gone generation

[nepotismofthearts]

Like, now i don't even feel anything with graduation only a day away i don't respond to any text, nor do i make an effort to read them sometimes. I feel empty.

[nepotismofthearts]

Somebody just tried to call me, and now i'm shaking with fear for some odd reason. Lowkey scared of phone calls

[nepotismofthearts]

graduation is not far away and i feel this deep empty pit in my heart, once a place i hated soo much, and yet when it comes to an end i feel sad, the familiar schedules, the familiar faces, the laughter. When i just started to get a custom to it, when i finally felt comfort, now i have to start all over again with uni 🎓

[nepotismofthearts]

I'm scared that one day I'll travel outside the country and come back an empty shell of the person I was before, I'm scared to feel a sense of emptiness I'll fell after, I'm scared that I'll come back empty after I taste what freedom feels like.

[nepotismofthearts]

I'm currently a senior in high school, it's February which means I only have about give or take 3 months to graduate from high school, I've never really felt like I belonged in high school, seeing my friends/classmates choosing what colleges to go to meanwhile I'm here confused and feeling like I'm behind for some reason, sometimes I get really blue about it, cause it seemed just like last week I was a freshmen starting at a new high school and now my journey is nearing it's end and it's scary...

[nepotismofthearts]

Most nights I would get soo lonely, even though I have my family & friend whom I love and adore dearly, but when I try to sleep I can't help but notice the silence and the undeniable loneliness that comes with the night

[nepotismofthearts]

What do you mean we're just slowly aging?...

[nepotismofthearts]

Fuckass, feeling sad this winter, its coming back i fear....

[nepotismofthearts]

Fuck millenials they got to experience being fun and unique on the internet, they got to be writers for BuzzFeed, they were free instead of the nonchalant bs everyone does

[nepotismofthearts]

Yeah I do yearn.

[nepotismofthearts]

Vibes I will be looking back with bitter sweet memories for the summer

[nepotismofthearts]

All cause Drew Phillips said he used to spend school nights on tumblr

[nepotismofthearts]

Time is a cruel joke played upon us

[nepotismofthearts]

Where did all the time go really?

[nepotismofthearts]

The earth is beautifull, but the people in it arent.

[2014-is-back]

Freezing cold February

[nepotismofthearts]

Nostalgia hits different when you're all alone at night