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What if I never healed?

What if I just pretend?

What if I hated these loneliness?

As I tried to be honest with my my line

I don't know anymore,

When did it all start??

Should I trace everything from the begining?

Does it start when my mother accuse me for breaking her sewing machine?? While isn't me.

Does it start when I was crying on the knee, beging to my brother not to hit me?

Does it start when my father abandoned all my hard work?

Or does it start when I was a good girl?

At the young ages I cried all night cause someone broke my heart

As I am getting older I cried cause I broke someone's heart

at night

I wish to find a way back home

To love again in brave and honor

C.Nindiya

Oh my love,

Today I failed you again

Sorry

If ran

Away

.

Again.

My heart to fragile so I am saying I am strong. If you look into my eyes I hope you understand that I can't tell the truth, I cant say that I love you, I cant say I need you. I aways fear of love. -C.Nindiya

I don't want to change the world. I just want to changes your heart - my whole world.

C.Nindiya

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I guess we're just a story with an open ending. We pretend to find the ending through someone else's imagination.

Cit

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Story of us

When she loved you, he loved her

When he loved her, she loved him

When he came, she was disappear

When she came, he was changed

when they love each other.

It’s too late

I Am Much Too Alone in This World, Yet Not Alone

I am much too alone in this world, yet not alone enough to truly consecrate the hour. I am much too small in this world, yet not small enough to be to you just object and thing, dark and smart. I want my free will and want it accompanying the path which leads to action; and want during times that beg questions, where something is up, to be among those in the know, or else be alone.

I want to mirror your image to its fullest perfection, never be blind or too old to uphold your weighty wavering reflection. I want to unfold. Nowhere I wish to stay crooked, bent; for there I would be dishonest, untrue. I want my conscience to be true before you; want to describe myself like a picture I observed for a long time, one close up, like a new word I learned and embraced, like the everyday jug, like my mother's face, like a ship that carried me along through the deadliest storm.

Rainer Maria Rilke - 1875-1926

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I don’t need to change the whole world. I just want to change your heart cause you’re my world.

- C.Nindiya

#wholeworld #prose poem

I'm not afraid to show my love, I am afraid to fall in love with you

C.Nindiya

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Past, Future and Present

I am in love with the past an the possibilities of the future.

I’ve been told that I never been in the present.

My mind always wanders around to places, memories, somewhere distant.

I am in love with our meeting - the cute meet part.

I am in love with how you behave - how sweet you were.

I am also in love with possibilities of our future. Imagining ourselves live happily in a house full of plants - in a well decorated house.

But all things happening now, the present.

They all seem vague - evaporating into nothingness.

By. Naela Ali

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Train of Life

At birth, we boarded the train of life and met our parents, and we believed that they would always travel by our side. However, at some station, our parents would step down from the train, leaving us on life's journey alone. As time goes by, some significant people will board the train: siblings, other children, friends, and even the love of our life. Many will step down and leave a permanent vacuum. Others will go so unnoticed that we won't realize that they vacated their seats! This train ride has been a mixture of joy, sorrow, fantasy, expectations, hellos, goodbyes, and farewells. A successful journey consists of having a good relationship with all passengers, requiring that we give the best of ourselves. The mystery that prevails is that we do not know at which station we ourselves will step down. Thus, we must try to travel along the track of life in the best possible way -- loving, forgiving, giving, and sharing. When the time comes for us to step down and leave our seat empty -- we should leave behind beautiful memories for those who continue to travel on the train of life.

Let’s remember to thank our Creator for giving us life to participate in this journey. I close by thanking you for being one of the passengers on my train!

I received this via email from a friend today. Its' author is unknown to me. I thought this was worth sharing.

- Jean d’Omersson

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