✦ luck ✦

vent acc | 22 | MDNI | they/he | block don't report

[luckylostangel]

✦ it wasn't pretty like the movies 𖦏

𖦏 it was ugly like what they all did to me ✦

previous blogs: angelinurpocket , urluckyang3l & freepocketangel

my pronouns change often , they're always in my bio

side blog: @dodeaddogsbite

i'm a 22 y/o queer transmasc

soy latine ( colombiano 🇨🇴 )

i've lost my halo & wings , but i'm trying to be as angelic as i can be

warning that this blog may contain discussions of: sh , disordered eating (BN currently) , trauma & more

i am on meds & in therapy but i use this blog to vent , not to promote ! block don't report pls <3

if any of this is triggering to you, please just block me. don't report, but do take care of yourself.

MINORS DNI: this content is not for you. if you are struggling with thoughts of hurting yourself, your body image, or anything else, tell a friend, a guardian, or a trusted adult. stay safe, and know you deserve love.

tag system:

luck speaks ★ is general yapping

luck pics ☆ is pictures

luck eats 𓂋 is pictures & discussion of food

luck memes ✮ is any memes i make

luck yearns ✶ is my desires

luck angelposting ᨳଓ is my angelkin thoughts

luck trigger ꩜ is any especially triggering content , which will mostly have a subject line & then a cut before the actual post

luck psych ✙ is anything related to meds / therapy

luck deerposting ⌖ is my deer thoughts

luck moots ❤︎⁠ is anything to do with my lovely mutuals

luck sings ✪ is me singing / playing music

luck writes ✎ is my writing / talking abt writing

luck stans ✯ is anything / anyone i'm a big fan of

luck reads ㅤꨄ︎ is what i read / book thoughts

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having trouble falling asleep again tonight :((

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tw body talk

mom saying how skinny i've gotten while i try not to either celebrate, spiral, or spill the beans that i relapsed lol

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binge / purge behavior + negative self talk

there were a bunch of sweets and i got a whole plate of them and gorged myself like a fucking pig so i don't know if i'll be able to stop myself from purging when i'm home ☹️☹️☹️

my session with my therapist on tuesday's gonna be crazy ugh

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!

managed to not purge !! cleaned a lot instead and hopefully i will not weigh myself tomorrow and thus not spiral 🤞

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binge / purge behavior + negative self talk

there were a bunch of sweets and i got a whole plate of them and gorged myself like a fucking pig so i don't know if i'll be able to stop myself from purging when i'm home ☹️☹️☹️

my session with my therapist on tuesday's gonna be crazy ugh

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binge / purge behavior

ate too many shitty walmart cookies at this dumb work event & now i'm having to keep myself from going to the bathroom & purging . ugh .

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welp

i did not win that fight . i'm mortified by my own behavior ☹️🤕

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binge / purge behavior

ate too many shitty walmart cookies at this dumb work event & now i'm having to keep myself from going to the bathroom & purging . ugh .

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anyway i went on a run of my own volition so who am i

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i forgot to post my second one

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partner to hold me through the pain when

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i feel so ill rn :(((

i can't sleep even tho i have work early sigh ...

i'll just have a bigger coffee than normal i guess ...

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purging behaviors

didn't really binge today , but that was only cus i have a negative balance in my bank account , but i still took lax & that was a mistake 😞 been to the toilet four times in the past half hour ☹️☹️☹️

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augh

a fifth time ☹️☹️☹️🤕🤕🤕

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hhhhhhhhh

*dj khaled voice* anotha one

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anti-trans violence

every time i see anything abt trans ppl being killed i get so fucking triggered & i want to use that energy to fight but instead i just curl in on myself & feel paralyzed from fear

you never think it will be you

but neither did they

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purging behaviors

didn't really binge today , but that was only cus i have a negative balance in my bank account , but i still took lax & that was a mistake 😞 been to the toilet four times in the past half hour ☹️☹️☹️

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augh

a fifth time ☹️☹️☹️🤕🤕🤕

[kissmebeforecourt]

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purging behaviors

didn't really binge today , but that was only cus i have a negative balance in my bank account , but i still took lax & that was a mistake 😞 been to the toilet four times in the past half hour ☹️☹️☹️

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i <3 collaging / graphic designing at night ... here are my beautiful creations ! sharing with the class ~

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can't sleep </3 </3 </3

might redo my theme