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21 she/her *trust the universe* Hannigram ~ Buddie ~ Merthur ~ Loustat and many others :)

[nenessfr]

is anyone going to the Paris convention alone or with friends? i’m going alone, but i’d love to go with someone haha. if i could tag along, that would be really nice :)

i have a Rescue Pass for both days. no photos or anything else.

i’m a buddie stan, but i love all of the cast members too :)

i hate having to specify this, but no racists or anything like that please, i’m left-wing.

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another pride month without gay eddie diaz being canon.

but it’s okay, JUNE 2027 guys ! trust.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH Y’ALL 🏳️‍🌈

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by the way HAHAHAHAHA

i’m still at the “i don’t have to want to sleep with everyone i have feelings for, and i don’t have to have feelings for everyone i sleep with”

because, well, it’s insane.

I NEED THE BUCKTEMU CONVERSATION TO BE BROUGHT UP IN SEASON 10 PLEASE

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GUYS I NEED THE WHOLE Q&A VIDEOS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE 🙏

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i just rewatched hannibal. this show is so dear to me, i love everything about it. EVERYTHING.

especially hannigram. the way they love each other is so insanely amazing. they’re obsessed to the point it scares them, and i just love that sooo much.

they are in love and addicted to each other (in their own way). it was literally said in the show. so the people who say that they’re not romantically involved with each other just have no media literacy and make up their own story.

bryan fuller and the whole cast confirmed they were, so don’t piss me off.

anyway, i love them so much. they’re my favorite ship of all time.

i hope one day we will have a season 4, even though i feel like if we do, one of them is going to die, or both.

i don’t know omg because hannibal obviously is going to keep his promise to alana and go kill her and her family.

but i don’t think will would allow him to do that, so it would start a conflict between them.

jack is NOT going to stop looking for hannibal and will.

and i would have loved to know what happened to bedelia, because there were three chairs at the end. was it for hannibal, will, and her?

also, knowing that will and hannibal survived the fall, did will go back to see his family?

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i can’t wait for the edits starting with « besides you wanted us to bond, we might end up really close »

then their whole story

and it finishes with a buddie kiss or a buddie confession

i’m shaking just thinking about it, RELEASE ME TIM MINEAR RELEASE ME. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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i personally love the idea of buck taking care of theo and adopting him.

i totally understand why some people are against it, he’s a sperm donor, not his DAD.

but it fits so well with his character to step up and want to take care of little theo.

he cares so much about others…

+ the potential for buddie aside (even tho there are TONS of them) buck loves kids. he said it himself.

is it insane that the writers decided to kill the parents? yes. but it’s 9-1-1 so it’s not surprising at all.

but i keep wondering why the kid was placed with a family if he had other relatives you know?

where is his family?

anyway, we don’t know anything yet because we have to wait for the next episode to see where that storyline goes (or season 10, judging by the promo for 9x18)

but yea, i think buck wanting to adopt theo would not be that surprising. that’s his FRIENDS’ child, who he DELIVERED and the kid literally has his DNA.

so obviously buck’s situation is slightly different from a random person being a sperm donor for a random couple.

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people need to realize that we’re on season three of 911ABC !

their first season (season 7) they made buck canonically bisexual.

second season (season 8) : « in love with eddie? » + « it wouldn’t be so crazy » AND SO MANY BUDDIE SCENES?

third season (season 9) : eddie canonically avoiding women and refusing to date one.

and some of yall still think they’re not setting up buddie ???!!! ok whatever

we might need to be a bit more patient but it’s definitely happening.

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GUYS I NEED THE WHOLE RG AND OSTARK RESCUEVERSE PANEL VIDEO PLEASE

HELP

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SO WAIT WAIT

NEXT EPISODE IS CALLED "I GOT YOU BABE" AND IN THE PROMO BUCK LOOKS WORRIED/SCARED AT THE END AND PEOPLE ARE HOLDING HIM BACK ??

EDDIE NDE ??????

HIM SACRIFICING HIMSELF FOR BUCK????????

GUUUUUUYYYYYS OMG

btw the episode tonight was SO GOOD !! i love my family so much <3

[nenessfr]

i'm watching buddie edits, and the scene when eddie leaves LA to go to El Paso (the last scene with buck on the street), when he says "I hope you know, you do matter to me," i think that scene is really telling about buddie going canon.

because if it was a true ONLY best friend story, i truly do believe eddie would've said i love you at that moment, something like "I hope you know that i love you buck."

because for me, if it was hen and chimney, they would've said i love you to each other.

AND ACTUALLY THE FACT IS that they already said i love you to each other in the show because they are only going to be best friends ! nothing else is planned for them, so it's okay to say it.

but buddie never said i love you to each other, which is insane because they've been best friends for eight seasons.

i mean, yes, they said it in other words, but never I LOVE YOU.

i strongly believe that the show is saving the first I love you for romantic purposes.

it has probably been said a bunch of times, but yea, i just had that thought for a while now, but since i just started talking about buddie on social media, im saying it now haha.

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even though no one asked me, here's how i want buddie to happen:

i want a heated confession, like for example eddie is frustrated about something and he and buck have an argument and eddie just yells "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU BUCK"

but THEN i want him to panic about it and regret saying it !! and buck is just there, shocked (because obviously for him eddie can't possibly be gay lol and EVEN LESS IN LOVE WITH HIM)

anyway

then eddie leaves in a hurry and is mad at himself because why the fuck would he say that to his best friend who doesn't have feelings for him? (RIGHT RIGHT)

eddie avoids buck for a while after that, the rest of the 118 notice the change but when they ask, buck and eddie deny that something is wrong.

obviously something has shifted.

because now that buck heard eddie say these three little words to him, he can't stop thinking about how he felt.

it's killing him that he can't talk to his best friend and these new feelings are something he wants to share with him.

eventually, buck goes to eddie's house and asks him straight up about it. but eddie is like "it's not that simple buck... it's not that i don't, it's just that i can't."

buck doesn't understand because eddie has been really open-minded about other people's sexuality, so why does eddie have a problem with his own?

from that point, buck decides he doesn't want to force eddie to come out, he even starts asking himself if eddie's "i love you" was romantic.. but deep down he knows that it was.

time goes on, their relationship is a bit awkward at times but for the most part, they still act like best friends/partner(/husband)

except now, buck's painfully aware of his attraction towards his best friend and there's this permanent tension between them.

i want eddie to initiate the first kiss, but i have too many ideas for how it would be done.

ideally, it would be on eddie's couch. (because couch theory) or in the kitchen. but i need it to be intimate.

but even after their first kiss, i want eddie to hesitate about taking a step further, (i want my man to struggle with his sexuality, im sorry)

he doesn't regret what happened, but he isn't ready to admit what it means. not to himself, and certainly not to others.

so from then, buddie starts a secret relationship. not fully one but they become more intimate. (not sex or whatever) but we see a huge shift between them.

and eddie is going to accept himself during that time but at no point is he going to drive buck away from him.

eddie’s going to push himself toward acceptance to be happy with buck, and buck is going to support him on this difficult path. <3

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so… i’m rewatching 9x13 ☺️☺️

(i swear im okay) im not

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someone help me, i can’t stop thinking about buddie *im tired*

ITS A PRISON !!

it’s currently 3AM AND IVE BEEN WATCHING EDITS FOR HOURS? now im watching past interviews of the cast and im going insane.

i need them to kiss on my screen.

NO WAIT. i actually just need a freaking realization or/and gay eddie first.

i swear, the day we’re going to have buddie canon my neighbors are going to hate me. and i’ll probably die of heart palpitations or something :)

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btw if you guys want to rant about them, i’ll happily listen to you !! i want buddie shippers friends so bad :(

just please be over 20 and a good person haha