— NATHANIEL ADAMS

twenty-eight. paramedic. it's hopeless, the end will come and wash it all away. forsaken, i live for those i lost along the way, and i can't remember how it all began to break. you suffer, i live to fight and D I E another day.

[ollie-blake]

“Well, I hope you’ve not given her a reason to be afraid”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“Of course not.”

[briannawilde]

“Nate, you’re going to make me blush and I don’t look very good in red. Thank you though. I slept and had a lot of wine, my body has never been happier. Why bland, though?”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“I’m sure you look stunning in red. That’s always good. Nothing like a good bottle of wine. Nothing interesting has happened, that’s all. I’ve been thinking about going home for a week or two.”

[nat-harrison]

“I’m sorry, I was thinking about fashion week, what were you saying?” 

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“Fashion week, again?”

[artistlaramiller-blog]

“Look are you going to take me home or not? Because if not I would like to keep drinking.”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“I-- no. I wasn’t planning it like that... I just thought it would be nice to talk to someone.”

[opheiaxpierce-deactivated202311]

“What are you looking at-never seen a girl on the verge of tears at a bar before? Take a picture it’ll last longer. Now beat it. Please.”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to stare... Is there anything you want to talk about?”

[evelyn-archer]

“Jesus Christ, Nate, you’re so fucking rude.” 

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“I know, i’m awful.”

[evelyn-archer]

“Would you really make a pregnant woman walk all the way to the shops?” 

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“Yeah. Like you said, you’re a pregnant woman -- not someone with a terminal illness. It’s good for you to get out of your home.”

[ollie-blake]

“Why’s she been avoiding you?”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“Because she’s afraid... That’s all I can think of.”

[jasonhawkinsfbi-deactivated2016]

“Nah, she’s a tough cookie.. Wait, what did you say your name was again?”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“That’s always good to hear. Nathaniel Adams.”

[briannawilde]

“I’m not laughing at you I promise. I’m just…happy, it’s nice to be back. Italy is gorgeous and all but I was feeling homesick already. How’s your year going to far? Am I rambling? I think I’m rambling — sorry.”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“If you’re happy, that’s all that matters. You’re one of the best surgeons i’ve ever met, if not the best. You do too much good, you deserve it. My year so far has been pretty bland. What did you do on your vacation?”

[evelyn-archer]

“Aw, boohoo, you gonna cry to your mommy?” 

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“I can always leave you to get Chinese by yourself.”

[abel-jones]

“Because I like to be alone. Why are you alone at a bar?”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“Tough day at work.”

[ollie-blake]

“Good”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“She’s been avoiding me, but somehow I feel like that’s a good thing. It means she cares.”

[caleb-harrington]

“Alright Mr. Goody Two Shoes.”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“You’re the doctor here, you should know.”

[nat-harrison]

“Are you serious?” 

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“No?”

[briannawilde]

“Ah, commitment issues?”

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“Yeah.”

[caleb-harrington]

“Doesn’t mean I don’t want them back.” 

[nathanielxadams-blog]

“That’s not what matters.”