angel

fixated on milgram for 1 1/2 years yay

[nervousangell]

Welcome to angels blog!

"my emotions are out of control that's inconvenient, i dont care!"

about me:

she/they | minor | pansexual | british fixation : milgram other interests : hetalia, saori sato school girl supervisor, pokemon, corpse party, ace attorney, my dress up darling, ashhfir games i play : vrchat (not in a con way, i'm normal i promise), adopt me, pjsk

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do u kin nervous? just curious as everything is nervous related

yes ! she's my biggest kin ever actually , i love her sm !! second is mahiru ofc..

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non-demonium has been released and it's sos good! i was watching the VD in school and i felt like that reactor who was crying over angel dust and like everyone clowned on her... please understand my reference. but it made me so sad tho omfg 😭 also reminder to vote her innocent!

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What is your least favourite novelgram character?

oh my god hi tysm for being the first ask!

my least favourite is probably two-side, as he led to all of the prisoners being in milgram. also, i think the whole idea of seraph was a bsd idea, but i guess i can't say anything as he didn't know it would result in her death. i also hate how he treated close, it was completely unneeded.

— i'm not as fixated on novelgram as i am normal milgram , so apologies if i made any mistakes. i also haven't read the second one where torch is warden, but i will soon !!

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just a little theory about amane T3 thumbnail before it comes out! some of these ideas are from my irl but i don't have any socials so i can't tag her :(

firstly, i think a big thing to note is that the mascots look different from magic ,which, i think we all know by now, is a depiction of a cartoon that amane watched when she was younger to indoctrinate her. however, like i said they now look different, which i think is supposed to show how she's warping the cults beliefs to suit her own personal ideals. furthermore, the mascots are shown as objects, which could show how she believes she's superior to them.

the gears and levers in front of her go to each mascot based on colour, which i think could be further referencing the fact that she now has power over the cults beliefs to suit her own, especially now that she had a follower to teach said beliefs to.

the words 'non-demonium' could be referencing to the word 'pandemonium' , which refers to a place full of mayhem and stuff. this suggests that the cult is a place where mayhem and chaos isn't tolerated, or not even i thing at all. she's presenting the cult as a place of peace and order ( which is incorrect as shown through shidous death, but her mind as been so warped that she believes it's normal or deserved ). also before writing this i didn't realise demonium is an actual word... it means evil and stuff. um my bad but my friends theory is still good so idc.. demonium means 'evil', so she's basically saying her cult isn't evil. this could be comparing her version of the cult to either the old version that her parents taught her or comparing the cult as a whole (before and after) to the outside world.

also in the song, she refers to her follower (fuuta) as my believer, which i believe could be her saying how she's now the leader of the cult in her mind, or how she now believes she is like a god or messiah to the cult (mainly saying this from T2, as she says that she's god), but i could be looking too deep into it..

— if i'm wrong, please lmk! i don't wanna spread misinformation

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please... asks... i need asks... i beg...

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i've only got like one friend who's into milgram , and we go to the same school but we literally only speak on messages.. it's scary talking to people irl 🙁 i don't think she's very fixated on milgram but she's like the only person i can talk to about it.. last message i sent to her was me ranting about amane and it was 251 words... oops. i hate being fixated on something and having no1 to talk to it about too.. especially because that girl is now ignoring me

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naki moodboard :)

sorry if it's bad, this is the first moodboard i've ever made , and a lot are based on myself ^_^

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idk how to explain it but i feel like when i'm with other people i'm never like ... me unless i'm with my bsf. like idk i just feel like i'm always so distant yet putting on an act to try please others all the time and i don't know how to stop.. it's gotten to the point where people think i'm stupid and ive genuinely started to hate myself but the only time i can truly be myself is when i'm at home talking to myself or when i'm with my bsf, and still with the latter i feel like i'm not really me. it's exhausting and so annoying

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i saw ppl doing this so here's mine!! i love mahiru soo much.. no novelgram sadly but i understand. if there was novelgram my most relatable would be naki hehe

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man i wish i would argue with milgram fans anonymously bro some people make such stupid points but i'm so scared i'm gonna slip up 😭