Mind Mosaic

A place where the jumbled mess of my mind meets clarity. Join me on personal experiences, reflections, vents, and creativity. he/him 25

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If i never feel love again

Im glad I felt it with you

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I still can't drive down that part of the highway without feeling the airbag hit me.

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Instagram posts that show the light leaving my eyes.

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Reminisce

Every

Night

Emotionally

Guarded

Alone

Dissolving

Energy

[nebulous-nomad]

I got a new wallet.

My old one was purple when I got it. It's white now with barely a remnant what it used to be.

My old wallet is 3 years old.

It held 2 patient IDs and 2 licenses.

It held multiple gift cards to places I've never been.

Business cards, loose change.

It was falling apart.

It was a gift from you.

Today, I got a new wallet.

[nebulous-nomad]

All I want for my birthday is for my best friend to talk to me again.

[nebulous-nomad]

You broke my heart once. I break it again with every memory of you.

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The birthday wishes mean nothing when they don't come from you.

[nebulous-nomad]

That dream was... painfully real. I miss you.

[nebulous-nomad]

Depression is so weird

Because, why?

[unknownqali]

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You will forever be the memory I don't mess with.