Ciao! I go by the name Aleister but you can call me Alei. I'm A fourteen year old lass who's trying to find out who I really am--sometimes, I'm arcadian and a rantipole and the other days, I'm a hobbledehoy and an in an endless sciamachy. I'm currently a Senior student and hating the subject Physics.
Lightning flashes, new books, cumulus & nimbus clouds, sky , rain and a cup of coffee are eesome things to me. Obsessed with digital sticky tapes, Polaroid films, pastel colors, British TV Shows, listening to mix tapes, Italy and Italian folk music and anything related to Greece and Greek Mythology. Living my life with ADHD and being a pareidolia. I love creating stories with my vivid imaginations. Queer and always experiences deja vu and often oneirataxia. [Learn More?] [Defenition of Terms?]
I am sooooo happy that my laptop's finally fixed, after almost a year. I am also going back to blogging and I suppose, I will also fix my theme which is long overdue. Also, I will also answer all your messages to me in a while :) {I feel so guilty of leaving all of your queries to me unattended}
And, in some blog, I saw that there's this confession/advice thingy wherein you can get to vent all your feels. I would like to try it and do the same thing because it sounds pretty cool and that blogger who I also vented out my feelings to helped me a lot :) So yeah if you need to get something out of your chest or need some advice don't hesitate! Drop me a message!
Oh well, I'm very glad that it is Friday today wherein I could actually stay up late and not worry about having classes tomorrow. Just a bit of update on my life as a Senior High School student. Throughout the week, I feel very tired, like super stressed. It feels like mid-year already when only eight days of school has passed by. The lessons are okay so far, except for PHYSICS. Physics is the thing that keeps me stressed. I mean, it's only the first lesson and I'm so freaking out! It's very difficult and our teacher is very strict so what the hell of course I don't even have the guts to ask her a question because when she replies to the question she replies in a you-should-know-this-tone. Ugh so very intimidating. Anyway that's all. I feel left out and everything with friends and also, I also have conflicts with this guy. I hate my life. I see eye-bags already oh noes.
If you guys are following my Instagram (aaleister), then you have already seen this picture. I just have to use this again, because I wanted to post something on Tumblr 😄 Anyway, my week so far is exhausting! I thought that the first week of being a senior is just chill, because when we were freshmen until junior, the first week is always the 'chill' week. But now, it's actually tiring! A bunch of requirements and homework! We already have group works and research and also, a report tomorrow! Training also yesterday at the Central Gym is tiring. For two whole hours, all we had was sparring and now I've got a couple of bruises and muscle pain (because we had no arm and shin guard an armor while sparring) And, I'm also tired of dealing with this guy, because he's so complicated and he gets mad at shallow stuff. He's kind yeah, but he sure is confusing. Tomorrow is Monday, and all I want to do tomorrow is to doze off all day in bed. Gahh :( Lol so yeah. How was your week? :)
Hola people! How's everyone? I heard some people are starting classes tomorrow {already?}. Our school starts classes on June 18. Just seventeen days left!
Everything passes by so abruptly, like it was just yesterday when I was just an incoming Junior student and now, I'm going to be a Senior student (!) worrying about college applications and will be going through the wrath of Calculus and Physics this year! Oh God. But, on the brighter side, I am kind of excited and nervous for this year's business hands-on {which is running a restaurant-ish} and for this year's Graduation Ball!
Anyway, I have a lot of stuff going on my life these days. First, I'm back on track, I'm back to training in Taekwondo {on which I have stopped training for two years and a half}, and also I am a varsity again! Secondly, I am quite happy with the arrangement of sections for I am classmates with Zaira and a few other pals. I think this year's going to be great.
IM PANICKING. IM NOT GOING TO A REVIEW CENTER, MY PARNTS TRUST ME SO MUCH AND THEY'RE COUNTING ON ME TO PASS U.P. HAHA AND IM SELF STUDYING :( Omg all I wanted to say is that... Any tips on how to pass U.P. :(
Hola guys! Just found this opportunity to post something today, so yey! And, of course, Happy Mother's Day to all the lovely moms all over the world. Okay, If you guys are following my Instagram, then, you might have seen the post regarding hair lightening with *drum roll* hydrogen peroxide! I really, really, really wanted to dye my hair since summer started and, well, I don't think my parents 100% approve of me dying my hair, but I was bored, so I looked up unto the internet and found that you can lighten hair with hydrogen peroxide (agua oxinada), and I said why not? It's not hair dye, it's hydrogen peroxide haha. One big bottle of hydrogen peroxide is just 20 pesos! From what I have researched, you have to sit under the sun for one whole hour, but, who the hell would want to get sweaty just to get your hair lightened? I improvised and used hair iron instead. You just have to keep on applying hydrogen peroxide for a whole week (or better, an entire month so you can have you hair lightened) then iron your hair after spraying the agua oxinada to areas wherein you want to get your hair lightened. Probably would be making a tutorial on this so yey tune in :))
I can’t wait to be free.
I can’t wait to leave this city,
I can’t wait to get out of here,
I can’t wait to live without fear,
I can’t wait to shop for me and me only,
I can’t wait to spend all night watching T.V.
I can’t wait to wake up in the middle of the day,
I can’t wait to do it my way,
I can’t wait to get a little bit older,
I can’t wait to be my own master,
I can’t wait to meet you,
I can’t wait to fall in love with you,
I can’t wait to write my own story.
I can’t wait to be free.
I think I'm falling for someone again. Like, what the hell. But I'm not really sure because we're friends and stuff and I don't want to ruin yet another friendship. He's really kind and good looking and funny and we rant to each other about our ex loves. Then in a truth or dare session it turned out that he's my second option next to '11' and I'm also his next option next to his ex. :( I don't know. I am unsure. He said that he's only moved on by 80% and I haven't also completely moved on from 11 :( So yeah.
Good News: I'll be posting here often again! Yey! It's so great to be back here!! <3
Bad News: Laptop's LCD is still not fixed (Poor Kid Problems)
I saw lot's of messages in my inbox and I'm really, really sorry guys :( Most of theme are messages stuck in my inbox since November last year :( I'm really sorry, I will answer you guys and do your requests as soon as possible :(
Anyways, there are lot's of stuff that I haven't updated you guys of:
1.) Lots of heartbreaks for this school year, but I'm okay with it lol
Simone -- lol he has a girlfriend in Italy, what can I say? He's a great guy and we're just friends so yeah.
Andrei -- Said he "loves me" but turns out he still loves his ex, and so the story ended with them getting back together. Just great.
11 -- I sure did break our 'bro-sis' relationship by telling him how I felt, and he's an amazing guy so he's with another amazing girl. Enough said.
2.) Happy life with friends <3
'Tropang Nigel' -- the best group of friends ever <3 We became a 'tropa' when we were seatmates (Me, Mary, Nina, Dana, Janart, Nigel) and we took tons of selfies and Nigel had this weird pose and we all started copying it and that's how we came up with 'Tropang Nigel' :)
'Tropang Dana' -- this group actually came before 'Tropang Nigel' (same people though: Mary, Nina, Dana and Me), we just happened to start hanging out every Wednesday (whenever it was 'early lunch'), then we started becoming seatmates, and yeey friends <3
Enchanted Kingdom with Tropang Nigel on Thurday! -- Okay we are still waiting for the approval of Nigel's parents and then we're all set to go to Enchanted Kingdom (PLEASE PRAY THAT WE CAN ALL GO ON THURSDAY)
I guess that's all :) I'll be posting 'Tropang Nigel' pics soon :)
Hi guys! Apparently, my laptop is still broken and I still can't blog properly, and so, for now, I post every now and then in my Instagram account--dejavudoll. So yeah, I update there. Hopefully, by the end of December, my handy laptop will be repaired and I'll be back to blogging business 😄
I miss you guys so much. I apologize for the lack of posts in my blog. I broke my laptop's LCD screen :( I don't have my Photoshop, I don't my PSDs, I don't have my Simone files and I cannot regularly update my social networking accounts. I want to cry. It's been 2 weeks since the tragedy. I MISS YOU GUYS! I hope I have 7,000 pesos in hand right now so that I can get my laptop repaired yeeey but for now I only have 200 pesos...
Hi Guys! I'm finally doing this "Sunshine Award" after the many months... This is just stuck in my Drafts. I am so sorry and thank you so much Ziara & Kaye for 'nominating' me <3
T H E R U L E S :
Acknowledge the nominating blogger.
Share 11 random facts of yourself.
Answer 11 questions from the nominating blogger.
List 11 bloggers to recommend. They should be bloggers you believe deserve some recognition and a little blogging love!”
Post 11 questions for the bloggers you nominate, answer and let all the bloggers know they have been nominated. You cannot nominate the blogger who nominated you. Enjoy!
B L O G G E R S I N O M I N A T E :
Ate Yesha // Ate Ericka // Ate Edra // Ate Gabrelle // Ate Patricia // Elisha // Airen // Julius // Mari // AJ // Ry
1 1 R A N D O M F A C T S A B O U T M E :
I love the lightning, thunder rumbles, sky and the rain <3
I'm a super fangirl. I fangirl anytime, anywhere :)
I love Greek Mythology so much.
I love to read books and I like to inhale the scent of books (especially when the book is brand new)
I have more close guy friends than close girl friends.
I write fiction and fanfiction and I also sketch (lol but I believe that I do not excel in any of these things)
Umm... I self-harm and overdose on medicine if I get depressed.
I love buying contact lenses of different colors (I find my eye color boring. Seriously.)
I love watchingBritish TV Shows [BBC channel's shows in particular] <3
Currently addicted to listening to 8tracks mixes [specifically mixes under the long distance love tag]
I'm so head-over-heels right now over this guy who is my 'best friend' and who lives in Italy.
1 1 Q U E S T I O N S F R O M Z I A R A :
1.) Does your first name have a meaning? If yes, what is it? If no, how did your parents come up with your name?
Yes, Aleister (is actually a boy's name) and it means 'defender of mankind' :D
2.)What is your Zodiac Sign?
Virgo :)
3.)Enumerate the things that makes your heart leap up (for short, glad).
Seeing a message in my Facebook that is from my amore Simone, buying new books and reading them, listening to mixtapes, getting surprises and many more...
4.)How do you face difficulties in life?
I pray to God.
5.)Favorite quotation from a book or movie.
From the movie {and the book} A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks: “Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.”
6.)What song inspires you the most in the aspect of your character and behavior?
Taylor Swift songs--it's like there's a time when you just listen to her songs and you can totally relate to everything she's saying. I don't know.
7.)How are things going in your life right now?
I'm fine... I guess?
8.)Likes and dislikes about boys.
Likes: When they are caring, gives out advice and when they don't care if you say the same things to them over and over again. Dislikes: When they seenzone me HAHA, when they are boastful.
9.)What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
Probably... KFC. I just really, really love their chicken.
10.)Do you find the presence of God in your everyday living? In what way?
Yes. I always pray every night for safety and health and everyday, me and my family are safe and are not ill. So God is answering my prayers everyday and I can absolutely find the presence of God in my everyday living.
11.)What/Who is your #1 priority?
God :)
1 1 Q U E S T I O N S F R O M K A Y E :
1. What movie touched your heart the most?
A lot of movies.. honestly. Can I give out two? A Walk To Remember and Corpse Bride </3
2. Whenever you are down or you feel sad, what do you do to lift you up?
Write down my thoughts, listen to music... Well, I self harm too and it lessens my sadness.
3. What’s your favorite food/s?
I love all sorts of food. Too much to enumerate! :)
4. When did you start blogging?
When I was in Grade 6... I think I was 9 or 10 years old?
5. Who inspired you to start blogging?
My classmates! They all had Tumblr blogs before :)
6. Do you want to live in other countries? If yes, why? If no, why would you stay here?
I really want to live in another country because... it's a new world out there, a chance to see and feel another country's culture.
7. What do you think about love and friendship? I mean how do you look at it?
I have the same perception of love and friendship as the one written in AppleSeads.org:
"Friendship is a quiet walk in the park with the one you trust. Love is when you feel like you are the only two around. Friendship is when they gaze into your eyes and you know they care.Love is when they gaze into your eyes and it warms your heart. Friendship is being close even when you are far apart. Love is when you can still feel their hand on your heart when they are not near. Friendship is hoping that they experience the very best. Love is when you bring them the very best. Friendship occupies your mind. Love occupies your soul. Friendship is knowing that you will always try to be there when in need. Love is when you will give up everything to be at their side. Friendship is a warm smile in the winter. Love is a warming touch that sends a pulse through your heart. Love is a beautiful smile to which nothing compares: A tender laugh, which opens your heart, A single touch that melts away your fears, A smell that reminds you of the tenderness of heaven, A voice that reminds you of the innocence of youth. Friendship can survive without love Love cannot live without friendship."
8. Who inspires you the most?
Big time tycoons in Forbes Magazine. Seriously. I just want to be like them.
9. What are your outlooks about life?
I think that one should really keep on trying even if one fails. Many great opportunities are waiting for you.
10. How do you deal with problems in life? Do you stay optimistic at all times?
I pray to God and no, I am not an optimistic person. I tend to self harm.
11. Tell something about me being a ninja. Hahahaha kidding aside. Tell something about me being a blogger or anything else you want to tell me. :)
First off, Hi Kaye! You're a really nice and cool blogger! I know that you will excel in your life. Stay gorgeous and charming <3
Secondly, being a blogger is amazing. You get to notice everything around you and take pictures or write something about it. You gain friends from blogging and take about common interests. There are lots of things I should rave about being a blogger but... this post is already lengthy so yeah.
m y 1 1 q u e s t i o n s f o r y o u :
1.) What is your favorite genre of music?
2.) What is your favorite genre of books?
3.) What are your favorite books?
4.) Thoughts on people who self harm.
5.) Thoughts on long distance relationships.
6.) How do you see yourself 15 years from now?
7.) Describe your ideal future family.
8.) Describe your dream home.
9.) Are you confident or insecure?
10.) Do you fall in love with fictional characters? If you do, please give out at least two.
11.) What are your thoughts about me?
That is all! I hope everyone will have a good day! God Bless! :)
Hola guys! This week is our sembreak. Actually, I find sembreak pretty boring since we aren't going out of town or something like that but I also want it to last longer since I could just slack around all day at home and chomp on snacks, get a good 9-10 hours of sleep {since during school days I only get 3-6 hours of sleep} and {finally} finish a long overdue book that I really have to read which is the House of Hades by Rick Riordan.
These past few days, I just devote most of my time to writing new stories, read books, do house chores, eat food, call for pizza delivery and cook food. Seriously. Sembreak is equivalent to food. I was quite shocked though because--dad bought a new bathroom scale yesterday and I was astounded to see that I even dropped 15 pounds--like what the hell? I keep on eating and I even shed of some weight?
Anyways, I enjoy cooking stacks-of-pancakes for breakfast with some breakfast mixes from 8tracks to listen to while eating ^.^
Yesterday, I've decided to step out of the house and go to the mall and eat {again}. On the way home, I dropped by me and Airen's fave McDonald's branch. I ordered their Holiday something treats--salted caramel flavored sundae--it tasted good.
A while ago though, I finished reading House of Hades and guess who got emotional? Me of course! I read it with an Earl Grey tea in my hand. I almost choked on the tea because of Bob/Iapetus and everything that happened in the book and also the thought that next year--when Blood of Olympus gets released, everybody should keep in mind that that is the last book of the Heroes of Olympus series. Let us cry please.
That is all I guess? I hope I could spend my sembreak in a more productive way. Yeah. Take care everyone!
Finally guys! A proper post! :) Photo credits to the gorgeous and fab Airen.
Last night was the first ever high school dance party that I have attended. It was sort of boring but it was also fun somehow. I think the stuff we did was to try to party and eat and dance with friends and take tons of pictures. Photo dump ahead.
Let's just say I'm a witch HAHAHAHA.
The people who made my night: {from left to right: Patricia, Nina, Lana, Mitzie, Kim B., Me, Airen, Chiara, Kim V.}
Saw the fabulous Tricia [the one in white top] of themintspace at the party and my gorgeous cousin--Cathleen of secludedmemoir
With boy pals Raphy {the one in red}, Allen, Matthew and with my "EX" LOL HAHAHA--Amos. Okay.
Look how fab Allen's face is! :)
Anyways, spend the entire night with this gorgeous girl who goes by the name--Airen <3
Okay lol we imitated Simone's DP pose and guys, Simone got 'jealous' because I've sent him the picture of me and my 'ex'. He became cold alright. I don't know what to do HAHA.
Anyway, B.O.O. was something I'll definitely remember and HOORAY for the start of sem break <3
