I don't know what im doing

I'm a INFP nerd but also a ninja who loves animation and video games. welcome to my trash/any pronouns/do not repost art without permission and credit

[nerdninjaash]

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also Have a ffxiv side blog @feralchaos2

plan on making an art sideblog too at some point Ill link it here when its made

[auramgold]

a lot of people assume psychosis hallucinations are super intense all-consuming horror movie shit like the memes about the hat man or always horrible debilitating things that make you dangerous to be around

but in my experience 95% of my hallucinations are getting spooked by very clearly hearing someone knocking on my door or calling my name from another room or hearing footsteps walking behind me which are "just" my brain recreating the horror of an abusive childhood

i *have* gotten the "bugs crawling all over me" hallucination once or twice though and yeah that one is exactly as terrible horrible as it sounds AUGH

[auramgold]

(not trying to put you on blast specifically, you're just a good example to jump off of)

media and pop culture hypes up psychosis a lot as The Worst That Can Happen out of sanism, so even when you try and filter that cultural bias out you still assume it's based on something

when, no, psychosis is actually very simple: it's just hyperactive pattern matching. it's your brain's signal-to-noise ratio being off balance, it's seeing images in random static. it's not always this special uniquely big thing, it's in fact quite mundane a lot of the time.

no one is immune to psychosis, it's not purely the realm of the insane. anyone is one bad night of sleep or one bad case of food poisoning or one bad fever away from being just like me on my worst days.

and this, indeed, is why solidarity with the insane is so important: you, yes you too, are just one bad day from joining us, and no perceptions of being a "temporarily embarrassed sane person" will save you from the oppression of the psychiatric institution.

[gorusiti7]

Kawkaw wants to play!

[screamingvikings]

Shoutout to the that time alphinaud attended 3 memorial services for the fallen back to back to back and felt the need to lean over to the exact same total stranger at every single one to explain how the guy giving the speech was a little bitch.

[colibriart]

[omgpeachsnapple]

Final Fantasy XIV: Shadowbringers - A Summary:

[autistobrat]

this too shall pass but the fuck was that for

[cowboyspones]

women were not banging out spirk fanfiction in the 60s for you to be AI generating your fic

[this-is-trans-joy]

I will always care more about the supportive cishet boyfriend at pride than i will about the wannabe cop queer person interrogating every “straight looking” couple to make sure they’re “queer enough” to be there btw. Don’t worry about your cishet boyfriend, he’s sitting with me eating an ice cream wearing a homemade little pride bracelet around his arm and he is the happiest he’s ever been in his life :]

[nerdninjaash]

finally just said screw it and unfollowed a bunch of people not because they anything bad or anything i just gotten exhausted coming on here anymore because a lot of posts i would see just depressed me and feel awkward like im not suppose to see them

[lastflunky]

Mysterious Wind ☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ

Can't believe I went from hating that man to loving him. Toby I love your beautiful mind for combining anime twink with sitcom dad's cool friend. I remembered this iconic gif and had to recreate with Flowery.

I have a video file right here. If you want to use this in videos, streams, forums, etc. You can, just remember to credit if it's for a video. If you put this into gen AI, I will kick your ass. Somehow I'll find a way to do it.

[finale-fantasie]

so... what if time continued to flow faster in the first

[xivrefsheets]

Master post of G’raha Tia and Crystal Exarch reference sheets.

Hi-res downloads can be found here: [ARR] [Exarch] [EW] 

[stitchposts]

unfortunately i have free will so im about to make art that is going to appeal to basically 4 people. let us hope those 4 people follow me.

[utopians]

people aren't even exaggerating indeed is literally like that. walmart attendant $13 an hour, target attendant $13 an hour, AI dick sucker $40 an hour, home depot attendant $13 an hour, guy who designs bullets that can only kill children $160k a year plus benefits, gas station manager $18 an hour

[cilantrhoes]

[justarandomart]

all of us it seems