They sat on a park bench, held hands, and told each other their stories hour after hour. They were not lonely anymore. They had found and been found by their 100% perfect other. What a wonderful thing it is to find and be found by your 100% perfect other. It's a miracle, a cosmic miracle.
Marred by unpleasant and traumatising past experiences, I oftentimes find what I'm currently experiencing, hard to believe. Over and over I'll ask myself, do I deserve to be this happy? Is this too good to be true?
I mean I know I've exclaimed this is different this time over and over again, but this time around, it really does feel different. It's a kind of feeling that I have never experienced before, not ever in any relationship I've ever had in the past. It's something I can't even begin to describe, but when people often say the phrase 'when you know, you know', it all makes so much sense to me now. It is literally like that.
Relationships should never feel difficult. Falling in love with someone should never be something you feel like you are forced to do - it should just come naturally. A relationship should never stress you out. Like Yin and Yang, when two people fit together, it should require next to no effort at all. Naturally, you should just gravitate towards each other without having to go to extremes, or try too hard. And with you, that is exactly how I feel.
How is it possible to feel such happiness? How is it possible that two people can be so similar? It feels like a dream come true. In my dreams, there always existed a girl who would constantly appear. Her face was never clear. It was different every time. It was blurry, and I would forget by the time I woke up. I was always happy when I was with this person, and I imagined her to be my ideal partner. I would always dismiss this as nonsense, since who ever meets the girl of their dreams? Yet the more time we spend together, the clearer the image of this girl becomes. She's standing right in front of me. Her eyes shimmering and smile radiating such positivity and happiness - and all I can think of is, how can somebody be so perfect? Or more specifically, how can somebody so perfect feel exactly the same way about me as I about them?
Until now, a fear of getting hurt again has prevented me from opening up to anybody. But this time around, everything just feels so right. Like two peas in a pod. Almost as if you were the person I was looking for all along. Now that I've found you, I don't ever want to let you go.