Headcanon: Muu's Fashion and Stylistic choices made in Adulthood
A very drastic distinction in the aesthetics of teen (and young adult) Muu versus his adult counterpart is that, come his mid twenties, he fully adjusts his wardrobe to only contain women's attire. This includes an ownership of a wide variety of skirts, dresses, women's cut trousers, shorts, shoes, and even socks. And, yes, his collection also includes panties and bralettes. He only owns one pair of men's briefs and those are strictly for lounging around at home purposes.
No, he has not, nor ever will, self identify as a "femboy" due his preference towards women's clothing. He also doesn't associate his decision as being indicative of an underlying gender crisis. Very genuinely enjoy being, and identifying as, a cismale. There is some blurriness due to deeply internalized insecurities over being less than the average man, but acknowledging them has revealed that he would be equally as unhappy with himself if he were to adapt to life as a woman as he would be by just being himself.
Muu dresses the way he does entirely on behalf of the fact that he encounters a significant amount of body dysmorphia when wearing traditional men's clothing. Being underdeveloped cognitively and physically from a lack of puberty advancement in his late teens, paired with copious amounts of societal isolation from same sex peers / romantic partners, ultimately combined into developing the rationale that he would draw less of a threat to himself if he took on a more womanly appearance than if he stayed looking boyish amongst men.
His secondary reason is simply just holds relation to his wife, Hannah. During the loneliest and most violent time in his life, he had her as essentially his only source of unconditional kindness and friendship. Something that he grew to very fondly enjoy during their time together was to be silly and dress up in articles of clothing pulled directly from her closet. Even after ten years exactly from those memories, he truthfully cannot say he's ever laughed as hard as he used to when parading and dancing about her apartment wearing nothing but underwear stolen from her dresser.
Ultimately, wearing women's clothing just brings forth a sense of relaxation that he hasn't felt any obligation to stray from even as he enters his 30s. He especially contributes the fact that he has never encounter any embarrassment from anyone over looking feminine. Bullying has essentially been nonexistent to him ever since shutdown, so he's never felt too scared about anyone messing with him in a threatening or inappropriate way. Admittedly, he so rarely leaves the house to even possibly encounter any of these things, but he doesn't really consider that has a reason to begin feeling worried about his personhood while in public spaces. The only things he knows are that he loves dresses most of all, and that if it comes in the color pink, that's the color he's buying it in.
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