a baby doll with a briefcase

[nat-harrison]

abel-jones‌:

“I am worried,” Abel admitted, looking over her features again. It had been a long time since he’d even thought things weren’t going well. “But to be totally honest..” he sighed deeply before continuing. He knew that kids were something that made Nat feel some kind of resentment. “I have a child. So it’s really up to you if you want to have one. I’m not missing out on anything except having a child with you.”

His words made her feel uneasy, it was never something she liked to be reminded of. Now she just regretted bringing it up. “It doesn’t matter,” she shrugged. “It’s too much to “find other options” and there’s no guarantee that’ll work either, we might just end up worse off. It’s okay, I’ve accepted it now. I just wanted to know where you stood.”

[nat-harrison]

samanthanxilson‌:

“Here. There. Everywhere. What have I missed?”

“What haven’t you missed?”

[nat-harrison]

louisadevereux‌:

“And why exactly were you going to do that?”

“You look like fun.”

[louisadevereux]

“Can I fucking help you with something?”

[nat-harrison]

“Well, I was gonna buy you a drink but seeing you’re being rude I’ll pass on that.”

[samanthanxilson]

“Aren’t you a sight for sore eyes?”

[nat-harrison]

“Me? What about you? Where the heck have you been?” 

[nat-harrison]

abel-jones‌:

“Darling,” he cupped her cheek and took a deep breath. Abel’s eyes were filled with reassurance. “You put too much pressure on yourself.” He scanned her facial features, trying to uncover the feelings she felt, the ones that she didn’t want to show him. “As long as we’re together, nothing else matters. If you wanted to try for kids, we have the money to explore other options. If you don’t, I’m not bothered.” His head tilted to the side. “We have all the time in the world, love.”

Natalie smiled although it wasn’t genuine, it was hard to wrap her head around the fact they could try again in the moment so she ignored it. “I’m sorry for worrying you,” she let a chuckle of embarrassment leave her lips. “I just don’t want you resenting me one day, that’s all.”

[nat-harrison]

rileyhxrrington‌:

“Not a lot of pink,” she laughed. “But if she’s anything like me, she’ll love leather and being a tomboy more than anything girly. I suppose that’s more if she’s like you.” Her eyebrow quirked to indicate she was half-joking. 

“Ugh,” Caleb let out a groan, a chuckle shortly following. “You’re just mad my dick’s bigger than yours, that’s what the real problem is babe.” 

[nat-harrison]

abel-jones‌:

“What do you mean?” he furrowed his brows, his hands delicately moving her hair away from her face. They had gotten accidentally pregnant before, although that had ended poorly. “Is that something you want?” he asked lowly, looking over her features for any sign of emotion. “Because you’re all I want, whether we have kids or not.”

“No, I mean,” She let out a sigh and then she looked away. “It’s not about what I want, it’s what you want. I’ve already accepted the fact that I’ll never have kids. I accepted that a long time ago, but I need you to be sure that you’re not gonna wake up one day and fucking hate me because I can’t have kids.” While she paused, Nat’s mind went back to the night of the earthquake. “It’s already ruined us once.” 

[nat-harrison]

scarlettxcarmichael‌:

“I think if he was going to stray, he would have already. You guys are basically married.”

“Hey, we ain’t anywhere near married till he puts a ring on it.” 

[nat-harrison]

scarlettxcarmichael‌:

“Are you worried? About Abel?”

“Yeah, well. He does get bored easily.”

[nat-harrison]

abel-jones‌:

While the question made him immediately clench, no one could have suspected it. His face as stoic as always. “I don’t know,” he shrugged, letting out a low exhale. “I think there’s a few things we’d have to do first.. before that becomes a concern. Where’s the rush?”

“Oh,” Natalie said with almost relief in her voice, it was something she’d been meaning to ask him since the beginning of his relationship but she’d been too busy in her little happy bubble. “There isn’t one,” she quickly followed up with. “I just wanted to know because I don’t know if I can give you that, that’s all.”

[nat-harrison]

abel-jones‌:

“Now you’re starting to worry me.”

“Don’t worry, everything’s fine.” Natalie said with a tone of relief in her voice which shortly followed by a sigh. “I’m just curious to know, do you want more kids now you’re a dad?”

[nat-harrison]

scarlettxcarmichael:

“I wouldn’t worry about Brianna. If Abel wanted to be with her, he would be.. but he’s with you. I suppose that’s how I need to think too but it’s- it’s easier to say the words, you know.” 

“Yeah but you and I will always worry about her won’t we?” 

[nat-harrison]

abel-jones:

“It depends. If it involves asking me to get up, I don’t think my legs work yet.”

“I mean, no but I could have chosen better timing.” 

[nat-harrison]

scarlettxcarmichael:

“I’m sure you felt the same thing, right? With Abel? Like you want it for so long, you almost get used to not having them. Then when you do have them, finally, you just think.. how easily it could be gone.”

“There’s not a day I don’t think of it. I’m terrified Brianna is going to break us apart. But I’ve learned that it’s more my own issues that make me feel that way. It was hard going into it but I wanted it so bad and I love him so much that I just don’t care what the outcome is.”

[nat-harrison]

abel-jones:

*bangs for three hours straight*

“Hey, can I ask you something?” 

[nat-harrison]

scarlettxcarmichael:

“Yeah, I’m — it’s exciting. I think it’s just new so I’m trying not to get my hopes up too high.”

“I don’t think he would do that to you unless he was truly ready babe, you know how much he loves you.”