Pondering my Orb

Please just stop for a moment, look around, listen

[nepenthesintent]

Hey it's me, ME!

You can call me Liv or Nepenthe or Nepen or anything else which sounds like my username

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I love making friends if u think I’m cool then please feel free to reach out :3

SHE/HER NOW!!!! 🏳️‍⚧️🔥

Unlabelled/pansexual idk

17 and from Australia

A big fan of how random strangers online are nice, I AM a loser irl though :3

I like: Evangelion (Shinji and Kaworu specifically, not the big robots and angels), games (more below), music, and reading. My favourite activity is just talking to people I like so if I seem cool then FUCKING MESSAGE ME IM LONELY

Games: top 3 are Risk of Rain 2, Deadlock, and Skyrim, others are Slay the Spire, Overwatch, Minecraft, and a bunch more

(I FUCKING LOVE DEADLOCK :3)

Music: My favorite artists rn are The Drums and Lunar Vacation (#1 listener on last fm yipee). Others are Peter McPoland, The Symposium, TV Girl, Tame Impala, The Voidz and The Strokes, Joy Again, Fantasy of a Broken Heart, The Buttertones, The Growlers, Vansire, Matt Maltese, Car Seat Headrest, among another 800 or so :>

Other fandoms/interests: Frieren, The Summer Hikaru Died, Studio Ghibli (ALL OF IT), Cowboy Bebop, Bats (yes the animal, Flying Foxes specifically).

I consider myself very creative when given no restrictions, but i am horrible at actually doing things. (Im a band kid btw.) Whenever i get a hobby aside from gaming it usually lasts about 3 days, but i still do it occasionally. These include:

Writing: Im writing a series called Riposte rn, my first time writing fiction basically, chapter one is on wattpad (https://www.wattpad.com/1619918244?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_writer&wp_uname=Mentojacka) search #Riposte or #Lestrem on this blog

Riposte - The needle shatters

Read The needle shatters from the story Riposte by Mentojacka with 14 reads. romance, medieval, magic. Ka "Pulla..."

Music Production: This lasted no more than 2 days but i will pick it up again once i gain the elusive gift of motivation

Art: I rly wanna get good at art, but im only semi-good when im copying a reference rn, i have basically no drawing experience.

3D Animation/art: This is something i wanna learn most, but i have next to no motivation to actually dedicate to it, so this will be a thing for the future

other things uhh i like dnd i like thrifting and wanna get into fashion and cosplaying and going to ren fairs more and shiny things

Oh and I really like that washed out golden green colour right after sunset for some reason :3

[goatofeden]

first actual post and it includes a mystical lesbian horse wow

[goatofeden]

Some of my accumulated doodles over the course of this month

[nepenthesintent]

fofi foła kapelik ea TāveLi Tudneńe ta emeńo Tā fofi křoJ woLJo kapelik Tudneńe tēJ’ko manțakye kapelik oLfuła

křoJne gēJ’ko ze’woLJō!a.

We give life to machines in pursuit of prosperity. We change, then need said machines for prosperity, and grow weak in their wake.

Advancement raises standards.

[scatteredsunshine]

this is very important to me so please answer 🙏 i’m doing another experiment on this

what color comes to mind when thinking of a pool noodle?

and if you guys don’t know what that is:

tags bc otherwise i’m not gonna get answers

@the-sweaty-toothed-mad-woman @cupidnette13 @doctorcigarettez @thispoetisdead @quantumm76 @m0nt3cr15t0 @drpeppercreamsodaa @dragonclawz2007 @vinylfawn

and tag other people too so i can get an accurate count 🫶🫶🫶

[the-sweaty-toothed-mad-woman]

I always think of like a teal color???? idk why???????? like a light teal hold on

like smth like this

anyways

npt @avoidant-gf @wormie0skywalker @riotverse @prettypinkbubbless @sophia1959

@atsecretgardensinmymind @frankenstn @edensolace @melucia @pommedeterrier

@nelly-rebellyyyyy @miketober @pomeqranatejuice @weltonsociety @seizetheday1

@ziggysbolterxx @xdpsravenx @teasiswriter @quillinhand @snek-of-eden

@teahsometimeshasthoughts @thispoetisdead @liquidlinerr @cupidnette13 @goofysharklover

@sew3rsu1cide @come-relapse-with-me

and open tags <3

[snek-of-eden]

probably a red pool noodle?? idk i can switch the colours super easily but red is probs default

@professeurm @caramello-koalas-for-feminism @madsgellertisnotdead

[caramello-koalas-for-feminism]

So because my family is weird and my grandmother taped three pool noodles together into like a pool noodle triangle and swims with that its acrually peak and much more handy than just 1 is 😭 but bc of that i always think of that when i think of pool noodles so. Its blue green and red if that helps lmao

@tasty-cilantro @nepenthesintent

[nepenthesintent]

blue.

[nepenthesintent]

Apotheosis

A turn, a fable, a lie, a tale. A trips aloft to a land you both fear and love. Yet you lie in the land you wish for, you cant seem to make yourself look at this view after days and still smile. But tomorrow you shall, you know this. A curse to the mind, a thousand daggers to the transmutations which make us up completely. In accordance with the fallen, weep and walk on.

[nepenthesintent]

Nomas

A field

A flame

A home sought

A house grazed

Nomas landed

And Nomas crue

A home at last

a fifth of few

‘fore Nomas grazed

and Nomas flew

For it’s candle burnt

Like bonfire anew

A hatching burnt

and shrivelled shy soon

a field lay dead

to Nomas this noon

and Nomas flew

to begin the cycle anew

[nepenthesintent]

Lestric

at its core, I began creating the Lestric language in my frustration of the English language’s impracticality, and my assumption all languages are impractical in some way

I guess you could call Lestric the language of my mind, the best way for me to represent my thoughts in language when languages have such frustrating structure to me

I was delving into linguistic definitions in a way to explain the language in a proper technical way cause i felt the need to, before realising, to describe Lestric is to define my way of thinking

Lestric has two types of words, grammatics and abstracts.

an abstract is a word with meaning

a grammatic is just a word to help structure

this language is EXTREMELY flexible, im gonna give a comparison between a lestric sentence and a pair of english sentences, and try translate as best as i can

“The river flowed north”

“the” targets “river” and “flowed” refers to “the river” and “north” refers to “flowed”

this sentence can be written as “River flow north” and it would have the same meaning, albeit being more context based

in lestric, this sentence can be written however you want basically, and there is no way to distinguish between something like “flow” and “flowed” without context or the use of another abstract indicating time

but the thing is you can combine abstracts extremely flexibly

which means i could write “the river flows north” as a single word, because we dont need “the” in most contexts e.g. rivernorthflow. All we are doing is combining ideas, so maybe you could say rivernorth with the same idea being transferred

however, communication needs to be clear sometimes, which is where we use grammatics or add more abstracts

if you look deeper into “the river flows north” the most it could be saying is “the contextual river does flow northwards”

uhhh i have no motivation for this anymore bye

[nepenthesintent]

Anyone else go down random rabbit holes of research like the parent companies of random nearby businesses or linguistics?

LINGUISTICS ARE FUCKING COOL I JUST SPENT 30 MINUTES MAKING SOUNDS I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I COULD MAKE

[nepenthesintent]

yello

how's life

🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛

p good atm, lowkey burnt out af last few days but a lot has happened

i feel so… idk how to describe it. Real? Valid? Present? idk but im in a new friend group and we’re hanging out SO OFTEN I LOVE IT

and i tried weed with them once and we had a sleepover and im dating one of them now and hes super awesome and i finally feel like the mental image of a 16yr old that was in my head

adhd meds are awesome and im upping the dose next week, so much stuff is happening its crazy

little exhausted but life is good

[caramello-koalas-for-feminism]

YAYYYY THAT'S THE REALEST THING EVER i finally feel like i'm having the Teenage Experience i always yearned for too chat we're so goated at this

And fuckkk yeahh sounds awesome :)) this boy sounds lovely for you and i wish you well

also obligatory Make Sure Not To Overdo Weed if ur on antidepressants, be careful yo, but live ur life queen hehehee

[nepenthesintent]

yeah i made sure to check the side effects beforehand (im also only on a low dose) but also i dont rly wanna do it unless its in a controlled environment like a sleepover or smth

it was fun af though i just did everything without thinking i was so hyper too, exhilarating

[nepenthesintent]

yello

how's life

🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛

p good atm, lowkey burnt out af last few days but a lot has happened

i feel so… idk how to describe it. Real? Valid? Present? idk but im in a new friend group and we’re hanging out SO OFTEN I LOVE IT

and i tried weed with them once and we had a sleepover and im dating one of them now and hes super awesome and i finally feel like the mental image of a 16yr old that was in my head

adhd meds are awesome and im upping the dose next week, so much stuff is happening its crazy

little exhausted but life is good

[confused-and-thriving]

Y'all think Miles Morales puts anti-crease pads in his Jordan's?

[nepenthesintent]

I think half his spidey senses are focused purely on keeping the Jordan’s uncreased

[beckie-letitia-deactivated20210]

This blog is pro tits and anti Nazi

[stevefightmerogerss]

[confused-and-thriving]

Boss makes a dollar, I make a dime...

That's why I write fanfiction. On company time.

[nepenthesintent]

Framing this

[nepenthesintent]

Haven’t been active in agggeeesss

life update time!!

Diagnosed with adhd and asd, just started adhd meds today, good so far

trans journey has gone far. Got fem clothes, im finally comfortable wearing them in public, started a new school and nobody knows my deadname

Got a date this weekend :D

i am HAPPY!!!!, life is good, ive done more writing and artwork and poetry

thats all!

[gaymolegaming]

Reblog if you stand against order, civilization, and goodness itself

[athena-cat-wizard-official]

goes hard ngl

[the-knightswind-case-locked]

Consider:

[welshirishscottsman]

i am a proud butt pirate; reblog if you are a proud butt pirate

[pyronado-moved]

Please stop trigger tagging with #epilepsy tw/cw/warning/etc.

I need every single person to understand how horrible tumblr’s tagging system is

I go into the tag for epilepsy and its all flashing lights. We can’t use our own tag because people without epilepsy fill it up with improper warnings.

Use ‘flashing’ in place of ‘epilepsy’ in your tags. You aren’t warning people of epileptics, you’re warning us of flashing lights. Please please tag properly. Epileptics say this endlessly and constantly and it’s ignored. You are risking lives by doing this.

Here’s proof of what I mean:

THIS POST IS 100% OKAY TO REBLOG, I ENCOURAGE PEOPLE WITHOUT EPILEPSY TO ESPECIALLY DO SO!

[demonicsymphony]

And if you’re in the notes or tags telling us to “just get a new tag”

Fuck You