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gay fucking pride

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imagine 3 years from now, we run into eachother at our favorite beach or our favorite coffee shop. how would we approach eachother? would you keep your head down and walk away or tell me everything I've been waiting for years to hear?

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it gives me peace at night knowing we are under the same sky and share the same stars

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I almost went a full day without thinking about you... then 2am came and now I can't stop.

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I remember your birthday. August 17 I remember your middle name cause you don't have one. I remember your favorite color. yellow because it reminds you of the sun I remember how you are afraid of the dark, and you never make wishes at 11:11, and you believe in equal rights, and you hate cats and love dogs (except poodles) and while you dress girly you have the emotions of a guy. I remember how you couldn't sleep because your mind was constantly running and it never quite met the finish line. but do you remember mine? do you remember things about me? do you remember?

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I am no longer a moving box I do not have a label stating FRAGILE Men no longer need to be afraid to handle me They do not need to be afraid of breaking the contents within because everything inside is already broken It's already too shattered to become more damaged but you can try You can try to shake and rattle me but it won't hurt me anymore I will no longer feel the pain that you once inflicted on me because I am not a moving box You cannot move me anymore.

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and the thing is, you're hurting me by not realizing that you're hurting me

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fuck, I fell in love with her.

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I told her I love her, but now it's too late

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it takes time for something beautiful to be created, and our timing is all wrong

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When you're laying in bed at 3 am crying about your broken heart remember that somebody out there has an unfathomable amount of love for you, and that person is me. I love you. But now I'm the one crying because I'm laying here wondering who loves me and I know it's not you.

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I am afraid to tell you I'm leaving because I know it will hurt me more than it will hurt you... I don't want to see you happy without me and I know that is selfish but that's how it always seems to go, I love more than I am loved.

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When we first met, I knew you were beautiful, that was never a question. But now I that I really know you, the word beautiful doesn't begin to describe you. You are so far beyond that and I wish there were words to describe it. There is a whole new side of beauty that I have discovered, like when you are passionate about something, your eyes beam. And when you think you are being funny, your smile glows. And when you are upset, your heart pours. And when you talk, your mind radiates. I think a beauty like yours is rare and should be held onto like a treasure.

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I'm just waiting for you to tell me to stay

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I love you, and I wish I could tell you that, but you are so far from loving me and I don't think I can handle that

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it's funny how I was there for you, on-call, any second you needed me. I dropped everything for you. I still would do anything for you. and for what? for you sit back, watch and continue to act like I was nothing to you?

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it's funny how many people act like they care when they are expected to

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