The Nerdy Libertarian

A Critical Hit for Liberty

[nerdylibertarian]

I think I need to move to a city with people who are more relationship interested...cause NYC is not it. Many women talk a big game but have no follow through. Across the age range everyone has dreams and ambitions they want to fulfill which is great and why they have moved here. I want to be with someone ambitious and a dreamer but it feels like almost no one is here to have an actual real relationship. It's all ships passing through for various amounts of time (and I'm guilty of it in the past).

But now that I kinda have a path I enjoy traveling down I'm ready for something a little more than just casual. This isn't the city for that. You can move here with an established relationship and pursue a dream but it seems like finding someone who is willing to to commit to a relationship is rare.

I thought moving here well I'm an awkward weirdo maybe I'll find someone here in this city of 9 million but alas nope. 9 years and so very few relationships,and part of that is on me.

I'll probably stick it out a few more years here, but I don't know if can last longer than that here with no prospects for a relationship.

[nerdylibertarian]

"Alright Doc, I think it's time to call it"

"But it was such a good time, it can't end like this. There should be more" 

"Be real son.  It's been 3 messages spaced out over 3 days and you had tentative plans scheduled for tomorrow"

"But there was chemistry for godsakes. CHEMISTRY!"

*Slaps Doctor*

"The woman is unresponsive….Call it dammit"

"Time of Ghosting…..Now"

*sobs*

[nerdylibertarian]

To all the gay/bi/pan men:

I’m honestly super sorry I kind of sort of lead you on. I enjoy flirting, dancing, and the occasional makeout but the likeliehood of it going further is minimal without me feeling super comfortable. I’m only finally slowly coming into my bi/pansexualness/heteroflexibility.

[nerdylibertarian]

I'm slowly coming to terms with possibly being forever alone. A thing I have fought long and hard against.

I'm the person who hoped to be at the very least married and if financially sound enough on the path to children at my age. And while I wouldn't say I'm enjoying being single (as a non-conventionally attractive overweight hairy actual short (5'3 not this 5'6 bullshit) man dating is difficult), I am enjoying not feeling like I settled or tied down in anyway. Not to say I'm not to willing to compromise or be a team player but I think I want to stress the necessity of being a team and complementary allies.

So this drunk rant is basically to say I know what I want and I'm ok to wait until it happens or it just doesn't.

[nerdylibertarian]

Just found out my Uncle Frank passed. And it’s hitting me harder than I thought as memories come flooding back.

That side of my large disjointed and many tiered family has always been difficult growing up. I never felt like I fit in with the machismo, bluster, and loudness. I was the quiet imaginative kid reading, acting things out, playing with legos or video games, while my cousins would gladly play sports outside.

All but Frank would play up that machismo. He was  gentle but wouldn’t back down from his brothers. He was especially fond of calling out their racism or their shitty fox news hot takes. Calling bullshit when he saw it. But importantly to me he never tried to force me into the role my other uncles tried. Never gave me grief for not wanting to play sports. He saw the dancing, and singing, and sensitivity, and embraced it.  I will miss him. He was one of the few on that side I enjoyed seeing during family get togethers.

[nerdylibertarian]

Hey. I was wondering if you have a Minds account I can follow, and if not, would you consider starting one at some point?

I dont have the foggiest idea what that is....if it's interesting I'd look into it

[nerdylibertarian]

it feels like over the past 30 or so years of overuse of the words fascist and communists as invective against conservatives and liberals respectively, those sides have kinda said fine you know what and dove headlong into those garbage ideologies. Which is gross.

[nerdylibertarian]

I put on a good front because I logically know it's nothing personal most of the time.....but I'm actually an extremely sensitive person and feel real bad at the smallest of perceived faults

[nerdylibertarian]

When everything else is pretty perfect but your kinks don't line up

[nerdylibertarian]

If my legacy even at this age is to make sure the young just out of college kids don't end up dead within 10 years from the cold uncaring world. ...I will consider it a success

[divinghoe-deactivated20181123]

Are you in a relationship or just having fun right now?

neither

[nerdylibertarian]

Damn I need to get back into taking dance classes. Being able to drunkenly do a lift with some random lady at karaoke was awesome. I want to get better.

[nerdylibertarian]

That moment after all the questions about what type of person are you into and you realize: “My type is Stage Manager”

[nerdylibertarian]

Weddings and births make me so happy and sad at the same time sometimes (especially as it gets more prevalent in my age group) Like I am so happy for your happiness that's rad as shit but also like.....fuck no one loves me and I'm never gonna get to raise an awesome tiny human.

[nerdylibertarian]

Thank you

Hey drunk white girl(that told me within five seconds you live in the building next to this karaoke dive bar) for putting me in the awkwardest situation by coming up to the only white person around and l chasing off the cute introverted PoC girl I was talking to in order to put distance between you and that brown man you were clearly flirting with all night. Don’t put me in the position to play the is it racism or possible rapist game

[smashedpolitics]

This shit right here is why I say libertarians are right wing SJW’s. 

[nerdylibertarian]

You taking my drunk ramblings as serious political commentary is hilarious. Have fun trying to be the next Milo Yiannopoulos. I’m sure your books will sell just as well.

[smashedpolitics]

I didn’t take it as political commentary, just identitarian cringe. 

[nerdylibertarian]

aww your cute. nothing here but slice of life observations but if you want to make into more than that you go ahead love. have fun with your sad sad life. 

[nerdylibertarian]

Thank you

Hey drunk white girl(that told me within five seconds you live in the building next to this karaoke dive bar) for putting me in the awkwardest situation by coming up to the only white person around and l chasing off the cute introverted PoC girl I was talking to in order to put distance between you and that brown man you were clearly flirting with all night. Don’t put me in the position to play the is it racism or possible rapist game

[smashedpolitics]

This shit right here is why I say libertarians are right wing SJW’s. 

[nerdylibertarian]

You taking my drunk ramblings as serious political commentary is hilarious. Have fun trying to be the next Milo Yiannopoulos. I’m sure your books will sell just as well.

[nerdylibertarian]

Thank you

Hey drunk white girl(that told me within five seconds you live in the building next to this karaoke dive bar) for putting me in the awkwardest situation by coming up to the only white person around and l chasing off the cute introverted PoC girl I was talking to in order to put distance between you and that brown man you were clearly flirting with all night. Don't put me in the position to play the is it racism or possible rapist game