Mr. Pudding Head

Independent Kozume Kenma blog Please come and say hello! Multiship/Multiverse/OC Friendly.... Overly friendly to be honest NSFW Content May be from time to time. It will be tagged accordingly. 6.5 years of role playing expirence. Mun is 18+

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Wellp.

I went to the surgeon today and it is not as easy as things seem. It seems like that it's more of my pancreas and liver than my stomach and gall bladder. So, I will be getting a CT scan on my abdomen. The surgeon thinks that there may be abnornalities in my pancreas or liver or they are not functioning properly. That's the update. Not such great news right now.

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AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I'm really sorry for not being active right now. I've been really sick here lately and in a shit ton of pain. Currently I'm seeing two surgeons. I went to the doctors yesterday for my stomach because I'm still having severe stomach problems from when I had pancreatitis 6 months ago. I mean. That should not be a thing. xD So, I'll be seeing a surgeon for that. I'll be having a butt load of tests. A few of the possibilities is that I cpuld have gall stones or gall bladder problems in general, bleeding ulcers in my stomach, Chronic pancreatitis or, Liver disease. Worst case scenario is that I have liver disease the least probblematic is the gall bladder. Needless to say, I've been very sick. To be honest, that's about it. I've been very sick and trying not to feel like complete death. Thought I'd let you all know. eh heh. Also it seems like my orithapedic surgeon is thinking about dping a scope in my knee as well. Really. I have the worst luck for when it comes to my health. Hahaha. *Sighu*

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Sorry guys!!

Sorry for the unexplained absences. T.T I've actually been quite sick here lately. I had a flare up of my pancreatitis. Which was hell in itself. I'm doing better now though but, I want to focus on my recovery right now with my knee and myself being so sick. Therefore I may be absent for awhile longer until I feel completely better! Again, sorry for this!

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So it's Mama Sun's ( seirinshade ) and Toti's ( smartcarrotguy ) shared birthday. Enjoy my poopy animu draw of Kuroko and Midorin. XD

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Make up and wig test for the Renn Fest~ I'll be cosplaying as a wealthy fawn hybrid. Sense the wealthy was pale and tended to own a lot of lace and things of the such~~ Happy munday~

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When one thing 

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Art done by me, please do not steal!

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Semi-hiatus notice!!

Hi guys! I just want to let you all know that I’m putting Kenma on semi-hiatus. The reason is that my mum, grandma and I are planning to go to the Renaissance festival and I don’t have a cosplay. So, I am currently making one now. However, I need to focus on making this otherwise it will not be done in time! Thank you for your understanding! The semi-hiatus will be over after next Sunday. So in 1 week basically. Again, thank you for understanding!

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Basic Angst Starters

because sometimes what’s left to the imagination is much more terrifying.

“Are you feeling alright? You don’t look it.” “I just heard something… Something bad…” “Why didn’t you tell me about this?!” “What’s all this blood?!” “Will you tell me what the fuck is going on?” “Don’t give me that look! It wasn’t my fault!” “You should probably sit down for this.” “Please tell me you forgive me!” “I can’t live without you!” “Oh god, It was a mistake coming here… I’m sure of it.” “What the hell happened to you?!” “Where have you been?! I’ve been waiting for hours!” “You promised you wouldn’t do this anymore!” “I knew not to trust you!” “What’s that in your bag…? Is that–? Tell me it’s not!” “Is this what a dislocated shoulder feels like?!” “How could you do this to me?!” “Wake up! Wake up!!! You’re having a nightmare!” “I feel weird… what was in that drink…?” “I don’t want to leave you, but you’re not really giving me another option.” “Please… you’re scaring me…” “Ssh, I heard something again. How aren’t you hearing it? It was loud… and getting closer.” “Are you okay in there? You’ve been so quiet.” “I came as soon as I could! Did he/she get to you already?” “I don’t know whether I want to do this. I don’t know whether I CAN do this.” “Do you remember anything?” “You have to tell me who did this to you!” “No, no, I’m not alright. I’m definitely not alright.” “What’s your fucking problem?!” “Are you crying?” “You’re freaking me out! Please calm down!” “I’m leaving. And I’m not intending to come back.” “You… are dying?” “Did you drink the whole bottle while tripping? Seriously?” “Do you have a deathwish or something? Jesus!” “Ever been held at gunpoint? Want to know what it feels like?” “Stop screaming! Shh, calm down! You have to keep quiet!” “When’s the last time you slept?”.

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Riko Aida! Digital art by myself. uwu Thought I’d post the original before eventually posting my promo. XD Please do not reupload without asking.

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The “I’m a serious glasses athlete but turn out to be a freaking loser” boys

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some oddly specific aus that no one asked for:

“our grandfathers were mortal enemies during high school and they found out we go to the same school and keep trying to get us to sabotage each other and you’re super into it but like… i kind of have a huge crush on you so i’m having a hard time??” au

“i walked into this restaurant and you thought i was your blind date and i just kind of went with it because i don’t want to eat alone” au

“i’m a cab driver and you’re late to a business meeting and you are literally the most demanding pretentious piece of shit i’ve ever had the displeasure of driving but i also kind of want to fuck you in that suit” au

“i started a bird watching club at school and you are the only one who showed up at the first meeting so now i love you” au

“you’re my neighbor and your grandparents are coming to visit and you’ve apparently been feeding them a lie about how you’re dating me to get them off your case so could i please be your pretend date for like two days you will pay me in concert tickets and mac and cheese” au 

“my friend told me lick your mailbox on a dare and when i went to do the dare you were leaving the house to get your mail but i didn’t notice so now you’re staring at me as i lick your mailbox” au

“i fell asleep on you and drooled all over your shoulder in a theater during a really bad movie and you were too nice to shove me off” au

“my best friend owns a restaurant and you wrote a bad review of it in the local paper so it has become my goal to track you down and fight you” au

“i accidentally set your plant on fire and i felt super guilty so i went to the store to buy you another plant but they ran out of the plant that you had and i didn’t know what other kind of plant you liked so i may or may not have bought you enough plants to fill a small greenhouse?” au

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“I’m sorry to interrupt, but I saw someone put something in your drink. You didn’t drink from it already, did you?” (why am I sending this? Why?)

Just as the taller male had uttered those words, he had taken a quite a large drink. There was an odd after taste after he sat the drink down. He turned to the taller… Green haired?… Male. Kenma leaned his back against the table so he could get a better look at the guy. “I… Uh…” He paused for a few moments while looking away from the stranger. He nodded silently before continuing his words. “I just now did actually…” He rubbed the back of his neck rather awkwardly.

‘Now what..?’ he questioned inside His thoughts. It was then be was beginning to feel… Warm? Yeah… Very warm. 

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His mind was slow to register of what exactly he had said. The sudden touch to his shoulder startled him a bit. He wasn’t one for random touches. A slightly annoyed sigh followed after of what he had stated. It wasn’t like for the male to be rather irritable like this. It put his poor mind into a deeper state of confusion. But, it was relieving to hear that he was a doctor. Or, at least the stable part of his brain registered it.

Again, it took him a few moments to respond to the green headed man, that had claimed to be a doctor. Or… At least studying to be one. He was a bit unsure. He shook his head no. “No cab, I ‘m within walking distance.” He had slowly slurred out to the larger male. The drug that was slipped into his drink was beginning to take an odd effect upon his body. He stumbled only slightly wen he pushed himself off the table he was leaning on. Combining the drug and alcohol, his vertigo was off.

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Whatever sign of discomfort an annoyance the blond boy was giving, did not offend Midorima at all. He understood quite well that such situation could and does make anyone upset and irritable, specially considering the fact that that kind of behaviour was normal when someone was under the effect of that drug. If it was the one Shintarou was thinking about, of course.

“Well then” He whispered before watching how the other stumbled, but he decided against touching him, so he simply looked at Kenma, ready to take action in case he fell down “If you allow me to, I will then walk you to your house. Lean on me, if you need help on the way there”

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He turned his head over toward the green haired man. In which causing him to get extremely dizzy. He had to pause for a few moments before finally responding. “That’s fine, I suppose..” His voice was drawn out due to the alcohol and drug that was in Hus system. He slowly turned his head back so that he was facing forward. Slowly he made his way to the crowd, stumbling a few times in the prose of doing so. It took a few minutes before he had finally reached the door. 

When the blonde initially grabbed the door knob he missed. He went to grab it again and missed a second time. Finally on the third try he grabbed the door knob successfully and he twisted to knob and opened the door. The cool autumn air felt very nice against his heated face. It also eased the dizzyness too. When the pudding head finally stepped out he began to move toward the direction of his house. As each step he took he became more clumsy. His steps were uneven and he stumbled more than once. He was beginning to feel... Numb? Was that the right word? 

Yeah. It was like he was slowly losing control of his body. It was growing harder and harder to move easily. The man was beginning to be more and more confused as of what was going on. It was beginning to make him a bit nervous right now. Just... What did he intake?!

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Deep down, Kenma was not okay with this. But, that was only because he hated to see him upset. When Yuu was upset, it troubled him too. It made his heat tear into shreds. It was taking a lot of sheer will power for the blonde to just not cry with him. Even though Yuu wasn’t really crying at the moment. It still pained him seeing the brunette like this.

Surely he had a food reason for it. The blonde always knew that whenever he got this irritated it was something important to him or someone important to him was threatened or was hurt by another person. Which, even he could vaguely understand, even if he was completely against violence.

“Shh…” Kenma had softly shushed him. “I know..” He had murmured against his head. His fingers gently ran through his spikey hair when he pressed his head to his chest over his heart beat. He pressed his lips gently to the crown of his head before going back to gently rocking the male back and forth as a calming gesture.

        He just hated everything about himself when he got into fights. Wild. That is what he is described as. Just plain wild. He couldn’t fight with that fact though because he didn’t understand. Or at least, he tried to pretend like he didn’t understand.

        At being told to calm down again Yuu’s breath hitched and he tried his best to stop shaking. Yet it was hard. It was almost as if he just couldn’t stop. he wasn’t crying-No crying wasn’t allowed in his book, whether it meant he was weak or not he didn’t like it. Of course he’d cry if he lost a game in volleyball or when he was out of Garigari-kun’s but things like this- he’d like to keep it to himself.

        He really must have scared Kenma and that hurt him even more. “I’m sorry…” He apologized over and over again as he held on tightly to him not wanting to let go for nothing in the world. Having a fear that if he did it would make things worse.

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Kenma could feel Yuu shaking in his slim arms. Despite of what Yuu had thought, he was not afraid. Oh, no. He was far from. To be honest, he simply hated to see Yuu in this state of distress. It pained his heart. It hurt him even more so that there wasn't much that he could physically do. Sure, he was good at comforting people, but comforting can only do so much. It really depended on the person themselves if they would accept.

He knew that well enough. The blonde continuously murmured soft comforting words. He continued to slowly rock him side to side as his back pressed to the wall behind them. Suddenly he felt Nishinoya grip onto him tighter than before. He was also constantly apologizing. Kenma didn't see the point in apologizing. Honestly, he was okay, he didn't understand the point in apologizing for this particular thing. He understood that people got upset and angry. That's a part of being human.

Nimble fingers slowly caressed Yuu's jaw as he tilted his head to look at him. Kenma had a very gentle expression to his features. His golden eyes looked strait into Yuu's own eyes. He murmured in a gentle tone, “Yuu..” He paused for only a moment before continuing. “It’s okay to get mad... It's okay to get upset, so there's no reason to apologize.” The hand that was caressing his jaw to make him look at him, now was caressing his cheekbone. “I won't leave.” Were his final words before lowering his head to place a gentle kiss to his forehead.

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