I am not fucking dead
According to the hoax I killed myself 3-4 months ago. Yeah I overdosed and spent some time in hospital then they sent me home to my poor loving family where I died from ācomplicationsā from my suicide attempt. Aaalrighty then.
Iāve got 3 things to say
1. I have not signed into this account in 36 years. I have not been replying to anything in my inbox, messaging, whatever. I disabled all email notifications, I use the app for my personal blog, and I do not check the email address associated with this fandom. I completely disconnected and distanced myself from anything to do with this fucker. I am sorry to everyone who did try to check if the rumor is true, because I did not see any of it so how could I respond. Only one person had the power to contact me outside Tumblr and check for sure, but it just did not occur to her to just text me and be like HEY ARE YOU DEAD? because thatās all it would take just one text, one line, one word, to find out the truth and end this bullshit and Iām so sorry that it has been going on for 3 whole fucking months.
2. The people who broke the news and then those who spread it. Leave them the fuck alone. They are my friends and they honestly meant well. They were just duped. Do not give them any shit for falling for it because hey you probably wouldāve believed it too.
3. This fucked up situation has happened before. With Erik. So.. what.. every time someone leaves Tumblr or goes away on a long break theyāre gonna be announced dead? Whoās next? Sanne? Caroline? Harley? And why does it always have to be suicide? Mix it up a little man. Plane crash, terrorist attack, food allergy.. Use your imagination you boring motherfucker. If youāre going to be a sick psycho fuck at least put some effort into it and try to be creative.
I know this shit is long but I am disappearing again straight after this post, so Iām hoping it answers some questions. Because I will not be here to reply to um replies, reblogs, anything already in my inbox or anything fresh that lands there after yāall read through this crap.
I DONāT WANT TO TALK TO ANYONE.
I love you guys but I canāt do this I gotta go.













