Nazgulious

Knock knock who's there autism He/they Writer, artist (sometimes), cat parent, nerd

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Being friends with someone transitioning MtF as a closeted transmasc is such an insane experience it’s like:

Wow we can trade clothes! I want to get rid of the parts of myself that you are working to gain for yourself. I can teach you how to braid! I wish I could cut off this long hair and give it to you. Someone called us “you girls” and you’re so happy you’re passing and I’m happy for you too! I want to tear off my skin. That’s a beautiful name you’re going by now! I would rather people call me by your old one. Seeing someone start to experience girlhood is wonderful! Let me out let me out let me out.

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An injury? Surely continuing to use the injured body part for the exact thing that led to its injury will fix this!

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Guys (me) will realize they’re attracted to all genders and immediately question if they have feeling for every single person they know

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Realizing I could just make myself smoothies was really life changing

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Had a dream I told Erling Halaand about my trauma and he wasn’t sure how to respond so he just walked back onto the field

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Eating frozen mangos in a hot bath>>>

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Go to BED I need to go TO BED it is SLEEPY TIME I have an early morning why am I AWAKE

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nooo dermatillomania boy get away from the tweezers!!

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It’s amazing how much less worthless you feel after washing your hair

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hmmmmmm surely all my problems will be cured if i buy Another sketchbook

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Surely I will also actually use said sketchbook and not put it on a shelf to be lost forever

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I hate fireworks

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Having a dynamic disability is crazy because I can play + train for roller derby 5 days a week which involves

- Sprinting on skates for hours

- Getting body slammed by people twice my size

- Weight lifting

- Being thrown to the floor

- Jumping, spinning and balancing on one foot

But god forbid I

- Go up one (1) flight of stairs (can’t breathe)

- Stand in line for two minutes (knees lock and I get dizzy)

- Lift my arms to wash my hair (shoulders dislocate and arms go numb)

- Use a pencil for more than 4 minutes (fingers and wrists in agony)

- Try to walk at all (ankles, knees and hips dislocate and/or give out)

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Everyone in the Silmarillion is so important to me in so many different ways

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This is a Fireworks Hate Page

Fireworks are terrible for the environment

They pollute the air and water, they poison animals, the noise causes wildlife to abandon their young

Fireworks are terrible for people

The noise can be physically damaging for your ears, they release pollutants that are dangerous for your lungs and eyes. The noise can also be triggering for PTSD and folks with auditory issues.

Fireworks are terrible for pets

More pets run away on July 4th in the US than any other day of the year, and the noise can be physiologically and psychologically damaging even for indoor pets. The debris is toxic if they ingest it, which does happen.

Filling a bomb with poisonous substances and garbage, then launching it into the air, because you like to see the pretty colors is a Toddler Level defense of this disastrous hobby.

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Conservative beauty standards are back with a vengeance which means it's especially important to go out this summer with bellies out and bodies unshaved. Also be unapologetically disabled with mobility aids and wearable medical devices and stim toys and ear defenders and all that stuff. You need it. People need to see it. Everyone needs to be reminded that life is unquestioningly more enjoyable when you're not living inside an arbitrary set of rules created by people who are offended by all the wrong things.

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Drank one (1) cup of coffee as someone with half the DSM-5 worth of chemical imbalances and zero caffeine tolerance and in the past few hours I have

- Finished an entire drawing in one sitting (usually takes me weeks)

- Forgotten lunchtime existed (not as in missing the time but genuinely being shocked upon realizing there’s a meal I’m supposed to be eating mid day)

- Stomach Pain

- Watched an hour of video essays on the nature of hear-me-outs

- Scratched my cat’s scratching post “for her”❓

- Drank 64 ounces of water

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If I like a character too much they immediately become autistic. Sorry I don’t make the rules.