NEQUAM @ncquams - Tumblr Blog

─── hello and welcome to ncquams

this is an indie smut rp blog. it may feature tab.oo themes.

if you prefer to interact completely sfw (read : no smut ever), please go follow my sfw side blog, sanctimcnia.

i’m mich, i’m 27 and use she/they pronouns, feel free to drop into my IMs anytime !

here’s some quick links

#ncquamspinned

— uh hi there... anyone around and still want to write with me, despite my multi-year hiatus?

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my family is doing a weird get together thing tonight so i will probably be around while they’re doing that.... sorry it’s been so long 😭

- oh hey ... i am actually logged in for once.... if it’s okay for me to reply to our old shit, please like this :)

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uhhh hello hah 😅

— ‘twas my birthday yesterday so i didn’t get a chance to drop by and work on drafts 🙃 but i’m here today

( i’m finally back online to do replies~ if you’re around and want yours first, please like this, otherwise i’m just gonna add them all to the queue and post them when i’m done with all of them! )

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soulrph

send in " it's okay. i got you... " for your muse to invite my muse in to sleep with them for the night after my muse has a particularly bad nightmare.

alternatively, send in " i'm sorry... do you mind if i sleep in here? " for my muse to react to your muse waking in the middle of the night after a particularly bad nightmare.

ncquams

soulmemes:

send in “ it’s okay. i got you… ” for your muse to invite my muse in to sleep with them for the night after my muse has a particularly bad nightmare.

alternatively, send in “ i’m sorry… do you mind if i sleep in here? ” for my muse to react to your muse waking in the middle of the night after a particularly bad nightmare.

#( ask memes )#please specify muse!

— if the power stays on, i’m gonna try and do drafts later tonight~ i hope you all are doing well and staying safe and warm

#( ooc )#i actually thought to myself that 25 degree F was warm today lmao what the hell is going on #it's climate change woohoo :(

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magnoliamemes ‌:

💗 send if you’re open to the possibility of a romantic ship eventually happening between our muses. (if there is chemistry)

#( ask memes )#☺️

— apparently there's a chance our power could go out (on purpose) today so I'm going to avoid doing drafts in case of losing my replies due to outages... But I am around and up for plotting if anyone wants to do that!

leneemusing

memes for that specific brand of ships

SOFTER: “ stop doing that— stop trying to hide your emotions from me. ” “ i can’t make you trust me. but i’m gonna stick around long enough for you to realize you can. ” “ not everyone is just gonna become another scar. some people will stay, if you let them. ” “ i feel like i’ve been living in a storm for so long, like i’m just drifting from wave or wave hoping i won’t drown. ” “ what happened to you? what made you so scared to stay still long enough to let someone in? ” “ i don’t wanna be scared anymore. ” “ even when you smile, your eyes are still sad. ” “ you’re safe with me. you can let go. breathe. ” “ i just want to belong somewhere again. or to someone, i guess. ” “ the thing about never having a home, is you don’t know what to do when you’re finally given one. you just feel like you’re waiting for something to take it away again. ” “ would you just sit still? you’re gonna get an infection if you don’t let me clean this up. ” “ i’m not gonna hurt you. i’m just here to help. ” “ close your eyes. go back to sleep. nothing can hurt you while i’m here. ” “ you looked so peaceful while you were sleeping…i couldn’t bring myself to wake you up. ” “ why do you trust me? ” “ don’t do that— don’t shut down on me. let me in. ” “ you were talking in your sleep again. i’m starting to think they’re memories and not just dreams. ” “ i’m not used to letting people close. i don’t like being vulnerable— but i want to, with you. i want to let you in. ” “ how did you get this scar? ” “ i don’t always need you to fix everything. i just— sometimes i just want you to listen. ” “ you’re so beautiful when you laugh. i wish i could see it more, but maybe it’s the rarity of it that makes it so captivating. ”

DARKER: “ every time i touch you, there’s a moment where you look like you think it will hurt. ” “ why aren’t you scared of me? ” “ you’d accept a caress from the same hands that leave you bruised, just to feel warm. ” “ i’ll kill anyone that makes you hurt like that again. i’d kill them just for taking your smile. ” “ i want to keep you all to myself. i don’t want anyone but us to know the things we do in secret. ” “ you’re mine now. and i won’t let anyone take you from me. ” “ would you kill for me? ” “ i’d cut my heart out and place it in your hands if it would prove my devotion to you. ” “ you love me so fiercely. i’m almost afraid of it. ” “ i know if anyone hurt me, you’d never let them see another day. and i think i like that a little too much. ” “ i know you’re dangerous, but i also know you won’t hurt me. you bark, and you growl, but you never bite. not me, at least. ” “ who hurt you? who made you so sad and lonely? tell me so i can make them pay. ” “ i don’t like the way they look at you. perhaps i’ll cut their eyes out. ” “ “ they hurt me. now i want you to make it better. make them hurt too. ” “ if anyone lays even a single finger on you, i’ll cut it off and feed it to them. ” “ yes. i killed them— but i did it for you. ” “ i had to do it. no one gets to make you sad and get away with it. ” “ i told you, i’ll love you no matter what. i’ll wipe the blood off your skin. i’ll clean the dirt off your hands from every grave you dig. i don’t care if you’re a monster. ” “ you should be scared of me. i like that you’re not. ” “ don’t you know my love could destroy you? ” “ come, sit in my lap and tell me whose blood i should spill tonight. ”

#( ask memes )#please specify muse!#( queued )#please feel free to still send even though this is queued!!!