"Happiness comes in waves, it’ll find you again."

Mary. TX. 27. Music. SoundCloud. Ask Me Here

[neon-lighters]

that’s crazy that my last post was around summer

it’ll be our 6 year anniversary and 2 years for my sushi business. we got our own storefront in april.

what a year. let’s see what’s to come.

[neon-lighters]

life is so quiet bc i protected my peace too hard, just had my 5 year anniversary with the love of my life, became a first time business owner with my very own sushi company, graduated in december, working towards our future.

but i’m not complaining and i wouldn’t trade it for a thing.

[libraryfag]

Is that a valid argument in your pants or is it just a phallacy?

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

your only job on this earth is to be so intrinsically yourself that the right people gravitate toward you and the wrong people move out of your way

[remanence-of-love]

[uln]

Officially in my quiet era, i don't have much to say about anything anymore. It is what it is and life goes on.

[kushandwizdom]

This is the season to plant new seeds.

[vangoghcore]

by kath__alina

[g5hrs]

[remanence-of-love]

[neon-lighters]

i graduated :)))))

finally!! i keep saying it but life is good. and it’s kinda weird to me i guess bc i have never really thought my life was good

then being in a loving, supporting relationship helps me be a better person

4 years strong and he gave me the best gift i have ever received… in my whole entire life. it was supposed to be a christmas gift but instead.. he couldn’t wait so it was an early grad gift lol

a book that says “our adventure book” from the movie, Up. when i saw the outside of the book, i already knew it was Up and that was already cute enough. as i flip to the first page, it has both our baby pics and so i keep flipping and this man… took almost every memory of us that i put in my shoebox memory box lol and made a scrapbook 😭

i was ugly crying for a whole hour bc that shit is soooooo cuteeee and thoughtful. then when another day when i bought up the topic about rings and i said “please don’t buy a used ring, that has bad juju” and he said “oh no honey, i would never ever. im practically building yours”

😭😭😭

started sobbing uncontrollably. oh mannnnn, to be loved is to be seen. goddd, i’m tearing up just thinking about it. that’s what true love really is like? to never have to doubt your partner, learn how to communicate better, unconditional love no matter when or where.. thru thick and thin.. and i reallllyyy had to learn how to undo all the trauma - from childhood trauma to relationship trauma. it’s all been a lot of work

[neon-lighters]

today i cried because i thought about how i am going to graduate in december but 5 years ago, i would have never guessed i’d be here.. nonetheless, never even thought about pursuing a master’s either..

i cried because 2 years ago, i took one of the hardest classes i’ve ever taken. the first class to ever make me cry. i thought i couldn’t do it but i didn’t give up and i made a freakin A!!!!

last semester, i conducted my first experiment and presented it. wrote my first research paper. i spent over 24 hrs on that paper. 12 pages. my name is on that experiment and is on my CV

man, i really underestimate myself and constantly doubt myself. that’s why i cried! anyways, life is good. i’m on depression and anxiety medication and it actually works for me.

i’m in therapy :)

OH!!! and as of two weeks ago, ya girl made the motherfuckin research team! LFG!!!!

[remanence-of-love]

[neon-lighters]

one of the things i absolutely fucking hate is when people cross my boundary line.

i set boundaries for a reason and if you cross it, you are disrespecting me. i don’t take disrespect well.

so if i tell you that i am not on good terms with my sister, have cut her off in my life, and do not wish to speak to her. like it’s as clear as fucking day, there’s no miscommunication there. those are pretty fucking specific boundaries that i’m setting..

and if you want to “make amends with the family” then you’re crossing my line. i don’t need to give a reason why and i specifically stated, “i hope you can understand and respect my wishes.” my reason goes beyond the surface bc then it involves my PTSD and not everyone gets to know every fucking little thing

my mom, of all people, is starting to understand why and she’s even helping me reinforce my boundaries except for this past week when she wanted to go on a family cruise. i said it’s either me or her, i absolutely hate putting an ultimatum on my mom but we’re gonna be stuck on a fucking boat for 5 days and the last time i saw my sister, we threw some fuckin punches. how do you really think that’s gonna play out???

don’t mind these posts, i solely type these out to look back on in 10 years. i’ve had tumblr since i was like 16 lol

[aidashakur]

[quotelr]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“To make the right choices in life you have to get in touch with your soul. To do this, you need to experience solitude - which most people are afraid of because in the silence you hear the truth and know the solutions.”

— Deepak Chopra

[ruinedchildhood]