The Goals!
A new Beginning ( Jan 8, 2017)
Today has been an unusually productive day….. more mentally than anything else. This morning I came to the conclusion, that I have an addiction to smoking marijuana, and being a lazy ass because of it. I use it as an excuse to escape, relax and enjoy my evenings and weekends more than usual, and although it does help bring fantastic creative and inspiring ideas as well as dance moves, its has been very regularity abused. This intern has become my “Addiction.”Looking back on when I started to smoke almost 2 years ago, its amazing how the transition from 0-100 happened in such a short amount of time. Accessibility, the environment, and lacking daily tasks to do or even work on, allowed me to exercise my right to continuously use it as a “tool” . Today , is the first day of my Sober period, and not sounding like this is some sort of AA meeting, it really has been a huge accomplishment to stop something which I know i thoroughly enjoy, know is putting goals and ambitions on a back seat. I want and need to have control of my life, and cant get distracted by such short term happiness, because if history hasn't already taught us the lesson…. I am very much into short term happiness with longterm affects. When the time is right I will reward myself with that joint again, but until i have made some real self progress in health, soul, purpose and goals… we will let the marijuana take a seat in the back for now. Also to keep in mind… i love Marijuana, and will never judge those who smoke or don’t, but for now, i need to focus.. and then there will be time to play :)
Today is a new day, and starting this 2017 year, i have made it my priority to do the following;
ALWAYS THINK ABOUT YOUR FUTURE SELF IN MIND*
1) Health
a) Yoga 3x/ week
b) Gym 4x/ week
c) Meditating everyday
d) Food: Vegan( 8 weeks now :-) ), no sugar, no processed food, LIMIT BREAD, Keeping a daily FOOD DIARY ( not calorie counting)
e) No Marijuana / Alcohol
f) Making Nutrition my PERSONAL ACHIEVEMENT: Using the ancient, Ayurvedic, and holistic books necessary
g) Becoming an expert with everything health , for myself and others
2) Writing
a) Writing a Tumblr blog( like this one) at least 1/week; help to regain focus, see progress, and to set a very fulfilling life
b) To see progress in stages of my true self
c) To increase vocabulary and become more of an intellect
d) Setting daily, weekly, monthly, yearly, future goals: Time to set the intention
3) Travel
a) Travel to 20 cities this year. ( can be more, but this is the goal I SET for 2017)
b) learning to take pictures of the beautiful cities, and people i come across
c) Travelling smart, inexpensive and with an open heart.
(I have been fortunate enough to have been able to travel my whole life, but this time we go seeking truth, knowledge and connection from whichever place we go to , and keeping in mind the respectful behaviour we have for other, and be tolerant of others race, culture, religion, belief, and way of life.)
4) Credit Card / Finances
a) To pay off DEBT OF $2000 by the end of this year and decrease limit to $1000( NEVER EXCEED )
b) To start managing finances,; Making an excel sheet with Monthly expenses to see what exactly you are spending, why, when, & frequency
c) To start saving money!!! Emergency funds need to be
This comes as no surprise than many young people my age, already have accumulated over 50 G in Student debt ( me : 150 G for Med School) and credit card debt. This is such a horrific stress to take on at such a young age, with promises of a future which isn't really going how we all were told in school. After this I vow to never ever take on a loan like this, or to accumulate so much debt because I lack the money management skills and the understanding of how bank Institutions work. It has taken years of realization, and a lack of responsibility on my part to where I am now, but is it NEVER TOO LATE to learn, and for me , at 26 I ave really learnt my lesson. I used to buy clothes, and jewellery, and so much makeup, hoping that these things ill make me feel more confident in who I am ,and will be more well liked. The reality is… it never did, and I am who i am with the people who still continue to be in my life because of my soul.. as cliche as it sounds…. I’m really learning to love myself. Key” TO LOVE ONESELF”
5) Germany ( language and country)
a) Take my language classes with full heart and willingness to do learn and to seek knowledge
b) Learning to love the city i am in, the people, traditions and the ways of life.
c) Love my Independence
6) Kangen/ Enagic
a) Machine installed, now time to make contacts
b) research the benefits of alkaline water, acidic, and the true benefit of how water changes life.
c) to be able to talk with impact, to make people realize the impact of everything they do in life has a direct result/ consequence ( water and the understanding of water)
d) Start water trials with people, and learn the business of selling
e) Sell one machine by March.
7) Other Incoming Incomes
a) Air bnb, Listing apartment online
b) Kangen machine
c) Looking into online business which would pose as a great business ( sacred geometry lamps)
d).. any other suggestions
8) Become very selective with thoughts
This is easily the hardest and best thing I can do for myself. I have come to the realization that I have an incredible manifestation power. Most probably because when I want something or need it.. I whole heartedly think about it all the time.My emotional wiring is through the roof when it comes to manifestation. There goes the power of thought. My thoughts are able to plants in the universe like seeds, and it is only my positively that acts as the sunshine and rain to my “thought.. MY thought process is to get it with no other exception. With this understanding, I can probably make a lot of things work for me with a favourable or desired outcome. This does not work for the lottery ! (lol) Manifesting and Meditating, the keys to use the power within and to get what your heart and soul truly desires.
Everyday: Everyday think before speaking, and think with intention.
Intention: create a positive intention and release oneself of the EGO
Ego : The furthest away from God one can be. Work on thinking with best self in mind, and not the ego. : E.G.O : Edging God Off
9) Finding Passion again.
I have spent years in school, with the thought that, if I finish , I will have the perfect job, find the right guy, get married , have a house, and have babies, and die. This is what most of us are growing up with. A very scheduled and regimented way of life, and for most it seems like they do a pretty good job in filling their bubble meaningless ideas, understanding, and no real purpose.The conformity and the pressure to conform is dictated by our society, environment, culture belief and family. I know better, and my conscious spirit relentlessly seeks truth, passion, enlightenment, and to uncover the secrets of the universe. With each person in my life, they teach and bring on new lessons. They have all been, and continue to be significant catalysts for understanding who am i, what do i want to achieve, what are we being taught, and how do we escape the matrix we are living in.
I don’t think there is a happily ever after, because our soul is continuously learning, growing, experiencing, understanding. Our soul is recycled and this cycle will continue until the lesson is learnt. The most basic understanding in science is that “ energy cannot be created, nor destroyed, simply changed. Energy ( soul) is converted from one form to another, so there is no ending.. only new beginnings. I am responsible for my own happiness.
This year is the year to open my wings and open my heart with outcomes. To keep in mind that each day could be your last, and how u can set the intention each day to live the best version of yourself in that time. I will have self fulfillment , passion, desire, self love and the ability to do ANYTHING i want. To build and empire and to life the most AUTHENTIC LIFE ONE CAN LIVE.
10) Spiritual Quest
This comes as no surprise. My spiritual quest is what is guiding me to travel, love, dance, connect with very like minded people, and to direct my soul through its true journey and its true purpose. This has also been a main factor on why i choose not to go back to medical school after taking a leave of absence. Trying to observe, learn and understand what it means to be conscious and how we can apply this knowledge to our daily life. To really be a healer in the most true way possible, and to not conform to ideas that have merely been followed for generations. To take a deeper look into ourselves and know we are not alone and that we posses all power to move within dimension and to expand our conciseness
a) Meditating everyday
b) Vegan Choice: not harming animals, but to thank nature for the food we are already blessed with
c) Sacred Geometry: understanding sacred Geometry and l how we can use it, unlocking universal secrets
d) Mindfullness: intention, selective thoughts, positive outmode
e) to be open to discussing my findings and my beliefs
f) constant research on our civilization : Sumrerians, Annunaki, The Pyramids, dimensions, Stars, Aliens, planets, Astral projection , higher self, etc.
With all this… I start my quest with an improved outlook.. with the same dark humour :)
