life is confusing, so let out my thoughts

Space to allow my thoughts to exist with no filter. my age: 21+, contains NSFT, MDNI

[neednofilterz]

Letting out my thoughts here from where I don't feel confident or comfortable otherwise; just a space to process, reflect, vent, extrapolate, and process my thoughts, experiences, and feelings.

[blole-hack]

Pararelational / Relationless / Arelational attraction (label concept)

(Pararel, Relless, or Arel Attraction for short)

Flag concept 1 and Flag concept 2

Description:

a nonromantic, nonsexual, nonplatonic, non queerplatonic, non alterous, nonsensual, nonaesthetic type of attraction. (jfc I know thats many words. I just mean it has nothing to do with those things)

an attraction that could involve wanting to know a lot about a person you admire, without any desire to end up in any form of relationship with them (for any reason!)

Does not necessarily mean you're not open to a form of relationship

similar with regular admiration but exceeds it due to a curiosity for someone's life

could behave what a crush conventionally is like to others, but isn't a crush

Does not necessarily involve idolizing or putting someone on a pedestal

not inherently creepy

does not mean you're uncaring towards them

it could come alongside other forms of attraction

Flag concept 1 and Flag concept 2 explanations

White - symbolizes awe, intrigue, and enchantment. also symbolizes distilled/or pure intrigue without any form of interaction/relationship based attraction and independence from other forms of attraction. The white stripe is the attraction shining through the barrier

Black - symbolizes barriers / block from relationships or contact with the person. Black also symbolizes how the white attraction is framed in an A-spec context (black is a color used in most a-spec flags)

Gray - a shadow, represents avoiding unwanted attention.

Intentionally similar to the non-partnering flag

and i added a face because why not lol

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[neednofilterz]

The sweet spot where acespecness, depersonalization, and s3x/k1nk meet and you don't know up from down on your own basic needs and desires. And you like talking about it but what is there to talk about? Might as well not have "k1nks" or "f3t1sh3s" when those topics seem so foreign and leave me clueless, even if I went over the issue dozens of times in depth within advocacy and discussion.

[vexheart]

[marandsviet]

"Your priorities show in your actions, not your words."

[wiltkingart]

from the bottom of my heart: just because something makes you uncomfortable doesn't mean it shouldn't be allowed to exist

[fairycosmos]

congratulations to people who are good at performing conversations and social interactions. did you take a class or is it just like genetics or whatever

[feelingsoftheday]

Respectfully, I don’t go above and beyond for people anymore. I meet you as far as you meet me. I speak to you as much as you speak to me. I include you as much as you include me.

[feelingsoftheday]

A simple “my bad you’re right, I can see why you feel that way” could go a long way

[sadmates]

You care about me?

Prove it.

[neednofilterz]

If you can't make an effort to be self reflective and think about your emotions and biases, what are you even doing?

[neednofilterz]

I don't understand people or humans. Bioessential morality, virtuous & innate empathy/sympathy/compassion/emotion, "it's human to ____"/"only humans ____" statements, holier than thou towards neurodivergents, persodivergents, etc. Equating certain stigmatised disorders with abuse and immorality. I don't understand.

[neednofilterz]

Me: thinking about asexuality and kink Me: "oh" Me: apparently i like exploring this as a concept, not because i care about sex or kink

[neednofilterz]

Is it normal to not remember things about yourself, like likes and dislikes? Hobbies? Characteristics? Is this an ADHD thing?

[neednofilterz]

You haven't given me anything.

[neednofilterz]

Semi-realism of the body in art, like the vulva and its lip, is kinda hot.