neightsaid

Names is neightsayz Brooklyn raised me The universe shaped me

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Ok delusion be coming through but what does she solve

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I hate feigning depression

I’m literally better than you niggas

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Fucking depressed ugh

Kinda numb

Numb is like getting my through

Don’t feel alive

Feel bored

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I made my phone background this

Cuz I just relates to tanjiros soul

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I refuse to be a fucking robot for yall entertainment

You just can’t have a meal plan for the rest of your life….

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I’m just sad “I have friends that spoke on my relationship”

I’m sad I didn’t stand up for it

I’m sad I didn’t open myself up to others because oddly enough I bestowed a boundary there.

Me deleting my socials, well one they were already deleted.

But I’m tired of being hindered from people who “think” they know me, only because they have seen me.

I also have to take responsibility of being around or have involved myself with people like this.

I really am shedding the idea of me being a promoter, and I have to reframe it.

I dunno in this same breathe I thought of tanjiros soul

I thought of peace and harmony

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The boundary that I’m putting up is I have no friends

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I deleted all my social media apps.

I really feel like I’m losing my way and want to take this time to refocus

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I know I don’t like men as a collective

I don’t like women in societal standards

I barely like people.

Then I have those moments where I love everybody. Lord I got a long life ahead whew chile

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I’m smiling but I really gotta get my energy out of I wanna die all the time.

I be smiling and looking at people like damn I’m kinda feeling crazy and everything would be better if I’m dead. And maybe I say those things to calm myself a bit with the overreactional response of life would be better if I wasn’t here

But it’s fucking with my manifestations

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There’s no time to be sad

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I be rolling spliffs hoping they kill me

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The depressed look ain’t cute

And I live in vanity

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Sometimes I be smoking to die

Numbing the pain

The pain never numbing

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I’m convinced I only sign in on tumblr when I’m depressed

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I be wanting to die but I can’t post shit like that