Odd Little Thoughts

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[urvogel-arts]

Finished a commission! I’m quite proud of how this one turned out

[urvogel-arts]

I’ve been working on a few commissions lately! I’m currently moving onto rendering this one soon.

[particle-e]

[time-left-to-kill]

et tu brute?

[sofnaskinder]

Pikachu doodles to destroy artblock

[somie]

Kruoodle collection no 10. Officially reached double digits wow... As you can see I'm very normal

[necey]

Yet another art for the Pinkerlocke! I love Sunshine's hair, it looks like a sparkling night sky :D

[necey]

More art? On my blog? It's more likely than you think!

This Pinkerlocke has me drawing, which is incredible. I hope I did Verdia justice, she's not the easiest dragon to color.

[necey]

Did an art for the first time in FOREVER! I like him! This is Chip, my lovely Dusthide from Flight Rising.

[softbrah]

“online fandom bestie that you once shared intense intimacies with but don’t really talk to anymore simply bc we drifted into new blorbo obsessions” is such a specific type of relationship that has to be impossible to explain to anyone who hasn’t experienced it

[somie]

Kruoodle collection no. 9!!

I've been so busy... But i miss them everyday...

[endivinity]

dogs with clothes ft. green

[vergolophus-archive]

i've known Gecqua for less than 24 hours and i'm obsessed

[vergolophus-archive]

Yup I'm still obsessed.

[appaeve]

yeah

[maridoodles]

scribble

[theveryworstthing]

the fight is harder each year.

[theveryworstthing]

gotta keep going because nothing ever stops.

[theveryworstthing]

you deserve to be new and whole.

[nervosityperson]

Can someone explain what’s happening besides someone being reborn?

[naamahdarling]

In the first comic, which is from the Warrior’s point of view, the Warrior has defeated the Monster, who jeers that there will always be another Monster to fight. The Monster dissolves into mist, leaving another tiny, baby Monster in its place. The Warrior picks up this helpless new baby Monster and carries it away. They will try again and do better this time.

In the second comic, which is from the Monster’s point of view, the Monster says that this has to happen; it can’t come with the Warrior, and there will always be another.  It tells the Warrior to use what they have learned to fight.  It wants to die knowing that the Warrior has hope for the future.  It dissolves into mist, and the exhausted Warrior collapses. The new baby Monster comes and brings the Warrior some water in a leaf.  Because we are reading this in the Monster’s voice, we realize that it is a new Monster, but also somehow, magically, the same.  We also see that the Monster is not inherently evil.  It is only very strong, and inevitable.

The third comic is a dialogue between the Monster and the Warrior.  The Warrior is exhausted and horrifically wounded. The Monster is also horribly maimed.  They are both dying. The Warrior doesn’t want to fight anymore.  The Monster tells them to rest and heal. The Warrior hands over their amulet, and we see the Monster’s paw become a hand just before they both dissolve into mist.  It clears, revealing that the Monster has turned into a beautiful humanoid, who says they will take care of the new baby monster the Warrior has turned into.  The two have changed roles.  The Warrior takes up the former Warrior’s gear and strides into the new year with the new baby Monster riding on their shoulders.

It is a beautiful, ruthless, hopeful metaphor about keeping up the good fight, year after year, even when we are worn down, and how we can still face the new year with hope and light, no matter how painful the last one was, and how it is okay to rest if we can’t fight.