hiii! opened this app after a longggg time! and yes lol i think it's safe to say that i'm never coming back to writing fanfics again over here.
the reason i stopped writing in the first place was i really wanted to give all the attention to my studies as it was my final semester at that time. and then after that, i never really got into writing again. i would also say that i'm not the kind of fan i once was of nct. yes, i do still keep up with them, but not as aggressively like i used to before. i've shifted away from an active fan to a passive fan of overall kpop. life happened, i guess :) but i do still watch kdramas regularly, tho hahaha. that's not going away anytime soon. and still, nct and my other favs are my phone wallpapers, and i still use a photocard on the back of my cover hahahah, never getting over the aesthetic of it all lmao.
to all the friends i made in the writing community (i'm ofc still connected to a few on other apps). but to all i lost contact with over the years, if you see this, thank you so much for listening to my stupid ideas and proofreading and providing me with ideas as well! all the deciding banners for the fic, running a network, having fun on dicsord, and also to the friendship in general, i miss you all!!!
and now, lastly to all my readers. thank you so much for reading all the crap i put out and encouraging me to write more crap hahaha. without the interest yall showed, i don't think i would've even had the will to keep going on and to become someone whose fics get 1000 notes! it was always so bizarre to see people actually liking the things i put out. but i also wanna say sorry to all the ones who were waiting for the last fanfic i had put the teaser out for. lots of you had asked to be on the taglist, but sadly i won't be putting it out at all.
but about all my fics i've already put out, i think i will leave them here as it is for anyone to re-read until i feel like taking them off i guess. in the meantime, i'm just gonna self reblog my fics for old times' sake. thank you so much again!
pairing: johnny suh x female reader ft. haechan, jaemin, renjun, doyoung and an oc
genres and tropes: spooky, funny (atleast meant to be), some fluff
warnings: mention of alcohol, cursing
word count: 1.8k
a/n: @alreadyblondenow and @asimplereckoning, here is some trash writing, sorry if i couldnât transform your great ideas. here goes nothing cause iâve never written humour, ever. iâm not funny irl, idk how iâm gonna be funny on text. just thought to put out something lighthearted in the midst of all the horror fics around. anyways enjoy some trash writing hahahah
this a part of the NEO HALLOWEEN EVENT hosted by @nct-writers.
âWhat?!â you and Johnny exclaimed in sync. You set down your red solo cup with force, causing some of the beer to spill.Â
âYup, you heard me right. I dare you both to make out in the nearby graveyard.â Haechan smiled at you smugly.
First of all, you were dragged to this halloween party by your best friend, Jia. Second, you were forcefully made to play this stupid game. And now, you were supposed to make out in a graveyard with someone you barely knew! You shot daggers through your eyes at Haechan, who so happened to be Jiaâs boyfriend. Both of them had been trying to set you up with this guy called Johnny since you had stepped into this party.
You looked down, sulking at the empty bottle, which had oh so conveniently stopped spinning to point right in between you and Johnny.Â
can i request smut with innocent church boy mark lee?
a/n: oomffff we all just wanna corrupt morkie don't we? lmaoooo just kidding,,,, hope you like this!!
mark lee x female reader || smut (warnings: profanities, oral sex (m), unprotected sex (this is fiction, wrap it up irl), corruption kink (i guess?), first time for morkie and his hormones out of control lol) || word count: 1.8k
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church had just ended and mark was out in the parking lot with his parents, while they talked to their fellow church mates. he stood there, hands in his pockets and kicking the dust with his feet, not paying attention to the conversation going on in front of him. but his ears perked up at the mention of your name.
"oh yes y/n came home last night for the holidays." your mom said to mark's parents.
"she hadn't been home for 4 years now. just us visiting her over there everytime." your father spoke.
"yeah after school she went off straight to college right? wish we could have met her." mark's mother smiled.
"oh she should be here any minute." as soon the words left your father's mouth, you shouted from across the lot.
"mom! dad! i'm here." you waved at them enthusiastically.
you were older than mark by two years, but you had always been friends from when you were little.
mark couldn't stop staring at you. you were totally not what he had anticipated. you looked more mature than he had last seen you. you were wearing clothes which defined your curves at the right places and a bit of your skin exposed. mark gulped when you were started walking closer to them.
his gaze got fixated on your breasts. how they were perked up because of your bra and how your top just deliciously curved around them. mark couldn't help but think how it would feel to have his hands-
"hey mark." mark tore his gaze from your chest towards your face at your voice.
fuck. all the blood rushed down to mark's dick when he met your eyes.
"h-hey y/n."mark looked down, embarrassed and quickly held his hands in front of him to hide his growing boner.
"why don't you guys catch up while we adults go talk with our other friends?" your mom insisted and you waved at them bye.
you both walked a little distance to a bench on the side of the church.
"so, how have you been morkie?" you looped your arm with mark's while you walked. he blushed immensely by the use of his childhood nickname. mark failed to make eye contact with you throughout while you talked and you laughed at how innocent he still was, not to mention his erection still straining against his boxers.
that night he felt wrong but still jerked off to you, your name leaving his lips as he moaned quietly in his room.
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"ugh.â mark discarded his tenth shirt for the night.
him and his family had just moved to a different house and what better occasion than a house warming to invite you for a dinner. when mark had heard your family was coming over, mark didnât know what took over him but he had showered made efforts to look decent.Â
finally settling for a black t-shirt and a maroon shirt on top of it, combined with black pants, mark tamed his hair a bit and put on some cologne.
âmark come down, theyâre here!â markâs mom called for him.
mark was nervous as he came downstairs. his eyes widened when he saw you enter behind your parents. you were wearing a dress that hugged your curves and before he knew it, mark was staring at your chest again.
this time his gaze was broken due to his mother calling him. mark had stopped midway through climbing down and started staring at you. he cursed internally and stepped down the rest of the way. never had he cursed so much in his life until he saw you a few days ago, nor had he touched himself so much before.
throughout dinner, mark had tried to not look at you but failed terribly. and it was not like you were oblivious to his stares. you just thought it was really cute and had to suppress your giggles in front of your parents.
as the adults were settling for some drinks after dinner, mark's mom suggested that mark show you around the house.
"and y/n's parents already saw it last week, so why don't you give her a tour and maybe spend some time catching up?" his dad said.
"o-okay." mark stuttered, the thought of being alone with you immediately running through his mind.
mark showed you around the ground floor and then took you upstairs. he didn't know why but he bought you to his room at the last.
you entered his room with curiosity. mark was behind you and you suddenly halted, causing mark to bump into you. specifically, markâs crotch into your ass.
"oh sorry." you mumbled without looking back and went ahead to examine mark's bookshelf. fun fact, you knew the effect you were having on mark right now. his flustered behaviour and slightly squeaky tone gave it all. and let's just say you had a few thoughts in your mind.
the shelf was a height causing you to stretch up on your tip toes to grab a book. you dress hiked up and most of your thighs and a little bit of your ass were on display for mark. if he had tried to control himself before, right now he couldn't. he could feel himself getting a boner around you, yet again.
"fuck." mark muttered and placed his hands in front of himself, turning away from you.
"what happened mark? did you say something?" you started walking towards him.
he jolted in surprise when you placed a hand on his shoulder, turning him around to face you. the smile on your face had mark gulping and almost rubbing his crotch on his hands.
"n-no. nothing." he looked everywhere but at you.
"i think you got a problem morkie." you said in the sweetest tone causing mark to whip his head to look at you, eyes wide and mouth open. he gulped once again when he saw you looking directly at his crotch.
"uh no! it's uh- it's nothing." you just laughed at his flustered behaviour and pulled mark to sit on his bed.
"what-" you placed a finger to his lips and pushed mark's knees apart, kneeling down in between them. you gripped his hands and removed them from his crotch. you could see the obvious tent in his pants.
you looked up at mark. "now morkie, do you think i didn't notice you staring at me?" you smriked at him. he looked at you with doe eyes. how could you use his nickname so sweetly when you were sitting in between his knees, face levelled with his boner?
"i- i, i swear i didn't mean to and-" mark tried to hide his crotch again, his boner growing by the second and his face becoming hot. you gently pushed away his hands and rubbed your hands up and down his thighs, slowly creeping up towards the tent in his pants.
"do you want this mark?" you whispered at him while batting your eyelashes.
you looked so heavenly at that moment that mark could just gulp and nod his head.
"i need some words baby." mark almost came in his pants at the name you called him.
"uh- yes." he spoke in a little voice.
he sucked in a breath as your hand came in contact with his clothed dick. he let out a small moan and bucked his hips as you gripped him hard over his pants.
"you're so cute morkie." you said as you unzipped his pants and took out his cock from his boxers. you licked your lips at his size. you gave a kitten lick to his tip and mark let out a whine. you swallowed him whole and squeezed the rest of his length with your hand. mark bucked his hips yet again, not being able to control himself.
you released his cock from your mouth and spoke, " it's your first time morkie, isn't it?" you grinned at him. mark threw his head back, eyes closed and just moaned as your hands did amazing work around his cock, now fully erect.
his eyes shot wide open as you abruptly halted all your movements.
"do you wanna feel my pussy morkie?" half mesmerised by you, he could only nod. you put on a show of removing your underwear and got into the bed next to him. you turned mark around so now he was facing you. your dress bunched up at your waist, you spread you legs open in front of him. mark stared at your wet core, his cheeks feeling hot.
you grabbed his fingers and brought them to your core. mark let out a small gasp when his fingers touched your arousal. "see how wet you've made me baby?" you smirked at him, queit moans falling out of you. mark's gaze was now fixated in between your thighs as you pushed down the top of your dress, your breasts now on display for mark.
almost fascinatingly, he pushed one of his fingers inside you and you let out a moan. mark couldn't help but think how it would feel to have his inside dick inside your warm core, your soft walls encompassing him.
"can i- um, can i be inside you?" he asked tentatively.
you laughed at how innocent he sounded while asking. you nodded at him and pushed him down on the bed so that he was laid flat. you pushed down his pants more and situated yourself on top of him.
you could see mark's nervousness written all over his face as his eyes grazed your body. "mark?" you called him and he looked at you. "tell me if you don't want to do this." he immediately started denying and telling how he wanted it. before he could overthink even more, you sat down on his cock and mark let out a loud moan.
you put your hands on his chest and started moving your hips up and down. you leant down and whispered in mark's ears to be queit since your parents were still downstairs.
before he knew it, mark was thrusting upwards meeting your hips desperately at this point. you guided his hands to your hips, so he can hold you in place.
"yes mark, faster!" you encouraged him with your moans and whimpers, and within seconds mark was cumming inside you. you clenched your walls around him and a whimper left his mouth, as his seed coated your walls.
mark's eyes suddenly shot open in panic, "wait! i came inside-"
"shhh," you pressed a finger to his lips, "it's alright, i'll take a pill." mark let out a sigh of relief but he still felt like a fool for doing that.
after catching a few breaths you spoke, "not so innocent now, hmm morkie."
now realising what had happened, mark was embarrassed as hell. you made fun of him while getting dressed up and both of you made your way downstairs, mark still embarrassed behind you.
"did you guys have fun catching up? i'm sure you must have had a lot to tell each other." mark's mom pulled you into her arms in an affectionate hug.
you smiled at mark and winked at him.
"we sure did."
a/n: yikes honestly don't know how it is. lmk pls.
a/n: some jaehyun filth because it just happened that way lmao. feedback is appreciated <3
You absolutely hated studying for tests. Your relationship with studying hung on loose threads. It was a struggle, but somehow you managed to score to get you through the semester. And ofcourse, your boyfriendâs constant nagging. Dating the class nerd had its cons and you had to come to accept them. Even though you loved Jaehyun, he could be very anal about studies and you were literally the opposite.
Guess thatâs why they say âopposites attractâ.
a/n: this is for my bitch @raibebe because we keep making stupid bets. hope you like this filth!!!! its my first poly nomin fic and i am nervous because i absolutely suck at threesomes. omg this is so filthy, need to take a dip in holy water. please leave feedback <3
The tunes of the electric guitar blared through the speakers in the center.
You stood at the front of the enlivened crowd cheering for the band up on stage. The two lead singers, having your mesmerised gaze on them. You watched the veins pop out in their neck as they gave their all in singing. The ridges on Jenoâs arm standing out as he gripped his guitar tightly, the way Jaeminâs hand was enclosed tightly around the microphone, and their ethereal faces glossed with sweat as it trickled down their temples. Fuck.
This all made them even hotter than they already were. A lot of bras were being thrown at them and you couldnât help but feel a bubble of laughter forming in your throat at those poor girls screaming for Jeno and Jaemin to screw them.
You quietly shut the door of the kidâs bedroom after you were assured she was asleep. With a satisfied sigh, you climbed down the stairs and into the living room.
Glancing at the clock, you saw that it was already past 11pm. You were babysitting for Mr. Jung who had just moved into the neighborhood with his seven year old daughter. You had your other responsibilities and college stuff, so why exactly were you here in your neighborâs house at this hour of the night?
Well, it would be an understatement to say that Mr. Jung was good looking. The man was fine as hell, had the body of a Greek god and he even smelled heavenly. The features on his face complemented each other perfectly and made him look like he was sculpted by an amazing artist. And oh, he was definitely packing down there. The number of times he had caught you staring at him was embarrassing and he probably knew already that you had the hots for him. He was a whole ass meal and had several people drooling for him.
Mr. Jung was basically a sex god and someone every girl dreamed of.
nakamoto yuta x female reader || college au, friends with benefits, smut, angst
warnings: profanities, toxic relationship, toxic behaviour from both, child neglection, alcohol usage, smoking, drug use, smut (oral sex, fingering, protected sex, unprotected sex (once)) || word count: 5.3k
playlist: young and dumb - cigarettes after sex | if you - big bang | if you do - GOT7
this fic is a part of The Arcana: Love Readings collab hosted by @jenojamâ and @donkey-hyuckâ.
tarot cards spread:three cards; cards: the star (upright), the hermit (reversed), the chariot (reversed)
a/n: this was a⊠very self indulgent fic. sorry for that shdsjh. thanks to v and vy for hosting this collab! i had a lot of fun writing this! hope you like reading this. :)
âit hurts to let go, but sometimes it hurts more to hold on.â
you didnât expect to make a routine of watching the charming and beautiful junior irritated every morning, but you also didnât imagine falling for him.
pairing: jung jaehyun x female reader
genres and tropes: college au, fluff, romance, suggestive
warnings: slight cursing, making out, suggestive
word count: 2.9k
playlist: star blossom- doyoung, sejong | i like me better- jaehyunâs cover
a/n: sooo finally posting this!! itâs my first jaehyun fic :D. also iâm like really bad at writing fluffs, so be prepared for my bad writing >_<. and i wanted to keep this short sweet just a lot of fluff hehe.> thanks to @neoyounghoâ and @xiaocvltsâ for helping me out with this. you guys are angels <333. also thank you to my soulmate kira, i would not have written this if it was not for her. anywhooo, hope you enjoy reading this lovely peeps!
this fic is a part of the âBack To Schoolâ event by @kpopscapeâ.
You sleepily turned on the screen of your phone and looked at it through barely opened eyes. 7:01 am. You yawned loudly and stretched. Throwing the sheets off, you got up and made your way to the window.Â
The just risen sun could be seen. A chilly, fresh breeze came in as you opened the shutters, signalling that fall had begun. Autumn was your favourite season. But then who doesnât enjoy observing the leaves from the trees and plants changing into multi-colored works of art before finally falling away? The chilly but not freezing weather, not to mention the flannel shirts and loosely knitted sweaters you got to wear and the earthly aroma with the hint of pumpkin spice and coffee in the air, just perfect.
so i'm finally done with grad school and i lowkey wanna finish my wips and start posting again đ.... but i'm not sure if my ideas are even fresh now because its been 3 years đ
âwhatâs your dream jobâ im so glad you asked. picture this. i am the lone employee of a strange and mysterious tchotchke/bookshop in the middle of nowhere, full of fun and interesting things that i am allowed to take for the low low price of free of charge. i get one, exceedingly interesting, customer per hour. i work no more than twenty hours a week and am salaried 3 million dollars
i know i'm on hiatus rn but if any of you are putting my fics into ai i will delete my entire blog straight up. i decided to leave my blog open so yall can still read them, so don't ruin it for everyone.
any asks i get about ai will be blocked and deleted.
