Oh, the cleverness of me!

The name is Pan, I'm a Shadowhunter. I will be the leader of an Institute once and it will be the most fun Institute there ever was.

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"We had a misunderstanding last time."

"You think?"

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"It is because it is." Stiles pressed the issue, stepping coser to Pan, amber eyes almost burning, as if he wanted to see deep into Pan’s soul. "I want to know why do you care so much about me. And my so-called-walls. Why is it any buisness of yours? Or you just see me as a challenge? Because in that case drop it. Now. I’m not a toy to be picked apart just for fun to see what makes me tick."

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Pan retreated a little when Stiles stepped closer, clearly unable to cope with the situation. He only stared at the other, his words hitting him like whip lashes. His teeth dug into his lower lip without Pan noticing, the rest of his body turned cold. "I...", he whispered, his voice hoarse. "I just like you, okay?!" Pan didn't know what it meant. If there was anyone who knew Pan the least, it was himself.

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//omg stay home until you’re fully okay again honey. If you don’t youll probably get sick again soon it it doesnt get worse just because you strain yourself. Believe me, I’m talking from experience.

but I’m okay now! and I can’t just waste my time two months before the finale exams when I haven’t even started revising! I need to be in class and listen to the teacher because there’s no way I can revise four years of maths and hungarian literature/grammar without help at home. 

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Give yourself at least today and tomorrow, will you? You might feel fine now, lying in bed and occasionally walking to the toilet and kitchen, but a full normal day is exhausting. You know what can happen when you strain yourself while not being fully healthy again? It happened to my father, it's horrible and dangerous. You're overburdening your heart, which might not sound too alarming, but it'll get bad over the years. Not now, but later and then you'll regret this :/ So please try to relax somehow

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//gone now, need to sew u.u

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A Nice Invitation | Pan and Magnus

[aninstrumentofchaos]

Magnus was surprised by the sudden move but enjoyed that Pan suddenly got a bit dominating. He returned the kiss his hands moving up to the younger man’s neck. So far he had to admit he was impressed by Pan even if they had barely gotten started. “keep this up and I might not let you leave this apartment” The warlock whispered before the other’s lips was on his once again. He opened his mouth to allow Pan entrance totally forgetting about the fairy on the bed for a moment.

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At Magnus' words a sly grin spread on Pan's face and his body instantly started to grind expertly against the warlock's, paying special attention to the movement of his hip. He kissed the other passionately, but teasingly, enjoying the mixture of giving himself in to that moment and trying to drive the other insane. His hands shot up into Magnus' black hair, gently gripping it, partly to steady himself, partly to keep the warlock exactly where he was - pinned to the wall, at the mercy of Pan's kisses and motions.

[ilookbetterwhenthesungoesdo-blog]

۞ - neverlandwillneverend

Pros:

You are fun to tease

You are good in bed

You are fun to hang around with

Cons:

You are mortal

You are a Shadowhunter

I am a vampire

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There are no cons if I turn into a vampire

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The Sex Thing

ilookbetterwhenthesungoesdown PROS: ♦You're super handsome and your personality is wow ♦You're sexy ♦Sex with you is great ♦You ♦I feel good around you CONS: ♦You're a little tease ♦You might make me addicted ♦I want you right now ♦Do I already like you too much?

stilesstarkweather PROS: ♦You're good looking ♦You're interesting ♦I'm curious to see what you got ♦You're my little mess ♦I want to break your walls CONS: ♦You are so reluctant ♦I don't want you to feel bad ♦You might ask questions and demand answers later ♦I like my freedom

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Who We Are Now | Sara and Pan

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She rolled her eyes, but bit her lip from another snarky remark. “Who are you anyway?” Sara asked, not really caring, but for lack of any better entertainment. “And by the way, I’m not grumpy, nor frustrated. I am simply..” She looked down at her dark attire, almost wanting to say 'mourning'  but that would give too much away. I am simply just not very happy”

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"I'm Pan. What about you?", he asked and cocked his head to the side, following her gaze down but not really sure what it was she was looking at. "I mean you of course don't have to tell me your name, but in that case you'd have to be okay with me calling you not-very-happy-woman." He gave her a little smile, chuckling. His words weren't meant to insult her, they were much more playful and innocent. "If you aren't very happy then maybe you should try to change something about that?"

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The Smell Of Wet Dogs | Pan and Tristan

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"Well, then I probably haven’t met those. What are their names? —Faes are pretty awful too."

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"David and Jay. They're cool! And yes, faes can be pretty annoying, but they took a liking in me. I don't even know why. Maybe it's my looks or my mischievousness...they always invite me to their parties."

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Shadow Of The Day | Pan and Christine

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“You can talk to me…If you wish, of course. My name is Christine…” The young soprano tried.

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Pan thought about it. How much damage could be done talking to a stranger who seemed to be a nice and caring woman? After all Pan was just a little boy trapped in a teenage body - his real needs being those of a child; someone to spend him comfort, someone to listen to him and someone to admire what he had accomplished no matter how small his achievements were. "I-I'm Peter, but everyone calls me Pan", he finally said.

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I'm Crashing On You | Pan and Magnus

[aninstrumentofchaos]

"No it doesn’t you destroyed most of my apartment. I don’t take lightly on my gorgeous furnitures being ruined" Magnus said looking at the boy. "You don’t look so good" He said referring to all the cuts all over his body. "As much as I hate you crashing in on me like this I feel like I have to help you with that before letting you go. Or I should punish you and let you be in pain until you heal" The warlock said as he inspected the wounds. It didn’t seem to have done any real damage, not too deep or anything. "How come you did crash through my window anyway?"

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"Don't I?", Pan asked cheekily, knowing exactly that Magnus had not adressed his looks but the wounds all over his body. He just found it too funny to misinterpret the other's words. He quickly scrutinzied the man and came to the conclusion that he was extremely handsome, especially due to the foreign touch. He only chuckles at the warlock's little thread, a charming grin on his lips as the other inspected his wounds. "Well...I didn't see the window, to be honest. It reflected the nightsky perfectly, I thought there was a passage. I'm glad it wasn't a wall, in that case things would have ended way more nasty than this." He made a wide gesture. "Plus, then I never would have met you, handsome stranger."

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Not a normal day | Jay & Pan

[mouthnotyetstainedwithblood]

Jay’s eyes widened slightly. Okay, she was really worried now. Instantly putting an arm around her friend, she asked, bewildered, “What do you mean?! What happened?”

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"Well...Tink", Pan muttered, swallowing a sob. "She's gone." Under Jay's arm he curled up, pulling his legs close and helplessly hugging them with his slender arms. He must have looked like the child he was, his outer appaerance not distracting from his true nature in this very rare moment.

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Catching Snowflakes | Pan and David

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Well, one thing was perfectly clear. David wasn’t going anywhere. He froze in time when that vampire buried him, and he hadn’t aged a second since then. And unless someone will kill him, he will always remain here. And he might not be completely happy about this existence, but he still didn’t want to die… again. Once was more than enough.

"I don’t know. I never tried. They would probably melt on your fingers though before you could put them on me. You have a normal body temperature unlike me, you know. Also, the weather does change, so unless you’d want to put me into a huge freezer they would melt eventually. Just not from my body heat."

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Pan chuckles at the thought of it. "That's too bad, you would have made a great snowflake-man. But I got an idea!", his eyes flashed up cheekily, "we could undress you now and make you lie down in the ground and wait for the snowflakes to fall onto your body. That way I wouldn't have to touch them." It sounded like a great idea, although this time the boy was only joking. "

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Sixtynine | Pan and David

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"Really? And what’s that?" David chuckled, gently biting Pan’s collarbone, when his head was up there. "Off? Now that could be interpeted at least a thousand of ways. Do you want me to get off from you and leave you here alone?" He asked painfully, still tracking the Marks with his tongue. "Now that’s a more refined wish.” David chuckled again, finally letting go of Pan’s wrists.

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Pan almost cheered when David finally released his wrists, he did, however, let out a sigh of relief. "Don't you dare go and leave me", he said, almost asked it of him and got up, slipping out from under David and pinned him against the table. A grin spread on his lips as he slowly opened the vampires' pants and while pushing them down got to his knees, his fingers teasingly running over David's legs while he did so.

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M!A: Reverse | Pan and Jason

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Jason looked at him, confused before he started chuckling, a bit nervous and more out of politeness but it was a chuckle nevertheless. “S-Sorry Pan, then..D-Did..I did not hurt you, did I..??!” his eyes went wide, full of shock realization and worry.

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Pan laughed. "Nope, I'm fine! I'm used worse to be honest. Don't worry. I'm cool", he said amusedly.

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Fetishes and Clubbing | Pan and Stiles

[stilesstarkweather-blog]

Adventures, adrenaline and secrets? That was definitely Stiles’ life. Whether or not it was fun, it was probably the question of the point of view. “I find that hard to believe.” He deadpanned back at Pan’s words, and just pushed the guy’s hands off his hip. “Show me the way, then.” He said, putting his hands into his pockets.

[neverlandwillneverend-blog]

Pan let Stiles push his hands away only reluctantly but he put his usual smirk on his face immediately. "Follow me", he almost sang and lead the way, trying not to be too many steps ahead of the other.

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You. Me. Bed. Now. | Pan and Stiles

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"I officially hate you." Stiles hissed, closing his eyes. He wasn’t exactly… well it wasn’t the best description that he didn’t want this, because he did. His whole body wanted it, he wanted it, but he didn’t want to want it. If that makes sense. But now here he was, under Pan, literally under his fingers, and he was lost. So Stiles just… went with the flow. For now.

[neverlandwillneverend-blog]

Pan grinned. "I can feel that", he whispered into Stiles' ear and kissed it gently afterwards. He then continued to tease the boy expertly, he had enough experience to know what to do in order to make someone want him and he wasn't anxious to use this knowledge. His fingers traveled over Stiles' skin, down over his stomach until he reached a very interesting bulge in the other's pants. A cheeky glint appeared in his eyes, "I like."

[stilesstarkweather-blog]

"We had a misunderstanding last time."

"You think?"

[stilesstarkweather-blog]

"It is important to me. Why do you care? You don’t have a care about anything in the world. You care about your parabatai, and like that’s it isn’t it? You just want to live your life as freely as you can. So… why do you care about me?" Stiles wouldn’t back down, he would keep pressing the issue until he got an answer out of Pan.

[neverlandwillneverend-blog]

Pan just listened and stared at Stiles, his jaw almost dropping. he was so right it scared him. "I...yes. I want to be free, yeah, no restrictions, no boundaries...so...uhm....I...I don't know. Why is it so important to you?", he asked helplessly. No one had ever pressured him like that and for the first time Pan wasn't able to just give someone a cheeky grin and shrug the matter off. He couldn't move.