Satan's right hand lover.

Hey, name's Park Junho, call me Simon ,if your important to me or if i have the patience or time to get to know you. Watch your hands, people tend to get frustrated with me.(+18 blog) (In no way associated with the real Simon Park/Park Junho. )

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OOC announcement

TL;DR - I've been here for a while, and I think it's time for a change. Thank you for having me in the family. 

Hi there, my name’s Jake and I’m Simon’s writer. Some of you my remember me from the previous location as Peniel’s writer also, well now, with a heavy heart, I’m here to say I’m dropping Simon. To some of you, or many of you since I’ve done a terrible job at welcoming new member which is my own fault, it may come as no surprise. I’ve been here since mid-November 2012. I joined when I was going through depression, and I joined because I thought I’d be fun as a pass time. Little did I know that this community would help me through that time, and become a second family. Thank you Ohana for all the memories, old friends, and being here as a safe haven. Keep up the good work, and have a good day. Sincerely Jake.

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While Simon cleaned himself up and attempted to appear normal, on the inside he could still feel the sense of death. Maybe because it was just the first day, or night, since he was attempting to be normal with a friend, if you consider almost fucking normal. 

"Hey Aron, do you have any clothes? Of course you do." He hollers out the bathroom door. He smirks and decides to walk out. As he walks out, Aron is throwing away some napkins in the trash can. Simon figured he was doing something, because no one able to resist Simon's sexual power. But he made no effort of confronting Aron. 

"Where's your luggage?" He says, still drying his black hair. He figured, again, that he'd simply walk out, with a towel at least around his waist, and find Aron's shit. 

He rummages through the closet, without Aron's consent, and finally found the other's black bag. He pulls out a white shirt and a pair of sweats, and starts to dress himself in Aron's clothing, which is a little tighter on him. As he was about to ask Aron something, the door rang and Simon figured it was the food. 

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Are you in love with aron? Didn't you say that Minki will be the only one you'll love? Hypocrite.

"I'm not sure what I am with Aron, all I know is that I like him. A lot." He sternly answered. His voice coming out cleanly and precisely. 

"As for the situation with Minki, he left me. He's gone, and all I can do now is try to move on with whatever is left of me." He stated. Though the part about Minki, it came out as a choke and he held back a few tears. It had been 2 months since Minki was gone, 1 month of being alone and living off the bittersweet memory, 1 week of crying alone, and a few days of trying to put his life back together before he met the damned beautiful man. 

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[ voice mail ] Hey... are you getting this? Simon, it's me, your first love. I know you still remember me and I'm still ali-- -static sounds start to emanate from the speaker as I scream- I WILL RETURN!

As Simon listens, he drops his phone and looks at it in horror. Was it really Minki, or some sick joke? Or was it Hongbin, his other loved one? So many questions ran through his head, that he simply decided to take his phone and set it a blaze and use the fire to light a blunt.

"Just forget it, and live in the moment." He whispered to himself. 

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Aron smiled as Simon wrapped his arms around him. The embrace was too short for his liking, but he accepted it. Smiling at the other’s statement Aron took the bottle and had a sip.

Moving his fluffy hair back into place Aron giggled and turned to look at Simon, who he now just realized was still naked. With wide eyes he turns to look at the bottle in his hand and felt a blush form on his pale face, “Anything you order should be fine.”

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"Alright, probably soup and pasta." He starts to dial the number. Simon doesn't mind, but he's sure Aron does. So he decided to make a game out of it. He bends over and fixes an imaginary shoelace, giving Aron a nice view, then stretches his back, and making sure to flex his abs for Aron. 

"You want anything or are you just gonna keep drinking Aron?" He turns to Aron, giving a sly smirk. He blows him a kiss and winks. As the other end of the phone answers, he quickly replies and hangs up. 

"Fuck." He silently whispers. He flips on the shower, steps inside, and starts to stroke himself. "Aron~." He quietly whispers in between strokes. He quickly cums, and washes himself off.

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"Shit, I just wanna cum from your tongue and fingers already." He moaned and leaned even further for Kris's tongue. He moaned and breathed in a rhythm that made him want more from the gorgeous man. But when he felt the other's fingers, which were ever so long, he felt himself drip with precum. 

"Ah, fuck! Shit, that feels amazing." He moaned. He could feel himself tense around the other's fingers, to get a better hold and movement from their work. Simon may as well have been moaning from his tongue, but his fingers felt even more amazing. He felt two slip in more and he arched his back in further and propped himself up to try and ride them. 

"Oh, please fuck me like the slut I am. I'd take your cock like the whore I am Kris. I wanna feel you inside me and I wanna scream your name." He moaned. He looked back at Kris; heavy breathing and a shine of sweat illuminating him. He needed more from this one, and he would do anything for it. 

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After a quick shower, Aron gets out and rubs himself dry with the fluffy towel hanging on the hook. Thinking nothing of it, Aron walks over to the vanity mirror and fixes his hair so that it won’t poof up as much. Since he has no gel or hairspray he leaves it to air dry where it will eventually poof up, but at least not to the extent of disaster.

With a shrug he walks out of the bathroom and grabs a pair of sweatpants and a black t-shirt. Slipping it on he looks around the room to find Simon with a bottle in hand. Silently he walks up behind the other and wraps his arms around him, “What are you up to?”

Resting his cheek on the warm of Simon’s back, Aron smiles. He felt so at ease and peace after such a long time. It was all thanks to Simon. He allowed Aron to be himself and forget what it was like to feel and be all alone.

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"Nothing much, just celebrating us." He held the bottle and opeed it with his hand. He smiled as he took a small sip of the random bottle of liquor, and turned around to Aron and embraced him. 

"Have a sip, a toast to never letting go of ourselves and finding hope among old friends." He smiled, took another sip, and offered it to Aron. He smiled as he looked down at Aron and began to stroke his fluffy hair. 

"I'm hungry, wanna order roomservice?" He started to head over to the phone, not even noticing he was still undressed and bare all. 

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Seeing how Aron was so vulnerable and hurt, made Simon lose sight of his scelistic morals, and try to be more sympathetic. Simon simply held and rubbed Aron's back as he felt him kiss his forehead.  

"Don't worry, I can wait for special occasions." He leans back and smiles. He waved Aron off into the bathroom and once he hears the door lock, he breaks down. 

"I always have." He smiles and cries to himself softly. He felt like he failed Aron for some reason, he felt that, through sex, Simon would be able to reassure Aron that Simon would always be there for him, but after the rejection, he felt sad and his emotions felt dampened. He wiped off his tears and looked through the fridge for anything to drink. 

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"I guess it's in my nature." He chuckles. Simon spreads his legs wider and arches his back to the perfect angle for Kris to see how needy and just how much of slut Simon is. As he licked his lips, he heard Kris and started to chuckle. 

"You're the perfect gentleman, I swear." He says. But then he huffs in surprise and moans loudly. With him clenching the bed-sheets tighter, and wanting to move his ass back into Kris's tongue, he bit his lip and smiled. Tonight was going to be a good night. 

"Ah fuck! Oh, ahh. Shit you're amazing." He admitted. As Kris kept licking, Simon felt a finger enter inside him and yelped in surprise. He huffed each time Kris went deeper and deeper with his thumb. 

"Fuck, I can't wait to feel you Kris." He slurred, still enamored by how good Kris was at rimming him. 

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"It's... okay." He huffed and smiled. He knew Aron made the right choice. Who would want to lose their virginity to a sucubuss anyways? Simon wasn't worth enough or valuable enough for Aron's affection at this point, all he could do was let Aron know he was there for him. 

"It's good though you told me Aron." He sat next to him and pulled him into a side hug. He started to rub the other's shoulder and hum a soft song, just to calm down Aron and bring back his smile. 

"Who knows, maybe we will one day? Go and take a shower. I'll wait for you out here." He helps Aron up by the side and gently nudges him to the bathroom.

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"Ahh, your hands feel so good on me." He moaned. Simon closed the kiss and kept pulling at Aron's lips to where they would be red and flushed in the end. 

"How 'bout I make you instead?" He says. He then lifts Aron and continues to kiss him and his body. He lays down Aron on the soft bed then starts to pump Aron's length.

"Do you want to cum already?" He taunts. His hand moving painfully slow. 

"Or, do you want me inside you?" He laughs and flips Aron over onto his stomach and spreads his legs. Simon then starts to rim Aron with his tongue. As he continues to lick Aron's hole, he spits on cock and prepares himself to push inside Aron. "Are you ready Aron?"

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"Okay Aron, I'll continue." He whispers. He took his hands and started to pump Aron's length, slowly until completely hard. Once it was fully erect, he licked the head of the penis. 

"Does it feel good, Aron?" He asks innocently. Without warning Simon then starts to deepthroat Aron and starts to moan due to it's delicious flavor. He pulls away from it and starts to pump again. 

"Let me get out of these distracting clothes." He pulls off his underwear and starts to touch himself, and give Aron a show. Simon closes his eyes and starts pumping his own penis, whispering Aron's name and looks up again at Aron.

"Tell me Aron, what do you want me to do next?" He stood up and runs his fingers through Aron's hair. 

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"I'll take care of you, just like you always wanted, okay?" Simon told Aron. He brushed away the stray hair and smiled kindly, showing how serious he was. He wanted to make Aron feel like he was on top of the world, because he believes Aron deserves it. 

"I promise you that." His hands slide down Aron's side, and then starts to kiss and suck on his nipples. Simon then drags his tongue down his stomach and kisses Aron's clothed erection. As he gets on his knees, he looks up to Aron and winks. 

"I'll be gentle, don't worry." He chuckles. He unbuttons the other's pants and licks his lips at Aron's erection. He then starts to lick it through the cloth, then slides Aron's underwear and kiss it once again. 

"May I continue?" He asks, already unbuttoning his own pants and kneeling in his underwear. 

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Aron's fingers ran over his bare chest and earned himself a moan from Simon. Simon loved how intimate Aron was becoming as the kiss became deeper and longer. Simon tugged at Aron's lips with his own and titled his head to get a better angle. When Aron pulled away, Simon looked at the other and smiled. 

"You're so gentle Aron, is there something you want to tell me?" Simon softly asked. Before Aron could answer, Simon started to pepper soft kisses on Aron's neck and slid his hands underneath Aron's shirt, and pulled it off softly. 

"This is better." He said. Simon moved his hands down to Aron's waist and pulled him closely before starting again to kiss and leave marks on Aron's soft and now tainted skin. 

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"Um…" Aron’s entire vocabulary went out the window as he watched Simon move in closer. His heartbeat was racing faster and he felt like every word was stuck in his throat. The warmth of the others chest against his own was almost too much.

"Y-you…um…"His eyes widened not sure what he should be saying to Simon. The beginning of a blush was already growing on his face and he was sure that Simon was taking note of it as well.

Once the other cupped Aron’s face, Aron could do nothing else but wrap his arms around Simon’s neck and kiss him. The kiss was tentative, but sweet all at the same time. Playing with Simon’s hair near his neck, Aron stood up on his tippy-toes trying to get closer to the other, if that was even possible. Slowly he pulled back and stepped away from Simon, “I’m sorry Simon. I am so sorry.” Aron repeated over and over again as he bowed his head.

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As he felt Aron kiss him softly. Careful and scared, were the two words that came to mind. Simon leaned in more, allowing himself to be lost in the moment and the certainty of the kiss, and this was all he needed. Simon wanted to continue more, to taste and to have Aron wrapped in his entirety, but Aron pulled back and started to bow. Simon chuckled and followed Aron. 

"Don't be." He admitted. He stood, once again, with Aron's arms wrapped around him. Simon flipped his hair to the side and with his head pressed against Aron's, he looked again at those docile eyes. Simon wanted to look at those eyes first thing in the morning and be the last thing he sees before he sleeps. He ran his fingers through the other's soft hair and Simon locked lips. He felt how small and delicate Aron's lips were, and how they felt against Simon's. 

Simon lost himself in the moment. He bit and tugged at Aron's lips, begging to taste more and lose himself in Aron. Simon pulled Aron as close as he could, the point where he could feel Aron's heartbeat, and his hands scrunching at Aron's hair once again. 

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Everything was going through one ear and out the other the minute Simon reached for his shirt. Aron did not know what to do at that point. His palms were sweaty and his mouth went dry. He did not understand why he was reacting in such a way. Simon and Aron were just friends nothing more. It was the way things were supposed to be.

Swallowing Aron looked up at Simon when he was within reaching distance. His chest was so well defined and all Aron wanted to do was run his hands up the others chest. Licking his lips Aron’s eyes darted between Simon’s lips and his eyes. 

"I didn’t mean to stare." Aron said shyly as he pressed his lips together once. The need was there once more just like when they were on the mountain, the need to kiss him. Aron sure needed to get a grip.

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"Are you sure you didn't mean to," He bit his lip and smirked. "Aron?" He teased. He moved closer to Aron, and with his finger dancing up Aron's shoulder, he softly grasped at Aron's hair. He closed the gap between the two and Simon's was pressed against Aron. 

"I've been staring at you the entire day, the way you smile and seem alive. Also at how beautiful you are." He admitted. His voice was soft yet still raspy. 

"Has anyone told you you're gorgeous when nervous?" His sentence ended, and the room soon filled with silence and tension. Simon, using his free hand, cupped Aron's face and looked into his eyes. 

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"Maybe it's magic. Or experience." He purred. He licked the shaft with his tongue and looked up with his eyes to meet Kris's. He smirked and then suddenly felt Kris take control of Simon. He felt the rough kissing and moaned into Kris's mouth. He fell back on the bed and used a single finger to invite him in. 

"Then come on, I wanna feel you inside me." He whispered into Kris's ear. He nibbled on his earlobe as he felt Kris's hands wrap around his cock and slowly pump him. 

"Ah, fuck." He half moaned and whispered. When Kris told him of what he would do, he grinned largely. He wanted to be fucked tonight and he wanted to feel what it was like to have a giant inside you. 

"Both, and more. I wanna be fucked so hard and raw that it hurts to stand, Kris." He moaned. With Kris on top of his back, he grinded his ass into the other's throbbing cock and clenched the bed sheets in preparation.  

"I want your cock so badly, I'll be your little slut for the night." He teased once again.