JAMIL VIPER MY GOAT

[naurruh]

There was a whole cookie under one of my tables... fully intact. It was a rasp cheesecake cookie. If you don't want the cookie flag down a worker I would have eaten that off of the palm of someone's hand

[naurruh]

"Can you do this" "Can you do that" Can YOU sub the way? No. All your measly hands are capable of is chipoting the le. Everyone can chipot the le, talk to me when you can sub the way.

[grub-muncher]

This comic only mentions different hallucinations based on sensory modality (which sense it impacts) but there are other ways to categorise hallucinations such as the theme of the hallucination or the severity of the hallucination

Hallucinations don’t only affect schizospec people and can happen to people without a psychotic disorder or any mental illness/condition

[stonathantruther]

deactivated post archive #5

"I often talk about reality checking and going along with it when helping someone deal with delusions, but I felt as if I didn’t really make it clear to what I meant when I said it.

Recently I saw a post similar to “how to sneakily give your delusional friend a reality check when they told you not to” and honestly, that’ll just make us lose trust for you. Because we can tell when you do that."

[Reupload of a deactivated account, these are not my images nor words]

[naurruh]

I feel like my schizophrenia is a joke >:(

Also little insight to what psychotic episodes can be like sometimes maybe if anyone was curious??? My brain is telling me that people will invade my home if I post this but I refuse to be self-manipulated, I must get this out of my head

This was like months ago but I had an episode where I didn't sleep for three nights straight because I hallucinated a clown horn, like the noise a birthday clown makes when someone honks its round red nose??? I heard it right outside my window before I went to bed and grabbed a weapon (it was a lamp) and crouched in my closet for the rest of the night to be prepared for the clown that was totally just gonna jump me. This repeated the next two nights. Same lamp I believe, tis a bit fuzzy though because I was tired

Timeline is night 1 -> day 1 -> night 2 -> day 2 -> night 3 -> clarity by the way

Over the two days that this happened, I was having HORRIBLE paranoia, like literally looking over my shoulder and refusing to go outside unless absolutely necessary. Most of those days was spent in my closet. I fully stand by the idea that I would be locked up if I would have run into a clown over those two days. But like when people would try to talk to me I would make them be quiet and tell them I'm trying not to draw attention to myself (I'm sure the twitching and scratching wasn't helping my cause but okay) one of my friends who always wears really pretty and elaborate alternative makeup told me that I straight up avoided her, so I apologize to any specific alternative people that received pure terror but in my defense I thought you might be a clown with a plan to jump me

Anyway, morning came on day 3, and I went through the same routine I had the last two days, only to suddenly snap out of it and be like "oh my gosh that was such an obvious hallucination" and then fell asleep for like 17 hours

Post episode clarity is the most embarrassing phenomenon ever, I was probably slurring my words on day 2 so bad because I tend to do that with even one night of just not great sleep

tl;dr my brain hates me and schizophrenia lives to make my life a joke

[hilariousseagoat]

Twst au where the scarabia arc happens before octaniville one so jamil and kalim have to help yuu and grim and everyone break out of their deals with azul and Jade and Floyd.(does this mean that leona and the savannahclaw people had to help defeat jamil? Probably and hey thatd influence the ignahyde arc too)(also the ramshackle crowd begging leona for help with the contracts and him being all "I already helped you, go away!! " but being bullied like an older brother to help the lower classmen )

They try to break into the vault by having jamil say he wants to transfer dorms and everything and distracting azul and the tweels(he did not agree to any of this but kalim said they had to help yuu and the others bc they did save all their lives(he might be enjoying himself))

Jamil is judging everyone bc he had no scarbia students sign a deal with azul for the study guides and the fact he has to go be bait for azul(which he didn't think would work but azul is obsessed with him) is irksome

But also azul and Jade and Floyd treat him better than a lot of the other characters do, esp after jamils overblot(is he having a personal crisis about it? Yes he is)

Azul overblotting bc grim or ace or someone blows jamils cover after the contracts get destroyed and azul/jade/floyd are HELLA BETRAYED(jade suspected jamil was up to something and Floyd didn't really care but jamil does feel guilty about it)

Jamil comforting azul after the battle and yeah he doesn't join the octaniville house but he does hang out there more

Also having jamil see azuls overblot form and being flustered about it(also his and the tweels mer forms)

Unofficial dialog

Azul: you want grim and ace and the others free from working here? I'll bet u can't get a specific picture from an undersea museum in 3 days and ill take ransacked as collateral

Yuu, done with everything and not about playing dirty: what about convincing jamil to transfer to ur dorm?

Azul, having a big fat crush on jamil and losing all other trains of thought: wat

Jade and Floyd who know about azuls big fat crush on jamil and seeing how the turn tables have started twisting in the other direction: what

Yuu, smelling blood in the water: yeah what if I convince jamil to come meet with you here and swap dorms instead of all that business with my only shelter in this strange world vs a picture? Jamil must truly need better conditions esp after his lil incident a few weeks ago. He's still suffering and maybe he'll be open to a fresh start

The octatrio having not known the specifics of jamils lil incident but knowing it happened: wat

[ethereal-evenings]

i cannot with this screenshot. i can't. why are they teasing him.

LITERALLY. why would the tweels react like this if they weren't quite literally teasing him for having a crush 😭😭😭

because what else could their angle be? what do they think he's scheming about here?

azul has absolutely spent the last year mentioning his wonderfully intriguing classmate at every turn. they totally know. and they are totally reacting like this because they're looking forward to seeing azul make a fool of himself in front of his crush.

(nobody, absolutely nobody, could have predicted the depths azul would go to.)

[naurruh]

Item: A Recipe Book Rarity: ⏶ Common

Is there a food from a game you would love to have in real life?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

Butterscotch pie from Undertale 🤤🤤

[utatoners]

another belated happy birthday 🎂🐙

[utatoners]

another belated happy birthday 🎂🐙

[utatoners]

another belated happy birthday 🎂🐙