Needing Languor

i need a break, i need a kitkat

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spring heaves and amidst the rot of last year stifling and nurturing here enjoins tangles of i fray i fray i fray i fray i fray i fray i find i suffice in the intimacy of seasons to come

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okay lol I need to stop being so friendly online

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never thought I would have THIS problem honestly, and it sucks because I care so much about these people.

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okay lol I need to stop being so friendly online

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i feel fucking lightheaded

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i suspect a double triple whammy of heartbreak in the next month or so

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the tears just dont stop flowing

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im in no position to meet any fucking obligations rn

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ive never genuinely desired someone as much as i am right now

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maybe im being too greedy

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its so joever for me

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every oomf is slowly becoming yoomf (oomf i yearn for)

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if i do anything stupid, cast me among the trees. i belong with nature not mankind.

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i don't want to be buried under my dead name but if im dead i wont have to worry about that or anything else and that's so appealing right now

[needinglanguor]

the air is frigid, i miss you already my sun

[st-just]

Many different species of lethal embarrassment in the world, but none quite so lethal as convincing a friend to sit down and watch a movie/show which changed your life when you first saw it only to realize with dawning horror that it's mid at best.

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shower in my passion and splay my ribs into an orchid. my haruspex my fate your sacrifice your love.

what do you see?