon that he learns to explore himself in a healthier way, which is why i don't think he'd settle for a specific gender identity
Giris/Gaia: transfem (she/her)
also credits to @luvendrawingonthemoon for this one as well. Meia and Gaia just have the vibe of a lesbian couple, so we agreed that they were straight "for now"
Tetsukado Shin: transmasc (he/him)
just from the way he's always going on about being a "real man". his masculine ideals being somewhat toxic come from the fact that he's scared of not being "transmasc enough", so he tries to detach himself from every possible "feminine" trait he could have
Mizukawa Minori: non-binary (they/them)
imagine being possessed by an alien. imagine having a gender crisis after the alien left your body, but being terrified of exploring your identity bc you think it's just some part of the alien still stuck within your head. i hate Potomuri and i will never forgive him for what he's done to Minori
Phoebe Quasar: transfem (she/her)
for those wondering, it's Ixal's goalkeeper. the reasoning for this one is pretty funny: she's the one playing the Tsurufake role in my AU, and by impersonating Kyouka, she starts questioning her own identity
thank you for listening to my silly headcanons. i love each of them very dearly, so much so that for some of them (namely Kyouka) it's so hard to deal with the fact that it's actually not canon and that people are not gonna use she/her for her. i may be too autistic about all of this.
dont hesitate to share your own headcanons in reblogs or ask box! as you can see, i am not immune to propaganda
I've been loving using MakeRoom as a tool to visualize characters' living spaces. Of course, one of the very first rooms I built was Kirino's, which I had a specific idea for for quite some time.
I talk a "little bit" about certain elements and the overall process of designing this space below cut!
I wanted green to be the harmonizing color of his room, without making it the main color, like by making the walls green. So instead I scattered it around in furniture, accessories and most importantly plants! I strongly associate him (and his family) with plants :) I'm especially fond of the little cactuses next to the My Melody plushie.
I think he'd enjoy being around greenery, especially outdoors. So I don't imagine he spends most of his free time in his room, when he could instead go for a run, play soccer at the riverbank or go out on town. Despite that, I still wanted this space to reflect his character and feel lived-in.
And I think one of the things that helps achieve it, is the room's messiness. I think Kirino wants to be an organized person, and presents himself as such to others, but struggles with actually achieving that which causes him to feel quite frustrated with himself. He doesn't know he's neurodivergent yet (or perhaps, is too early in his acceptance and/or character journey to be kinder to himself), so at the moment whatever dissatisfaction he feels with his daily functioning is understood by him as a personal failure, instead of a result of being disabled. My personal headcanon is that he has ADHD; which is not the only type of neurodivergence I consider for him (I'm interested in exploring many different possibilities), but because we're talking about managing his space, this is the relevant headcanon to bring up.
His struggle is especially shown through his desk; I had a lot of fun piling up all that clutter on it. Because it doubles as his night stand, there's little separation of a space for relaxation and a workspace, further contributing to his trouble with focusing.
The desk has all different kinds of things on it, from soccer magazines, to textbooks, class notebooks, a personal journal, blank pieces of paper, a book he's currently reading... All objects that I hope convey his struggle with maintaing focus on a single task. I added in some crumpled balls of paper, which are imagine are rejected ideas, perhaps formations or strategies (that's what the clipboard is for!).
Sidenote (heh, note), I had so much fun placing the post-it notes in the desk area! I placed them where I felt they would be easy to see - on the lamp, the windowsill, the side of the shelf - and therefore not as easy to forget about (unless he gets so used to them they start blending in with the environment... that's probably what will happen to the ones on the side of the shelf).
And since I mentioned the shelf above his bed- I have an extremely vivid vision of Kirino hitting his head on it several times on separate occassions LOL. It's my favorite thing about its placement. Like, I imagine him reading in bed, straightening up too fast and bonking his head. See, this is what it means to design a room for your blorbo - think about all the various ways through which they can get annoyed at their living space.
Kirino hits his head on the shelf, has to repeatedly turn the desk lamp in a different direction depending on where he sits, he can't open the window unless he takes off all the junk on the windowsill first, he's frustrated by the mess he feels he can't control... All the fun stuff.
Some of these issues are more or less minor annoyances that either can't be fixed - like fitting in a nightstand, due to lack of space - or aren't troublesome enough to get something done about them, and some of them are things that impair his quality of life. That being said, there are still positive things about the room that somewhat outweigh the negatives: a desk by the window, making use of natural light, tatami mat flooring for sitting on the floor and a comfortable amount of space to do that, lots of storage and more. I actually built his room again in Paralives, within how I imagine the full apartment to look like, putting the room into some more context. I'll probably post it soon too :)
I included quite a bit of picture frames and photographs because Kirino loves his friends :] and considering how he reminisces on times when he felt closer with Shindou in Chrono Stone, I think the photos suit his sentimental nature. He is someone who's constantly looking out for others, more than himself.
There are lots of books because he enjoys reading, though on account of him being dyslexic he's not the fastest reader. Another thing about himself he perceives as a personal failure due to lack of awarness about neurodivergence and his deeply rooted insecurities.
Other things include sports equipment, some clothes strewn around, watercolor paints and a bracelet-making set. When I played the first GO game I noticed there were a lot of bracelet-type items you could equip on characters, and one of my favorites is the Friendship Bracelet:
Screenshot from a rip of assets uploaded to spriters-resource.com by ellunete <3
I put it on Kirino of course. It adds +22 points to the Luck stat and he definitely needs that lol. And then at some point my friend Rain drew Kirino and Shindou with matching friendship bracelets, and all that was said to explain why did I put the container full of beads on his shelf skhfjdfkhds. I think hobbies that demand precision and manual dexterity suit Kirino very well, which is also why I headcanon him to be into folding origami too. Which kinda sprung from that one official artwork of him doing ikebana.
And speaking of being precise, I also think Kirino has dyspraxia, considering how often he trips and falls <3 and also because I do too and every day is a motor skills-based trial <3 One of his in-game bios describe him as "graceful" and he is that for sure, but I think it exists as something that doesn't come easily to him - there's unseen effort, much greater than average, that goes into Kirino's daily performance. I think the idea that his surface-level self is at odds with him as a whole enhances the theme of self-acceptance that's visible particularly in his arc in Chrono Stone. For Kirino to grow he has to see himself as he is, the full picture, and choose to love himself enough to strive for what he wants.
The room as a whole is meant to be more rectangle-shaped but you can only choose pre-set room shapes in the game, and this square one was closer to the size I wanted the room to have. The closet is levitating on one side on purpose, to kind of imply the room continues in that direction. You'll see how it looks like once I post the Paralives apartment photoshoot :]
This was super fun to make and alter over however long it's been since my friend Kapane gifted me this game ^_^ I can't lie, the best part about it is probably the fact that you can download a bunch of custom objects from the Steam Workshop lol. This room uses quite a bit of them, though not as many as Shindou's room, so stay tuned for that I suppose! At the moment I have also made Akane's room, but I think I'm going to re-do it entirely, as my understanding of her character changed since I made it.
rest in peace, Tsurumaru Tsuyoshi. you were a legend who never gave up, and now you can be reunited with your family and friends. we'll never forget you.
