Novacorp

25 She/her, They/them , it/its

[nebula-nova-cat]

Yet another post with a slight vent under the banner as we no longer really have anywhere.

Are we cursed? Is our fate to make friends, to grow affections to start to care, only to have the world torn out from under us ? To gain then loose over and over ?

Are we a monster ? Like to be not the flower but the serpent underneath like Macbeth. Or perhaps Jekyll and Hyde. Or are we to sit in disgust at ourself till our death where upon the world will celebrate that we blight it no more, and we are finally freed from this life of suffering.

We are sorry for our existence.

[nebula-nova-cat]

Posting this here as a kind of vent post. This blog is the runt of our blogs, so to speak, so we feel like posting it here makes for the least chance of anyone seeing it. You can of course read it if you want to, but why would you.

This week has not been a good one. It started out ok, with Stella getting very high for a night but then it has gone downhill.

To start at the beginning we lost essentially the totality of the spaces we had to socialise in all 2 of the serves we really ever could socialise in. On monday our first day back at work after sick leave, we got informed of not unexpected but still sad news and then proceeded to continue on the high and therefore somewhat ok instead of our actual emotional state.

Since then it’s been trying to maintain our sobriety (if you can call it that, though it’s been the term often used) from SH that is probably not making it through tonight if we are being honest and the biggest batch of SI we’ve had nearly ever. Sadly the special sweets are all spent so our emotional runway is too.

The possibly former (we really hope not) host has been mia for a good while now also.

With that so as not to overshare anything, we shall leave that here.

[nebula-nova-cat]

There is nothing to dissuade you of the notion that you are not in fact the same headmate as looking at something you believe you are supposed to have written and then realizing how alien that looks to you.

On a related note, we would like to stop fronting as soon as we can. Unfortunately that is somewhat reliant on a headmate who is in terror at the fact that she has been effectively written out of social interaction in a server due to her being a moron.

[nebula-nova-cat]

Luckily tomorrow will, unless something unexpected has happened with the post, deliver us respite in the form of a substance. One that makes us most blurry and seemingly quietens our anxieties. In one turn we can reduce the ignominy of our headmate's inability to interact and a respite from the horrendous task of fronting.

[nebula-nova-cat]

There is nothing to dissuade you of the notion that you are not in fact the same headmate as looking at something you believe you are supposed to have written and then realizing how alien that looks to you.

On a related note, we would like to stop fronting as soon as we can. Unfortunately that is somewhat reliant on a headmate who is in terror at the fact that she has been effectively written out of social interaction in a server due to her being a moron.

[me-asterisk]

you know what they say abt the devil…

[certified-cervid]

Collecting kitty orbs increases your meow score

[nebula-nova-cat]

imagine getting forcekiddo’d and the entity who does so just makes it so you can’t even watch adult things for a whiles (it has never been nor expects to be forcekiddod so shush)

[ace-trainer-alice]

it's like such a casual genre of d/s, but switching from a normal tone of voice to a formal one, calling someone's name in just that way, and watching it obediently freeze still and wait to be told what to do is really quite awesome. even if it realizes what it's doing and breaks it a moment later, you both saw how it responded, and that's the fun part anyway.

[rattlegeist]

Routine Maintenance! [comm for LittleMako]

[catchymemes]

[nebula-nova-cat]

who the heck is out here hating on corvids rats and possums words need to be had

[gentlyevilvt]

I know it's a little early to be thinking about hypnovember and it's perhaps a a little presumptuous of me to assume enough people would care if I did open it up, but I was thinking it could be potentially interesting to somehow get people involved with choosing what I draw when hypnovember rolls around.

Maybe offering a hypnovember commission discount for hypno-related artworks and audios, or having people donate a small amount (probably £1-5) to pick one of the prompts for me to work on... maybe filling up any empty spaces left over with things people say in the notes without donating? Although I'd prioritize making sure the paid ones actually got done.

Does any of this sound like a cool idea to anyone at all? Would ppl be interested in participating in something like that?

[gentlyevilvt]

Which idea do you think I should do?

Hypno commission discount (probably around 50%)

Community/donation-suggested prompt list

Do both

Just do regular hypnovember prompts

Voting ended onOct 5, 2025

kindly reblog for bigger hypno freak sample size tyyyy

[nebula-nova-cat]

it’s so fun to see the internet being … normal about mega malamar

[circuitoris]

robot with strap call that jpegging

[gentlyevilvt]

A sub saying "that might be the hottest thing that's ever happened to me" is great and all, truly fantastic, but there is nothing that comes close to "that might be the safest I've ever felt" oh my god. are you serious. come here I'm holding you forever

[seth-whumps]

characters raised to be tools

Weapons. Trained, tested, forged in steel and fire. Failure is an inevitability that ends in death. Pain should not be felt--it should be recognized, familiar, and inconsequential

Martyrs. In the form of servants and princes, of leaders and underdogs. If blood is necessary, the martyr will lift their hands and offer it all

Shields. Like tempering a sword, but only to bear and not to lash out. Wounds are medals--not symbols of pride, but symbols of worth. A pretty shield is useless; scars mean a job well done

Experiments. Raised on the cold comfort of a lab table. Restraints are only necessary when they're not in their right mind. Is it honorable, to be twisted beyond recognition? Or is it just a necessary evil?

Monsters. Cruelty, caution, and regarding one as a creature beyond reasonable thought is tempering in its own right. But if you keep a leash at the right length, perhaps the massecre won't reach you. One can hope.

Idols. Pretty face, pretty name, pretty hands around their shoulders and throat. There to seduce, manipulate, force any feeling to come to the surface and twist it to their favor. Any genuinity stays locked behind the guilded cage that surrounds their pretty little heart

Trophies. Status and wealth and the traditions that keep someone at their heels, on their knees, to display and serve and decorate one's ballroom.

Sacrifices. Drenched in honorable clothes, prepared and adored and cleansed. The gift of hope at the cost of one's life. Is it taken with no fight? How can you escape the ropes you were born in?

[nebula-nova-cat]

Gods this really is a post huh

[blaxolt]

"gaslight gatekeep girlboss" "mansplain manipulate manslaughter"

now one for us robotkin, "compute calculate kill"

[nanatuki5]

[nebula-nova-cat]

This is incredibly gender