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buckynat quotes that make me cry
“never even realized how lost i was without her. but i always was. just some lost soldier who forgot he ever had a home… until she gave me one.”
“natasha, please. it’s me, bucky… it’s james.”
“i try to imagine my life without her, and all i see is pain. and heartbreak. but at least i’ll be the only one feeling it. i take solace in that thought… and hold on to it for as long as i can. but it won’t be long enough.”
“it’s okay…sshhh… i saved you for a change, that’s all.”
“the kid steve remembers never even existed. no one’s ever been able to see that. no one but natasha.”
“i work better alone.”
“you shot at natasha. that was your last act on earth, pal.”
“she’s mine.”
“leaving has never been a problem for me.”
“i’m going to find natasha… just like i always have.”
“you weren’t trying too hard to help, i noticed.” “hey this was supposed to be your show, not mine.”
“not that i don’t hear stories…” “stories of my failures, no doubt.” “of your charm.”
“captain america is a living legend. you are all the memorial that steve needs.”
“what on earth are we going to do with you, milii moi?”
“i just got him back, it’s not fair.”
“yeah… survival… people don’t understand.” “i do, james. you know that.”
“i think he was the one who made me believe i was a ballerina for several years.” “to be fair, you do have the moves.” “to be fair.”
“why? why me? i don’t believe in two coincidences.”
“spit it out, barnes.” “nothing. stay warm is all. be careful.”
“fine. but no pancake houses.”
“a long time ago, natalia romanova made me remember what it was to feel human. and they punished us both for that, in different ways. fighting her now is like punishing myself all over again.”
“all i’ve ever brought her is trouble… she’s better off without me.”
“natasha is not yours. she belongs to the red guardian.” “you think she belongs to anyone? then you’re as foolish as the others.”
“a little something to let you know i haven’t forgotten either.”
“i just… i know how he thinks. we were both weapons once… to be used.”
“i’m not blind, you know.” “i think i love you, james buchanan barnes.”
“man, do i love my girlfriend.”
“you died, james.” “oh that again… that trick never works.” “not with you, apparently. you’re too stubborn.”
“you’ve been through a lot, natasha. are you sure you want to go back? … i could take you anywhere, you know. we could– you could go away for a while. the world hasn’t been kind to you and maybe you need to just–” “no bucky, i have to go back. thank you for coming for me. “of course, nat. you know i’m always here for you.”
“bucky and natasha together… they’re already like a well-oiled machine. like any good partnership should be.”
“like i said, she always amazes me.”
“going after him is a dead end. i know. i’ve tried.”
“i really missed you.” “of course you did… but go easy on the smooth talk, james. you’re ten hot showers away from being able to touch me.”
“hey now, loverboy. we don’t have all day.” “i know. i just needed a moment.”
“i’m promised to someone else.” “i know… he’s an ass.”
“walk away from this. i don’t want to hurt you.” “i was just about to say the same thing.”
“i’m sorry natalia… i never wanted to get you into trouble. but i guess that’s all i’m good at.”
“had avengers business. didn’t want to wake you.”
“you could at least recognize me.”
“just some lost soldier who forget he ever had a home until she gave me one.”
“if i offered myself up would you take my help? i know you don’t need me. but please, natasha. whatever else we are… let me be your friend.”
“you’ve got this… you always did impress me.”
“and you wear this to mourn her? a black star?”
“do you remember it all? our time together when i was young?” “yeah, i remember everything natalia. and you were the one good thing in all of it.”
“i don’t think it’s ever supposed to be easy, james.”
“nat, i know you’re in there… because i was too when they did it to me.”
“she doesn’t remember their relationship. he does.”
“you might not want to pull at that thread.”
“something else i need to know about?” “darling. sweetheart. absolutely not.”
“you’re a good man.” “not really, no. but you’re the only one who understands that.”
“james, you found me.” “you can’t be surprised. we’re both made of similar stuff. i just hide it better than you do.”
“anything for you, james. as always.”
Reading comics is a lot like reading fanfiction, in the sense that I can pick up a story and immediately say “wtf [insert character here] would never say that” except instead of being written by a fifteen year-old girl in her notes app it is written by the actual adult writers who are getting paid to write this
“A long time ago, Natalia Romanova made me remember what it was to feel human.”— Bucky, Captain America (2005) #27
Black Widow 2004
friendly reminder we'll getting new BuckyNat content with the release of "Women of Marvel" on the 28th February, and it's possible Nat will be back for Thunderbolts #4 in March.
So, basically, official Marvel content for the first 3 months of the 2024.
Finger crossed for more!!!
Natasha and Bucky both being shown to enjoy children and want to protect them; but never being able to have them is some of the saddest writing. Bucky with Kobik and RJ as a mentor only to have them taken away by someone worse than him. Natasha shown to protect women and children over and over again on missions. Having her own two children dead or out of reach. Marvel knows what they are doing with this sadistic writing.
“from the moment i met you, your personality had the most extraordinary influence over me. i was dominated, soul, brain and power by you. you became to me the visible incarnation of that unseen ideal whose memory haunts us artists like an exquisite dream. i worshipped you. i grew jealous of everyone to whom you spoke. i wanted to have you all to myself. i was only happy when i was with you.”
mr oscar wilde, you’re telling me that they’re just friends?
natasha vs. clint
infinity countdown: black widow // occupy avengers #2
I joked about Ed Brubaker being the ultimate fanfic writer goals, and my friend asked me why, and now I’m subjecting everyone to this. Let’s review:
He got his OTP back together: He’s on the record for saying Sharon Carter was always his favorite of Cap’s love interests, and boy does it show. His run opens with them having a conversation and Brubaker just runs from there. They get back together by issue #16, and he was so effective in his writing they haven’t broken up since. One of the Civil War tie-ins is basically the two of them canoodling and having a discussion about ethics and involves Sharon choosing him over her duty. If you read his Secret Avengers run, their relationship figures prominently. There’s a reason why people joke Brubaker is Captain of the ship, because when he gets his hands on it, he goes hard.
He brings one of his favorite characters back from the dead: When he was young, Ed Brubaker was very upset Bucky was killed off. So upset that when he became a comic writer, he brought back Bucky as The Winter Soldier, a story that’s so iconic that it was adapted by the MCU. That’s some good writing.
Wrote said character into a relationship with a popular female character: You know, two decades ago, if you asked “What if Bucky Barnes fucked Black Widow?” people would have been confused and weirded out. But that’s what Brubaker did. He wrote Bucky into Natasha’s backstory, and worked. Not only did it work, but the ship is now considered iconic, and preferred to other BW ships. That’s an amazing outcome for an otherwise crack!ship.
In short, if you ever feel like you’re being too “fanficy” with your work, just channel you inner Ed Brubaker and lean in because your writing could be iconic too.
Bucky/Nat scribble from my sketchbook i fixed up!! snow kissus~
rly typical color scheme/subject i know (-_- )
we’re getting damsel in distress bucky and knight in shining armour natasha
we’re getting damsel in distress bucky and knight in shining armour natasha
more kisses <3 (and a sketch under the cut)
Continua a leggere
i feel like we talk a lot about how much bucky loves nat and why but not how much nat loves bucky, and why. like how she probably looks at him and how much he wants to do good, and he’s reckless and and how she sees parts of that in herself (this is the woman who designed a black cat suit for herself and then threw herself off buildings to punch bad guys). nat who looks at bucky and sees someone whose gone through the same dehumanization, has experienced what its like to have blood on your hands, to have been the bad guy, and to want to atone for it in the only way they really know how. nat, who looks at bucky and knows that he understands the long passage of time and how you can slip from decade to decade in a blink and somehow still be you when you get to the other side of the better part of a century.
natasha loves bucky because he’s earnest and charming and self sacrificing and self deprecating to a fault and at the end of the day he’s got a smile and a soft spot for her to land and how could she not, honestly.
Save me classic black widow 🧎🏻♀️🧎🏻♀️save me🧎🏻♀️🧎🏻♀️🧎🏻♀️
(black widow & hawkeye #1 variant cover)
Bucky knowing Natasha better than anyone else:
Black Widow: Name of the Rose #4
Secret Empire Omega
Web of Black Widow #5
Black Widow (2020) #1
also the best one: