Unsaid words
" I didn't get to say this, but I miss you Sherlock."
Wato hold on the green jacket Sherlock gave her (or more accurate, tossed on her) she inhales Sherlock scent deeply. Tears flows from her eyes and she starts to sobs lightly. The weight of the feeling.. The feeling of loosing someone with untold words is pushing her from the cliff of agony.
"I'm sorry Sherlock, I should have stayed with you.. I should have trust you.."
Her sobs become heavier, she clutch on Sherlock's green jacket tighter on her chest, tight like she's holding on her lifeline. A lump of pain strike her whole existence at once and it makes her lose track of reality. She spends hours on the rooftop where Sherlock jumped, stayed until all the weight flow along with her tears. She take out a rose and kiss it with all her feeling attached on it. Wato wipe her tears, a small smile spread on her face while looking at Sherlock's jacket.
"How can you be so stupid and at the same time a freak rude genius? What did you think back then? Did you think I will be happy knowing you died for me?"
Wato mumbles weak. All memories start to play on her mind at the moment she places the rose on the floor. She smiled before standing up, stares at the spot where Sherlock jumped. Thinking about all the words unsaid for Sherlock. Only for her.
"I love you Sherlock."
Sherlock watch from far.. Almost invisible (or she is). She stayed there, from the moment Wato arrived.. Until Wato leave and said.. The untold words..
"Someday, I will reach you Wato.. Not now.."
Sherlock steps forward with both hands in her pockets. She stops in front of the laying rose Wato left before. She smiles sadly and pick it up.
"You have a bad taste in choosing a good rose, this rose is not fresh anymore"
She shake her head with a small smile.
"Well.. Wato is always Wato.."
She kiss the rose lightly.
"I wish I'm kissing your lips, I love you too Wato, I will come back.. I promise.."
Ps: I was really shocked upon hearing the loss of our lovely actress Takeuchi Yuko, I can't even describe how I feel, I still can't believe the news. Rest in peace our miss Sherlock.. We will always remember you❤️
