Writing Dump

Where I dump random thoughts

[nephdeterminedwrites-blog]

Life is too short to be wasted sulking, feeling neglected or depressed. Just do what makes you feel good, and forget what hurts you. Do your best, so it won’t be a waste of time. And most importantly, love what you doing, love yourself, and love who you are. Cause no one will do it in your place.

[nephdeterminedwrites-blog]

𝑳𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒑𝒆 𝑹𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒘 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕

𝑹𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒔 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒔, 𝑶𝒇 𝒔𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒔, 𝒐𝒇 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒇𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝑴𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒖𝒎𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈.

𝑹𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒐𝒇 𝒖𝒔, 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈? 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒆𝒍𝒔𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒅

𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒆, 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒂 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒖𝒔. 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏

𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒌𝒚 𝒂𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒀𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔, 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑶𝒖𝒓 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔, 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒘.

[nephdeterminedwrites-blog]

𝑻𝒉𝒖𝒎𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝑪𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒔 𝒇𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝑾𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒃𝒊𝒕𝒔 𝑺𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒕

𝑺𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝑺𝒐 𝒇𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒍, 𝒚𝒆𝒕 𝒔𝒐 𝒗𝒊𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑾𝒉𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕?

𝑨 𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝑨 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒇𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑨 𝒘𝒊𝒔𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆 𝑨𝒏 𝒂𝒃𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅

𝑮𝒖𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒇𝒆𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝑻𝒐 𝒂𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔? 𝑻𝒐 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖? 𝑰𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒎𝒆

𝑨 𝒅𝒐𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒉𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝑨𝒔 𝒔𝒐𝒐𝒏 𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒄𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒖𝒏, 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒇𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒀𝒆𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒅𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕?

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒅𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒚 𝑨 𝒎𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒖𝒏𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝑨 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒍𝒆𝒇𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒈

𝑰... 𝑰𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒎𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒚𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝑪𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒑𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰'𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒊𝒕

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒏𝒚 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝑴𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏

𝑰𝒏 𝒂 𝒗𝒂𝒍𝒛𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒏𝒐 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒐𝒏.

[wizdomly]

Butterflies can not see their wings. But the rest of the world can.

You, You are beautiful and while you may not see it, we can. (via wizdomly)

[nephdeterminedwrites-blog]

Shiawks material/quotes

“ We could be the greatest team that the world has ever seen. ”

“ So… what are you doing the 25th? Cause there’s this tradition no one ever wants to do with me, and I firmly believe in it. And it’s not an excuse to see you. Maybe.”

“ I like you a lot. ”

“ Oh no, I said too much. ”

“ What am I to you…? ”

“ I thought I knew what love was- what did I know? ”

“ Sometimes I feel like I’ve got to run away. ”

“ A deeper conversation is all I want from you

I want the words you’re afraid to say—- the lonely ones you keep hidden in between the folds of your heart. ”

“ Please be careful. I need you to come home safely. ”

“ It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this? ”

“ Even if you cannot hear my voice, I’ll be right beside you dear. ”

“ It’s alright- I got you- You’re safe now. ”

“ I’m sorry it took me so long- but I’ve fallen in love with you. ”

“ you’re it. you’re the one. I don’t want anyone else. Ever. ”

[nephdeterminedwrites-blog]

:Stop Thinking_

What have you done to me Why can’t I get you out of my mind Why can’t I sleep at night Why does it have to be like this

Tell me how can I help you Tell me what do you need To be relieved To be saved I don’t know what to do anymore

Things are always hard, probably will always be but you can’t stall only on the bad stuff

What kind of life is this anyway?

Life is never what you want it to be Struggles will always come your way Evil will always try and strike The brave and the unafraid make it out Because they don’t let it Get to them

I can’t erase your scars I can’t enter your mind No matter how many times I tell you You’ll do it anyway

You have to save yourself Everyone has it in them to save themselves.

This is not the end.

[nephdeterminedwrites-blog]

Art in each and every single form exists to let the people who understand its beauty express themselves at their full potential

Teresa Virginia Solvino

[nephdeterminedwrites-blog]

Bunker

Bang, bang, bang what’s this noise? Do you want to destroy my calm?

Mutter, mutter, mutter your voice gives me shivers, venom that flows on my skin

Knife, your tongue you think you can hurt us but you can’t touch me inside my bunker

Inside of it, inside my bunker, you better not touch us.

[nephdeterminedwrites-blog]

Nostalgia

An axe stays stuck in a trunk in the cold winter days. A warning, a monument a presence that’s not there anymore The cold stings, the hands are purple, the heart looks for calm. The gaze wanders, life is no longer luxuriant, the void you left can’t be filled.

The wind blows between the dry and bare branches.