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✶i'm neptune!!

✶i'm 19

✶i have no pronouns so call me anything

✶anything not marked with nsfw or suggestive is sfw

✶feel free 2 give me constructive criticism

✶i am open 2 writing anything

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[dloeza]

[neptunegrieving]

nikolai who accidentally makes it a habit of sticking his fingers in your mouth. and he doesnt even mean to, it just becomes a habit. it started when you two fooled around, shoving his thick fingers down your throat and watching you gag around them.

but then he started to do it when you were play fighting on the couch, movie blaring on the television long forgotten. and then he started to do it when you just finished brushing your teeth to annoy you.

and then, it started happening as a daily occurrence. you'd feel nikolai's broadness looming behind you, his arms locking you in place before his hand traveled up your neck. two digits tapped on your bottom lip softly, and you knew exactly what to do.

but little did you know, everytime he pulled his fingers out from the warm embrace of your lips, he'd suck off your saliva with a hum, like the weirdo he is.

[neptunegrieving]

sorry i haven't been active, my mental health is shit rn 🥲 thank u for all the love i've received on my posts these past few weeks!!

[www-titlord-com]

Javier

[chazchaschad]

I do not have a "side blog”, I do not “schedule posts”. I torture my followers with random bullshit and if that doesn’t work I KILL MYSELF

[rat-thingo]

gender is a scam made by bathroom companies to sell you more bathrooms

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rdr2 drabble 🤤 when you cry during sex but because you missed them

arthur's hips stilled when he heard your sniffles. immediately knew something was up from the beginning since you were acting more shy than usual. he also is worried he did something wrong. when you tell him it's just because you missed him, he places your hand on his heart the rest of the night so you can hear it beating for you, beating faster when your moan his name, and beating slower during the calm after coming.

charles is usually slower-paced, so he knows you're not crying because you're overstimulated. he completely stops and asks if you're okay, cupping your face in his hands and brushing away tears with his thumbs. after you tell him it's because you missed him, he'll press the softest kiss to your lips and press his forehead against yours, promising he'll never really be away from you, because his heart will always belong to you.

john is frantic whenever you returns from you, so you'll already be misty eyed. it's when his hand finds yours that you cry real tears. john doesn't even notice until he doesn't hear you moaning as frequently. you'll kiss him, tell him you missed him greatly, and that's enough to make his heart hurt. he tries to be gentle the rest of the night, to savor the time he has with you, but you can see his desperation through the way his hands have the bedroll balled into his fists.

javier is already sappy and mellow during sex, whispering in your ear and trailing soft kisses down the side of your neck. he notices your damp skin first when he goes down to press a kiss to your jaw. he pulls back and immediately cradles your face, wiping your tears away. he's relieved to hear it's only because you missed him, but that introduces a new fear: his lover being lonely. javier swears he won't keep you waiting like that ever again. he promises he'll always make it back to his home: you.

bill is a nervous wreck already, afraid he's doing something wrong even if you've both slept together a billion times before. so when he hears your shaky exhales, he pulls out completely. he can't wrap his head around the fact that your tears are for him. he doesn't deserve them. and when he hears the reason behind them, he gets even more confused. you? missing him? bill's so grateful to have someone as sweet as you in his life, and he shows his gratitude by fucking you deep until you fall asleep in his arms.

micah had heard your tears during sex a bunch of times before because he loves to overstimulate you. but he could tell you weren't enjoying yourself. and if you weren't enjoying yourself, then deep down, micah can't either. he scoffs when you tell him you're crying because you missed him. he doesn't want to believe you, but he knows you're dumb enough to miss an asshole like him. (his words, not mine) but micah watches you shed real tears over him, and it has his eyes softening. you get a glimpse at his vulnerability as he gently wipes a few tears from your wet cheek and grumbles that you shut up.

sean spends his whole life making jokes, so it doesn't magically stop during sex. you're both drunk after celebrating his return from almost getting hung. he can hear your gasps for air between sobs as his face is pressed against your throat. sean tries to lighten the mood by joking, but you don't budge. his smile falters, asking if you're really crying. when you tell him it's because you missed him, he can feel his heart beating faster. it flusters him immensely, and he has to kiss you so you don't say anything else that might make his throat feel tighter. he fucks you harder than before, and you swear you can hear the faint whispers when he presses his face to your shoulder that are pledges to be better for you.

dutch doesn’t have time to make love often, so it’s usually very intimate and special—plus, with the extended time you hadn’t seen him. it was the first time in a while that dutch was caught off guard. almost like in shock that you are crying over him. not only does it lwky give him an ego boost, but it makes him feel sick with guilt. which he also wasn’t used to feeling. he doesn’t even try to pull his physiological bullshit. just quietly reassures you as he thrusts into slow and deep. i also imagine he calls you a lot more petnames as soon as you tell him you missed him, probably to butter you up to make you forget about why you were sad in the first place.

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just finished ugly sobbing at rdr2. i don’t even care anymore 😔

[countrycritter]

Just a little drabble but I’m imagining reader going out with their friends grocery shopping because sometimes it’s fun to run errands together.

Their friends immediately question them on the sheer amount of produce, meats, and others that they had piled into the shopping cart. Besides it was only them living there. One person shouldn’t need to buy THAT much and then go shopping two weeks later.

Expect what reader’s friends don’t know is that they’re feeding four strays grown men almost every night. They walk in looking all rough and tough but soften up instantly.

And heaven forbid reader start fussing over how they need to build up a little more cute chub on them. Or coos at them as they curl up beside them afterwards, all tuckered out from the meal and constant attention.

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javier escuella is an asshole.

javier escuella who flips off and/or insults anyone who bumps into him while passing by, even if it's by accident. his vicious and cruel words directed at any insecurities he might think they have. all while he keeps his head set high.

javier escuella who is always grumpy at camp, extremely unapproachable unless he just so happens to be in a rare, vulnerable mood. spitting and hissing at anyone who just so happens to great him.

javier escuella who doesn't care for others when he's on missions. he removes all feelings of weakness and hides himself behind a mask of arrogance. he doesn't care about the woman who cried when he held her at gunpoint for her glimmering necklace, nor care about the poverty-stricken homeowner who has an expensive family heirloom, the only thing he had left. if it can make money, javier will take it.

javier escuella who bitches and moans about anything that inconviences him, even if it's benefiting people close to him. it doesn't matter, he needs the world catered to his every whim.

javier escuella who takes what he wants from you, even if you're tearing up and begging him to slow down. it feels too good to stop, and your tears make you look so beautiful..

javier escuella who sticks a finger in your mouth so you'd shut up. he knows you can take it, and you wouldn't want to disappoint him, would you? he doesn't want the whole camp to hear, he is selfish and wants to be the only one to hear your sweet whines. after all, javier knows he's an asshole, and he doesn't plan on changing soon.

(it’s okay, because he’s your asshole <3)

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braiding charles hair <3 (suggestive)

you both had made love moments ago, and now you were currently winding down after it had felt like your body was melting. charles was breathing above you, his eyes closing to simmer down. your fingers finding his glistening forehead to sweep frizzed fly-aways. his head leaned into your touch.

"charles," his eyes found yours instantly, "can i braid your hair?"

his head tilted and his eyes thinned. his suspicious expression was enough to make you giggle, which made him smile in return.

"i just want to get it out of your face." you blinked at him innocently, even though he knew you were anything but that.

"..fine," charles grumbled like it was some sort of chore, even if he was biting back a grin.

. . .

your fingers combed through his long, raven locks, flattening the fly-aways. in your mouth, a few bobby pins sat between your teeth. you carefully parted his hair into three sections.

"so, what were you and arthur whisperin' about?" you hummed casually. you had been searching for charles around camp earlier, only to find him and arthur muttering to each other. they quickly shut up when they spotted you, though.

"quit being nosy."

"i'm not nosy! i'm curious! it's human nature, y'know."

"is that right?"

you both sat in comfortable silence as you continued to lace his hair together. you were always secretly jealous of how silky it was, especially without mantience.

you finished the braid with one of your dark navy ribbon. charles was secure in his masculinity, so you were glad he paid no mind to this. you set some loose pieces back with your bobby pins.

running your hand down the length of the braid, your fingers clasped around the end and tugged lightly, earning a chuckle from charles.

"careful," he teasingly reprimanded. you curled your arms around his neck and perched your cheek on his shoulder, staring up at the side of his face, scooting closer so your chest was smushed against his broad back.

"there. now your hair won't get in your face." you whispered against his skin, lips now brushing against his, intentionally insinuating something before you pulled away, laughing at the pout on his face.

[yousummonedme]

“Tie me up.”

Just thinking about Simon’s wife, who’s been sexually abused. So whenever things get heated between them, she freezes or fawns because of her trauma.

Simon knows how the world is towards women. He knows how he appears, big and threatening even though he’d never harm an innocent person. He’d especially never lay a hand on or so much as yell at his wife.

But trauma is trauma, and she still can’t get over the memories or the emotions that come with it. It clings to her like a leech latching onto skin and ripping blood out.

She froze when he said it. He’d said it so easily, without a hint of gestation or resentment. For a few moments, she was stunned into silence. She studied his face, and she trembled slightly. Was this okay?! She felt evil for even needing— but Simon repeated himself. His voice was a gentle rumble, and his eyes were so tender. “Tie me up, love. If that’s what it takes to make you feel safe.” And he offered his hands up like a vow.

[oxeyeidaisy]

"No fight, good or bad, is without bloodshed. I know that better than most"

Trying to get back into the swing of things, so have this bloody Javier headshot ❤️

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does anyone else pregame writing fanfiction by reading fanfiction?? 😭

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imagine having to sew a custom hoodie for ghost because of his sheer size; it’s got a little embroidered skull on the left side of his chest that you take much pride in making.

it took a lot of time because you had to measure ghost repeatedly (he kept kissing you and messing everything up) and your sewing machine broke so you had to hand sew for a while until ghost fixed it.

but it all paid off to see ghost actually have comfortable lounge wear.

the problem is getting him out of it if you want to mess around.. :(

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